im prob procrastinating rn

22 | Candy odasaku (n deez nu-) enthusiast i love him

[carbonateds-oda]

hi my name is candy, I mostly post abt bsd, loz and jjk but i yap abt other shit too occasionally

currently in the spn trenches please pray for me

[ao3 is: soda_script]

[telepathylove]

in the chillest possible way,

[sawed-on-shotgun]

need a hat that says I WONT SPEAK UNLESS SPOKEN TO AND ITS NOT BECAUSE IM DISINTERESTED AND DONT LIKE YOU I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND SOCIAL INTERACTION AS WELL AS MOST PEOPLE AND ASSUME BY DEFAULT MY PRESENCE IS UNWELCOME AS A PRECAUTIONARY MEASURE SO I KEEP TO MYSELF BUT I DONT MIND IF YOU INITIATE so i can wear it to work

[ceruleanheaven]

i just wanna do nothinggggg 😭😭😭😭😭 which is like what im already doing but i wanna do it in a way that doesnt actively ruin my life 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[theblackparadeisdead]

One day ur a suicidal 15 year old and then suddenly you wake up and you're 22 years old and genuinely debating the merits of iceberg vs romaine lettuce in the salad ur making. Life goes on ig

[anistarrose]

give it up for platonic divorce

[koiagain]

Im Bad at talking you should just shoot me if I talk to you ever

[kosmogrl]

everything is my fault except what isn’t. and that might be my fault too somehow

[beansfrombeans]

mutual on my left trying to get pregnant. mutual on my right starts high school next year. and me i have done some of the dishes

[koiagain]

”Get out of ur comfort zone” i have never been comfortable Ever in my life

[melancholic-whimsy]

i’m a relatively skittish creature

[koiagain]

anxiety disorder more like Ummmm more like stupid fcuking scared disorder

[faustique]

the fact that people can see me makes me kinda uncomfortable at times ngl

[laterkiss]

have we tried ignoring the dread, my liege

[bitcoitus]

Please remember that almost everyone around you is traumatized. I didn’t understand this when I was younger. I wondered why people acted so strangely and irrationally. Maybe all children wonder this. The author Robert Anton Wilson said (paraphrasing), “We have never seen a completely sane adult human.” No one makes it out of this life alive. It’s not their fault. Mercy, kindness, forgiving — these are what makes one human. They are other names for love. People break in the strangest of ways.

[bitcoitus]

“Under the present brutal and primitive conditions on this planet, every person you meet should be regarded as one of the walking wounded. we have never seen a man or woman not slightly deranged by either anxiety or grief. we have never seen a totally sane human being." — Robert Anton Wilson

[hersurvival]

[cryptid-corpse]

They should invent a form of existence that isn't just an endless loop of waking up and feeling misunderstood and alone