#onthehowl

[xproskeith]

onthehowl replied to your post “[[MOR] but honestly I think I just need someone to tell me/reassure...”

You're always working hard! It's going to be okay! You can definitely do this.

Thank you! I really hope so.  I’m feeling a bit better this morning.

[wellhalesbells]

onthehowl replied to your post “SUBWAY SLEEPER, pt. 22”

Idk how you do all the stiles things and how you write him so, so, so perfectly. The amount of weird shit he says but says perfectly is amazing. Dang is you characterisation on point or what.

[opens mouth, gapes dumbly, blinks]  okay.  well.  [squawks loudly]  thank you?????  I JUST THINK HE’S THE GREATEST LITTLE WEIRDO, OKAY, AND IT’S REALLY SUPER COOL WHEN PEOPLE ARE LIKE: HE IS THE GREATEST LITTLE WEIRDO.  ‘CAUSE YES.

[halekingsourwolf]

onthehowl

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“i need to write something halfway decent or i’m honestly going to...”

I believe in you! Also, don't pressure yourself about writing something 'halfway decent'. Give yourself a pat on the back for writing at all, or even thinking of ideas (good or bad). Just because you don't think your writing is good enough doesn't mean it's not. I write a lot (not as much for Sterek, but original stuff) and when I get into the mindset that it has to be good, my productivity goes down and my anxiety shoots through the roof. Accept that it doesn't have to be perfect the first or second or third time, and maybe just word vomit it out. That tends to help me. Sorry for the insanely long reply (and perhaps unwarranted advice) - I just hate to see you unhappy like this. You're fabulous without your writing. <3

<3 That's probably actually the best advice I've gotten, thank you. I wrote 2,500 words last night and they were awful, and as soon as I read it over I felt like I'd wasted my entire night. But at least it's a step up from not writing anything, and I should give myself credit for that.

And I definitely appreciate those of you saying I don't need to be writing to be worthwhile. But letting you guys down is only part of it -- it's also painful for me, as a creative person, not to be creating. I've been writing since I was five or so (gems such as "My Cat Blacky" and a ghost story picture book that ended up being pretty morbid on later reading :P), and I've always been writing something - fanfic, original fic, drabbles, stray scenes and ideas. Sure, I'd go a few weeks here and there without writing but being stuck all winter like this just... well, it sucks, and it's making me stressed. <3

[allthemstilinskifeels]

onthehowl said: Also me, except it was my parents rather than my grandparents.

aha, i feel like a lot of kids are going to come back home skinnier thanks to stress and student budgets DX 

But nah, my dad commented but my mom thinks I still need to lose weight. idk if she thinks I gained or not, but shes been telling me to go on runs and and what not. Its nothing new though since she's always tells me i should watch my weight.

turningintoblackandwhite said:Saraaahhh you are always beautiful just stay healthy ok xoxo

Thank you <333 And yeah, I'm going to try to be healthier this month since I practically ruined my health with little food or sleep D: (and a lot of coffee)

[halffizzbin]

onthehowl replied to your post: anonymous asked:1/2 Julie, I was...

I agree with you jfc that’s insane

RIGHT I mean one time I sat down in a corner and cried because I had too much soup to defrost for the lunch rush lol this anon is basically a superhero.

[khaotunq]

onthehowl replied to your photoset:Teen Wolf Click & Drag: Click on an image and...

THIS ROCKS

HAHAHA. no but really i'm literally rocking back and forth on my bed giggling at all of the tags. this was a great idea i love everything evERYTHING IS AMAZING AND EVERYONE IS BEAUTIFUL hi bby don't mind my outpouring of eMOTION

[fondlylupin]

onthehowl replied to your post:[[MOR] My mom, my sister and her baby are away...

That’s EXACTLY what my dad and I do together (except instead of Modern family we watch stuff like Fringe) and we eat ice cream out of a tub and giggle together guiltily. We, too, are ‘losers’, but we’re ALL AWESOME LOSERS! booyah, go team.

Oh my gosh, that sounds awesome! I'm going to see if we can have a pizza night sometime this week too. :P But hm, a tub of ice-cream and just reveling in the shameless guilt of it sounds good too. Hee.

My dad came downstairs and was all "i ate the show bag of chips I might be sick tmr" and I was sprawled out on the couch in my own state of nausea and replied "don't even worry, i ate nearly the whole bag of mine too."

I approve of this team of loserness! ;)

[devildoll]

mad-madam-m replied to your post “onthehowl replied to your photo:Spent some time with this guy this...”

1) I am so glad to know I am not the only one who misread that post. 2) That horse yoga ACTUALLY EXISTS is awesome. :-)

Okay okay I edited it. ;)

onthehowl replied to your post “onthehowl replied to your photo:Spent some time with this guy this...”

That's really intriguing. It's like we do it when we workout-- a post workout stretch--so it makes sense to do it like humans do!

We actually have some stretches we do with him before and after we ride him, because he's getting up there in years and he used to race so he's got some old injuries and wear-n-tear. The difference when we skip them is very noticeable. So it works!