hc that ango often forgets that dazai is now an adult and it makes him feel protective over him in ways that makes him feel ashamed, bc that protectiveness wasn’t there when it should’ve been, back when he was still sixteen and in desperate need of it
he shouldn’t wish he could give him a hug or desperately want to grab him by the shoulders and beg him to slow down and stop acting so grown bc it’s too late for any of that now, he is grown and he doesn’t need, nor would he want, that kind of protection from him of all ppl, not anymore











