Mar 15, 2017
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see u in another lifetime
PSA
when someone is willingly showing you something that makes them happy or something that they made themselves that they're PROUD OF, how about you pay attention. don't look at that stuff for like two seconds and then turn away, actually listen to someone and support someone who wants to share their happiness with you. its rude as fuck to purposefully disregard someones effort to be friendly and show u something they're proud of/happy about. be fucking thoughtful.
butts
thanks
i know no one will look at this so i’m just gonna put a read more thing so some of u don’t have to see this long rant about my feelings kk
recently i’ve just been feeling so shitty. i dont know what to do and whenever i want to do something about it i can never bring myself to confront my feelings. i always feel frustrated not only with myself but with the people around me, sometimes for no reason and sometimes for specific reasons.
i’ve tried so hard to express my disapprovement and my feeling of neglection but no matter how hard i try to overcome these feelings, they always come back harder and it just keeps feeling like so many people care about everyone BUT me.
i want to be cared for and i want to understand why i feel this way. im priveleged and i have friends and i have people surrounding me supporting me and what i do, so i dont understand why i feel so shitty. so many people in this world feel shittier than me and i dont deserve to feel this way. no one deserves to feel this way or worse than this. but i really dont see why im feeling so shitty when my circumstances are peachy-keen.
i just cant fucking stand all these people close to me lying to me, keeping shit from me, pushing me away and bringing shitty ppl closer in. example: twitter friend group chat; they all make fun of me and i just UGH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT ANYTHING ANYMORE.
NO ONE LISTENS TO ME. NO ONE CARES ABOUT MY OPINION. NO ONE FEELS THE NEED TO LISTEN TO MY SOMEWHAT HELPFUL ADVICE. AND EVEN WHEN THEY LISTEN THEY JUST PUSH IT ASIDE AND IGNORE MY SHIT WHEN IM TRYING TO HELP THEM. ITS JUST THAT I PUT SO MUCH EFFORT INTO THIS SHIT BUT NO ONE ELSE PUTS SHIT INTO IT LIKE AT LEAST A LITTLE BIT OF REGRET WOULD BE REFRESHING YA KNOW
no one listens. im tired of it. im tired of it ALL. and now its raining outside and im alone attempting to occupy myself with things to clear my head and forget my feelings but nothing is working i just fucking hate this so fucking much.
ITS MY BDAY TODAY AND I HAVE TO TAKE A FINAL BUT IM STILL HAPPY BC ITS MY BDAY SO YAY