getting dumbed down by their strap is fun, perfect, mind numbing, even. but dumbing them down while they fuck me? so much better.
before they can catch it, that condescending tone coated in control would slip between us. maybe it would happen after they've spent hours on me, drawing out every orgasm and moan i could possibly give, leaving me needy for something else. or maybe, that something different would come the second they settle in between my legs. but regardless of how, or when it comes, their strained moans and sharp gasps to try and keep it together would all be the same.
it's small gestures and soft words at first. raking my nails down their arms, telling them i know it's a lot, yet they're making me feel so good and taking note of their frantic nods in response. they're not paying nearly enough attention, and that's exactly what i need. i'd pout and nod as their hips barely begin to stutter, dragging my nails up to their neck, and wrapping my hand around their throat. all of their thoughts are focused on keeping it together, staying in control, and keeping up with that since it's familiar. control is all they can think of, it's all they've been told to do with others. yet, they can't even feel it slip into my grasp.
you need this, don't you? you're trying so hard to keep it together, and you don't need to, sweetheart. you know that, just relax. i know what you need and what feels good, just listen to me and let me help, yeah?
maybe they'd shake their head, furrowing their brows to try and find something to break me, but that pathetic effort never works. their hips would quicken in that sloppy, too-eager pace that simply wears both of us out, making me only tsk and sigh in feigned disappointment.
no, you know that won't work. look at you, honey, nearly tearing yourself apart. and for what? i thought you liked being good, sweetheart? go slower, just breathe and let it feel good.
raking my free hand through their hair, the other around their throat traveling up so i can slip my fingers into their mouth, fucking it at a slow pace to keep their mind occupied.
there we go, so pretty, baby. just like that, you can do it, you can take it for me. you want your treat, don't you? you always talk about wanting to be used, so keep going and make me cum again. get your treat, baby.
