8, for Nolanel!
slightly altered timeline meme | the timeline in which they gain everything they want, except for the thing they wanted the most. | header
clears throat. obligatory wilfred owen link because “to stare upon the ash of all i burned” is HHGHH and anyway because i was having trouble determining if nolanel wants salvation or elliot more. and i can’t take salvation away from him. so.
nolanel has peace in his life. he keeps his curtains open though he maintains his fences, he talks more to livestock and the sky than to other people, and he strangles that wriggling feeling of ‘what if’ every day he wakes up alone. his walks through the city help to stave off his isolation and remind him why he chose such a thing: it’s easier, he’s closer to ephemie, he isn’t assaulted with expectations and memories and guilt. still, he’s stable in coerthas. he busies himself with the general, unthinking business of self-sufficiency. occasionally he provides shelter to traveling soldiers and pilgrims (and wonders too long about them after they leave). mostly, he does right by what he can and observes the world that holds no place for him carry on.



















