#ontheothersidefromyou

[ontheothersidefromyou]

MMXVII

Winter wakes need to write 

To help us all get to what’s

On the other side

[ontheothersidefromyou]

Explicit Content

I'm colliding into myself A rainbow jumps from my chest My breast implodes with pride And regret howls from within I break through the mirror and touch myself This world is dense This world is heavy Where I am really from I am light I become the light Cutting through the darkness I created for myself out of fear of the dark A moment spoke to me from outside working hours Clocking in The thread inside snapped and I had to kill my darlings Infanticide My loyalty has mostly benefitted others and all suffering comes from attachment Seeing myself red raw is painful Like being naked in front of family members Like an animal We are animals Battery Electricity passing through my chair And I don't know what I want to do But I'm starting to understand what I don't want to do Explicitly

[blixieperestroika]

Because misery, and degradation, and death, and nothing that God or Satan could inflict would have parted us, you, of your own will did it. I have not broken your heart - you have broken it; and in breaking it, you have broken mine.

Emily Bronte, Wuthering Heights.

[ontheothersidefromyou]

Message In A Bottle

Broken bottles All lined up Shoot out Stake out Steak in The city of sin There's no more room in hell Now we here Now we're here Where are we? On a sinking ship Led by captains who are really pirates who cling to treasure and take our treasure as we just keep Sinking Down I'm leaving a time capsule For nobody to see For nobody

[ontheothersidefromyou]

Navy Beauty

Beauty transient Through the dark In the night Kissed by moonlight Soft lavender hues Mock distance With glorious ardour In the distance The strings leap Ebbing and flowing Like your hair Caught on the wind Web of love Hearts caught Forever mine Forever and ever

[ontheothersidefromyou]

I Am

I'm something else And I'm starting to be ok with that I'm not me I'm not here I'm not you I'm something else And what that means Is as uncertain as the sea You see I'm beloved and I'm evil And I'm a dirty dirty boy But I have a capacity to love Which frightens me to the point of nausea I love you all And I bruise so easily Inside I am alive Are you alive Inside?

[ontheothersidefromyou]

Holy Ground

Blasted past

Deadly dark

Broken pieces of a broken

heart

Stolen moments

Wasted wishes

Wasted lives among the

[ruins

among the

ruins]

within ourselves

[ontheothersidefromyou]

Self Portrait

I am the remains of a better world I am aware of this like a child is I am a genius They won't care until I'm dead They won't be happy until I'm dead Sometimes I think I'm already dead And I'm just steering this gilded corpse into oblivion Boo-hoo