hmmm, where do I begin? Now how can I say all of this without sounding too corny? Today is your birthday, you're now 17 years old. You're not a baby anymore, and I always seem to forget that. hahah I feel like a parent to you, even though we aren't that far apart in age. Because I have known you for your whole existence, and it seems like the older you get, the further apart we grow. I know most of it is my fault though... I should have been a better brother to you. I should have been in your life from the get-go, that way it wouldn't be so awkward for you to speak to me like how it is now.
Just know that when I get kind of out of hand, its only for your own protection, and nothing more. When you are happy, I'm joyous, when you've achieved something, I'm honored, and when you're sad, well that makes me livid, ultimately furious, borderline vengeful. I want nothing to harm you, and only the best for you. Pretty much, it won't ever matter how old you are, you'll always be cherished by me and Mom as the baby. I know times are rough right now, but I promise, when things pick up, we're all going together. You, Me, and Mom. Don't push away, instead pull close, because in the end, all we'll have is each other. I Love You.
Your Big Brother,
James