could you do nie mingjue? your post about him being a boxer in your future podcast fic lives in my mind rent free btw
well friend i WILL write at length about nie mingjue you do not have to ask twice
1. How Do I Feel About Him:
a) he lives in my head rent free all versions all canons all AUs (except the animated tv show because i think he is ugly there lmao) b) eldest sibling handshake emotion at all times c) my hand in marriage d) holy shit
my love for mingjue is not complicated only deep and wide
2. Romantic Ships And That:
i’m a nielans bitch through and through. two people who appear to be paragons but who are in fact all too human and fallible looking out for one another, sharing a lifelong friendship, and probably having all kinds of sex that i dont know about. nothing but net on that one baby
i’ll be honest, there’s only one specific treatment of this story that compels me to indulge in a full 3zun because if you do it by canon its just an extremely unhealthy dynamic for everybody involved BUT if xichen was a lawyer in the 1870s in sacramento and mingjue was a cowboy on the range in the same setting and meng yao was a railroad union man and their adventures took them into one another’s paths then i think i could gladly 3zun
bro i told you it was specific
3. Non-Romantic Relationships that Hit Just Right:
first of all the Brothers Nie i cry every day and also it makes me think about my sister in a different way than jiang cheng makes me think about my sister, because she is my ONLY little sister and she’s eight years younger than me and sometimes we barely comprehend each other but her happiness is important to me no matter how frustrating she frequently is second of all the intense complexity of who he and meng yao were to each other in the days when meng yao was meng yao and what each of them might in their furthest hearts miss about those days (and maybe it was romantic after all who am i to say?)
i’m camp nie mingjue DOES have self-awareness and IS capable of self-reflection and DOES know what he has and hasn’t done right but crucially, he’s also very bad at conveying it because he has a terminal condition that is eroding his ability to regulate and express his emotions! i cannot fault him or criticize him for that. i am no monster. and yes, he did punt jin guangyao down the stairs that one time and call him a bastard and a whore’s son, but a) he was pretty ill at the time and b) he seemed to have figured out a large portion of jin guangyao’s many crimes and therefore was perhaps more focused on that than on policing his language. and i would also point out to the court that this is the only occasion in their entire fraught history during which nie mingjue plays that card, and he spent the rest of that history being one of three people who never counted meng yao’s past or upbringing against him (the other two being xichen and qin su who deserved so, so much better). so the defense rests.
5. Something I Wish We’d Gotten In Canon:
🥺 wish he was alive bro :(