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Trabaho lang, walang emosyon. Ano ang maipapayo nyo kay Princess?
Wala ng intro intro si ate girl😮
Trabaho lang, walang emosyon. Ano ang maipapayo nyo kay Princess?
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anong gagawin mo kung ikaw ang nasa kanyang sitwasyon?
ay si ate gumugusto pa ulit, kawawa si jowa. 🥲😅
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Aba naman Shari, magaling ka sa ipinagbabawal na teknik sa gym. Ano ang maipapayo nyo kay Shari?
Ay wow naman si ate girl hahaha!
Ikaw anong maipapayo mo kay Shari? 😂😂
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The Phase
There is no catching up with time, whats gone is gone, either we can mourn the past or live up fully to the present to make the best of our future. All these wise words and saying keeps no meaning over a broken heart, a lost love. All the mind can understand is that somewhere you are in pain, somewhere it hurts overlooking the facts and reality of life, what’s prioritised is the sorrow, the mourning of that part of you which died as the love of your life took off. All the senses are dead, all the emotions are flowing all over irrespective of the situation creating a sense of confusion, whether to cry out loud for help or just laugh at your own-self being it a “I told you so” situation. The one thing thats happy at this moment is the subconscious, emotionless, fact based, logical, judging part of you, smiling all over your un-broken tears and saying “You fool, why don’t you learn to trust me, why don’t you listen to me huh?, YOU better listen to me now and give some meaning to what i say”. All you want now is to silence this part of you, to stop all the mocking, the best possible solution you see is getting drunk, bathing in alcohol. At a moment you get a 70% water to booze volume by volume in your body, you don’t see that you are killing yourself, Why do you do so?, you ask, well because you think you are already dead, you think you have lost the very thing that made you feel alive, what made the miserable life of yours worth living. You forget all the time that you lived before the love stuck, no remembrance of the memories before this time what so ever. All you know, all you remember is the time you loved and were loved. This mourning goes on until the very first tear of recovery breaks down from your eyes and by the time passes that one drop of tear acts as a seed of coming showers of tear. Every single, little or big, thing about your love starts flashing in front of you, the memories, the promises, the imaginary world you had in your mind passes in front of you giving you the last salute of remembrance. The time has come to stand tall on your feet and move on, but that move on is just an alias for just suppressing everything and putting it in a box inside you somewhere locked safe. You see you never really move on, you just learn to live with everything good and bad, the empty side of your bed. You laugh, start enjoying again, people think you are all good now you have moved on but what they don’t see is that while you are taking a selfie you are not alone your love is still there standing right next to you all posed for the click invisible to the eyes of who didn’t lived that moment at the first place.
The End
She came in my life as a miracle when i had no hope for one to happen. She is the prettiest face of love, an angel from above sent for me. The bond between us has grown over time. She is very close to me now. Just the way i want her to be. When she is with me i feel i have everything, everything i could ever ask from my life. She makes me happy. The way she smiles, the way she laughs wins my heart every time. She has touched me in a way that i feel like she has started living in me and when i miss her i want to rip myself and find her, to see her, to tell her, that i love her. I just want to keep her for me. Keep her by my side always. Holding hand in hand. Kiss her every second of my life. But it is not all. I just don’t want her to be with me physically. I wan her with me emotionally too. I don’t only want to kiss her but i also want to know that the same storm raises in her too which arise in me when i kiss her. It may not mean her a lot but it matters to me the most. I know she feels for me now, i don’t know how much, may be a bit but she does.
Why don’t she say it?
What is she scared of?
What is holding her back?
I want to know because it hurts me when she walks away on me when i ask her about it. I don’t want to rush anything on her. I just want to calm my heart by knowing that this thing, what’s going on between us right now, is real. It would really make me happier and joy full and keep me holding on to the believe in us. It depresses me when she don’t want to talk about us. I don;t know if she feels that my love is worthy of her or not, or may be i am not worthy of her. I know she cares for me but i am still in a dilemma if she values me. May be one day she will move over me like i was nothing to her where as i already gave her my every breath and every beat of my heart. Every morning i wake up alone on my bed makes me feel sad and the very first thought that comes in my mind and the very first name that comes on my tongue is hers. Every second i pray and wish that i could hold on to her for ever and not as just a friend but much more than that. Even when is with me, the moment where i can see her, feel her my prayers do not stop. My love for her is growing every moment i live with her and if she keeps denying me if she keeps walking away from me with out confrontation i am going to drown in my own sorrow and every thing i wished for will just leave me as a dream not lived. My life will end and i am scared to live my last breath without her being mine.
Possession
Till now i felt there was nothing good in my life, when she knocked the doors. I have been amazed by the fact that how much change can some one bring in to you as they keep their first steps in. Time changed each day. I had no clue when i started to develop feelings of attraction towards her and when did that little feeling of attraction changed in a unshakable feeling of love and promises. Promises i had done to myself to always make her laugh, always be the guardian whenever she needs one, always be there in her worst to help her to support her to share the pain she feels yet never to be around to share the happiness as i always wish all of it to her. I am happy today even if i am hurt because i have a believe that she going to come around to ease my pain. It’s all going good, it’s all going great. I was blindly following my heart. A strange thing happened today. I am put under some serious series of questions. I am stunned. I have no answers to them. I have just lost my mind. My lips are sealed my head is down. I could deny the questions put on me but the way my heart has started to ache is the proof of that it’s all true. All i want right now is to bath in booze but i have my reasons not to do so. I am scared. I just lost my way. The only path i knew has been taken from me. I am broken and i am down, nothing feels right regardless of the fact that every thing is. I am no stone. I breath, i feel.
