This is kind of a self report but please have mercy on me ahahah. Lately I have been truly contemplating the nature of my bisexuality. For reference, I am currently with a man, and I’m happy about it. But as of late I’ve been yearning for women. It’s so weird because, although I am happy, I just feel like something is missing.
For example, last night I was at a fancy dinner, and there was a women who appeared to be on a date—she was beautiful and her smile alone made my heart pound. And it’s so odd because she looked somewhat bored on the date, I watched her try to make all of the conversation while the guy just sat there dumb as hell. And suddenly I was longing to devote myself to her; worship her. Give her the attention and care she desired. It was such a weird thought and I was like, well I’m not single so obviously that’s not possible. And now I’m wondering if I’ll ever be completely satisfied with only ever dating one gender. Anyway, happy pride month ahahaha
