Part One//Part Two//Part Three//Part Four//Part Five//Part Six//Part Seven//Part Eight
These links are getting a bit outta hand and I feel like there’s going to be a few more parts to this so after this they’re getting put in a masterlist and just linked on the post asdfgh
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tw for lots of noncon touching and groping
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Dahlia hadn’t seen Silas like this in a long time, completely broken down. She hadn’t seen him cry in almost ten years, usually anger replaced any other emotion he felt. She couldn’t just watch him cry though.
“Silas…? I’m going to hug you, okay?” She said softly, and he slowly nodded, allowing her to pull him into her arms. They’d had that system in place forever now, she barely ever touched him without giving him some sort of warning. She knew it made him feel safe, and right now that’s what he needed, to be safe. She let him cry as much as he needed to, she hugged him tightly and gently played with his hair. She didn’t let go until his sobs softened into cries, and then into the occasional sniffle.
“He… He’s going to use that against me… I don’t know how… but he will.” He murmured. “I didn’t want him to know, but I couldn’t let him keep hurting you… I want you to be safe… I want you to escape...”
“Silas.” He glanced up at her. “From now on, as long as you’re here, I’m here. I’m not going to let you finish this alone.” She said seriously.
“I… I don’t know how I’m going to “finish” it… I think I’m just… here now? I don’t see a way out…”
“/You/ don’t need to worry about that.” She smiled. “All you need to do is stay alive, okay?” She told him. He nodded, finally pulling away from her.
“I… I’ll do my best… but you also need to be careful. Please, don’t get hurt anymore…” He looked worriedly at her wrist.
“I’ll be fine.” She assured him. “No matter what happens, we’ll both be fine.” She smiled at him, hoping to comfort him somewhat. She needed him to be at ease, have hope they’d escape, while she tried to figure out how in the hell they were ever getting out of there.
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“You need to relax, love.”
“ ‘M sorry…” he murmured. It was nearly impossible to relax, half undressed in a vampire’s bed, knowing Dahlia was locked up in the mansion somewhere, knowing the vampire had all sorts of control over him. Given that it was the middle of the day by now, Alastair wanted to get some sleep, and he wanted to be sure Silas didn’t leave his side.
He’d been cleaned up and given clean clothes before bed, and Alastair kept a tight grip on him. Silas didn’t want to face him, kept his back to his chest and just tried to go to sleep, but as always, Alastair could tell something was wrong. He sighed and sat up, looking down at Silas.
“You’re safe, little hunter. Your friend is safe. Everything is okay.” He told him. He didn’t feel okay. His body ached from the beating he’d received, his head hurt and eyes burned from crying so hard, in general he felt scared and hopeless and so very tired. He’d rather sleep on the hard floor than in bed with Alastair though.
“Um… Th-that’s what’s bothering me sir…” he said quietly. “Dahlia, her wrist is broken… she… she needs some sort of treatment…” Alastair seemed to consider this.
“I suppose you’re right.” He leaned down, kissing his forehead. “How about, if you be good for me, I’ll help her. Can you do that?” He asked.
“Yes sir…” he murmured, closing his eyes.
“Good boy…” the vampire kissed his cheek, his jaw, down his neck, he couldn’t relax, he couldn’t relax at all. He squeezed his eyes shut tight, holding his breath. Hands roamed his body freely, he couldn’t speak, he couldn’t move, he had to be good. He’d never been grabbed and groped like this, he certainly never wanted to be. He tried to hug himself, cover himself somehow, but Alastair forced him on to his back and grabbed his wrists, pinning them to the bed.
This suddenly felt so much worse, the vampire straddling him. His lips pressed against his own, Silas didn’t even know how to kiss back, he almost felt embarrassed about that. He told himself to be good though, just be good and it would be over soon. Fangs scraped his lower lip, he wondered if it was on purpose. He squirmed uncomfortably, he didn’t like being straddled like this, but the vampire gripped his wrists harder. He kissed him hard, like he’d been wanting to do this for a long time, and when Silas didn’t reciprocate the way he was expected to he seemed to get angry.
“I-I’m sorry, I’ve never done this before…” he murmured when the vampire pulled away from him. His face was bright red, he felt so uncomfortable. The vampire just laughed, finally getting off him.
“Is that so? I wouldn’t expect that from someone who looks the way you do.” Silas relaxed somewhat, hoping the vampire would drop it. “Just relax love, I’ll take care of you.” He leaned down, kissing at his neck again, and Silas had no choice but to tilt his chin up and let him.
“W-why are you doing this…?” He murmured. It didn’t feel good to him, he felt even worse than before, and he didn’t see how Alastair could enjoy this.
“You only pull away because you associate touch with pain…” Alastair said softly, still uncomfortably close to his throat. “If you could associate it with, say, pleasure, then you wouldn’t have to be so scared all the time…” he kissed near his collarbone, hand trailing down his chest. Silas had to bite his lip, this was the worst feeling in the world, he almost wished it was pain, he’d take a vicious beating over this any day.
“I-I don’t… please, don’t do this…” he whimpered. “I can’t…” he finally jerked away as soon as he felt a hand between his legs, he couldn’t just lie there and take this, he had to stop it.
“Didn’t I tell you to be good?” He sat up, glaring down at him.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I just, I can’t, I don’t want it to be like this, please, anything else, just not this.” He rambled, already feeling panic rise in his chest. He flinched when a hand wrapped around his throat, Alastair didn’t squeeze, just held him there, threatening to cut off his air at any moment.
“You do a lot of negotiating for someone in your situation.” He tightened his grip just slightly. “I have complete control over you, yet you think that you can decide when something is too far?”
“I-I’m sorry, sir, I’m so sorry..” he whined, fighting to stay put and not struggle against him. The vampire just tightened his grip more, Silas grabbed his wrist but he couldn’t move his hand at all.
“Not to mention, I’m trying to help you. Do you want to continue living in fear? Do you want to continue to suffer?” His grip tightened, he really couldn’t breathe now.
“N-no sir, I’m sorry sir!” He choked out.
“And I did tell you, you had to be good if you wanted to help your friend.” He just squeezed tighter and tighter, Silas feared he may break his neck. He gave up fighting the urge to struggle, he pushed against him, he fought and thrashed and did everything he could to escape but he wasn’t going anywhere until Alastair said so. “You know I wouldn’t have to hurt you if you’d just behave.” He finally let go as his vision began to fade, and when he did he harshly shoved him off the bed. “You can sleep down there tonight. If I find out that you left this room then your little friend will pay for it, understand?”
“Yes sir…” he murmured, curling up on the hard floor. It was cold, and uncomfortable, but it wasn’t in bed with Alastair, so he considered it an improvement. He stared across the room at the unlocked door. Alastair would fall asleep sooner or later, he’d be completely unsupervised. And yet, he found he didn’t have even the slightest urge to get up and leave.
An LGBTQ corgi in two styles to brighten up your day and match your pride!!
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This was a small gift for @to-the-starkcave whos been such a darling and telling me all about pride parades because we never have them here!! It makes me so happy when i hear stories about it because where i come from, its taboo. Luckily, with the power of “Fuck you” I can have all my fun drawing all kinds of LGBTQ stuff with my middle fingers up.
Of course, feel free to use these as icons with credit!! Be you and only you ❤
