The reason for absence as of late and the reason I haven’t been writing much can really be summed up in a small note here--As I won’t get too personal and delegate a pity party.
In all honesty, a month or so back, my Grandfather’s personal belongings were taken from me, when my backpack was stolen and due to such things, it left me in a compromised state that eventually paved way to many nights of sleepless depression and overall inability to do much other than worry and have small panic attacks here and there. Thus, I’ve hardly been writing.
As for such things, in the midst of that, work had really gone under some new changes recently, which also affected my schedule and as of just earlier today, I just acquired a new and second job for me to work, this one being a heavier work load, but it pays well, with $12 an hour for starting pay. Which I can’t turn down.
All in all though, for the writing I have done and want to continue, the things I have on draft and what-not...I want to continue and haven’t forgotten, but I can’t help but feel that’s not the case in return. I feel a little out of place, since I stopped writing--I don’t think of myself as anything major but I can’t help but feel as though I’m a lack of interest now--for better sake of phrasing then I was in my first standing with people. I hope I’m wrong, but for right now? I’ll be here, but I won’t be putting myself out there. For the moment, I’m just a little jaded to the idea I’m wanted here. So I’d rather save face to anyone’s acknowledgement at the moment.
This was just me being informative. I seek no attention, truthfully. Thank you for your time, I apologize to anyone I held back from recently.