Jun 18, 2022
𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝛐 𝐲𝛐𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐲𝛐𝐮 𝐜𝛐𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐚𝐲?
"I want to be myself, but I can't."
You have a secret interest or a personality trait that others wouldn't like about you. You may have shown it off once, but it was received badly, and now like hell you're gonna be vulnerable like that again. You dream of the day where someone you like will act this way too and you can finally release this lock in your chest, although that's extremely unlikely. You feel disconnected from others' reality of yourself. It's very uncomfortable.
tagged by: 👁️ tagging: @celestieu , @synthons / @misfortuneds , @fractempyreal , @monstriiss , @destructivour & anyone else who wants to feel sad about their muses today
#|| 𝐃𝚬𝐂𝐔𝐒 — 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝛐𝐟 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭; 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞𝐝 [ musings; aesthetics; & headcanons ]#Ooooohohohoho#I've already mentioned it here before in a previous OOC whinge#But#The way that D keeps his emotions so tightly under wraps because no matter what he says he'll be treated with suspicion and disdain#Humans already believe Nobility don't have emotions and that dhampirs are also emotionless abominations despite their half-human heritage...#Some humans even have the audacity to turn on the dhampir hunters who just helped or saved them#thinking that them becoming overwhelmed with blood hunger is an inevitability#Even when he lets his actions speak for him there are plenty of people who can't or refuse to trust him just because of what he is#And that's WITHOUT knowing he's the Sacred Ancestor's son#There's a lot of compassion in his heart even for a species that as a whole has treated him and other dhampirs#With such abuse and disdain when they've done nothing to ask for their circumstances and often actually live lives of service to humans#In the form of being vampire hunters#I honestly believe the idea that dhampirs have emotions and are very much in touch with their humans sides...#Is an idea that terrifies most humans in a way they refuse to acknowledge#And I have many feelings about it
