Retirement
//I understand I started alot of threads with new people but as of now I think its about time to retire Desmond; frankly alot of things have been going on IRL that made rping harder and harder- there was also petty drama that was levid with huge lies, misinformation and childish bs with my mistakes, things from 6 years ago held against me, my friends getting involved and telling the people who started it that bringing up information on relationship I had 6 years ago as evidence of my wrong doings as if time doesn't...change a person.
If you read the post you can see me and my partner had normal issues like anyone else, especially after so long that both of us not being in a relationship and having to adjust to vastly different lifestyles. I also have a bad memory and sometimes need to be repeatedly reminded on things, It's in my rules and I state it when I first start rping that it's all bad.
The issue is yes I made mistakes and had issues, personally they should of been handled between muns; getting accused for interacting with a person, it not working out and then when I block them so I didn't accidently refollow get accused for 'leaching' as if that's a real thing, things I've had conversations with my therapist about, things my friends call deranged and unfair. My ex also had issues, but people ignored that cause she's a pretty girl, so instead of saying "both sides have issues and no one's perfect- she had a tendency of keeping secrets and getting annoyed if I didn't take money from her, stating panic attacks to the point I rather go homeless; I got accused for scamming when I live in California, EVERYTHING'S expensive and homelessness is on the rise, eggs are thirteen dollars and I live in a cheap locations occasionally not eating for days. How is the cost of living Scamming? Especially when she agreed and I always paid her back or made her free art.
Regardless, you be the judge, I'm done here. I'm tried of my friends being attacked for defending me, or people who still interact with me getting harassed; these "people" think they're avatars of justice, but pulling up ages long relationships that have nothing to do with them, genuine mistakes, doxing me and then getting upset at my friend for not covering my Ex's messages because she sent only HALF the story that made her look good? Is awful, suspicious and creepy.
The post in question.
I think it's just best to move on, hearing from my friend they impatiently wanted him to cover my ex's discord name up and that he was doxing her when they were screenshots from what I said, not his fault, I didn't even know he'd share it. But the also doxed my discord when all they'd need to show was my tumblr, and I've gotten racist anons and death threats....these people aren't standing on any moral high ground, and the information that's more recent is explained. I tried making up and moving on but people attacking my friends, demanding all the information that gives a complete picture and screaming over what I said, it's horrible.
Sorry to those that were looking forward to threads, thank you for your time, and thanks for taking an interest in Des.
Goodbye.
