#outoflegend

[godsdeceit]

[ He legit was only upset about me being gone for like a week, and even then it wasn't me he was upset about losing, it was that my friendship was a new record for him in length. 6 years of my life wasted on him. Now it's like I never even existed. ]

[itsgodshonest]

[ so apparently it’s bad to show the tumblr terms of service to people ]

[godsdeceit]

[ I guess I’m using my muse’s vent as my own because I’m freaking myself out

It’s been so hard to rp on tumblr over the years because I always get people upset that I’m on tumblr rather than focusing on their rp and even when they’re not on tumblr anymore they want me to pretend they are? idk? I don’t want to reward someone’s absence when they’re never going to rp on here. It’s not fun forcing everyone else to acknowledge a muse that no one wants to acknowledge. But there’s still this level of control because he’s always watching and waiting for me to mess up andd yell at me

I’m filled with so much guilt because I’m a bad friend and rp partner for being selfish like this

[godsdeceit]

[ It’s hilarious to read back and realize that the cons list Dwayne made about D were also applicable to OOC. ]