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ic vent blog for @godshonest,  contains depressive thoughts and suicidal ideations, triggering material generally untagged, ic viewable if found

[proletprincess]

its literally okay to kidnap a girl if u really, really love her, okay???

[emotionaleating]

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

[godsdeceit]

At this point I'm starting to think #just an idea not meant for anyone is a tag meant specifically for me~

[obsessivel0v3r]

I don't want to be your "temporary", I want to be your forever.

[pridefulsuggestion]

be angry! live with wrathful yearning! love, doing great violence upon your chest with it!

because you know—you know, you know, you know—

you deserve better than this

[magicnewand]

When they romanticising yearning but they've never been sat on their bed at four am with a wet face and their chest hurting while they wished and begged and prayed something was still there

[stockholmgf]

Schedule for tomorrow just opened up, I think I might sustain to a non-life threatening but still relatively serious injury that incapacitates me just enough for everyone to be mildly worried and really impressed by my strength of body and will for persevering through it. And everyone has an affectionate sort of pity for me and takes care of me like a sick dog. It’s between this and stardew valley so kinda up in the air rn

[calellon]

All you do is whine

untrue i also suffer, rot, wail, wallow, haunt, mourn and rage

[godsdeceit]

I keep feeling him..

He's pulling on our strings every so often..

[godsdeceit]

The hours without him stretch on and on..

I can't sleep, I can't stand the thought of food without retching..

[worthless-mess]

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

[nixscriptum]

[free-my-mindd]

[glynventon]

And I'm a coward, have always been a coward, will always be a coward. I can't protect you even when I'm not. I can't love you the way you should be loved. I'm fickle and air headed and not dependable.

[godsdeceit]

You're plenty brave! You were brave enough to tell me you love me, brave enough to give me a chance, brave enough to tolerate my bullshit~ hahaha

You love me in your own way, and that's everything to me.. You're the first person I turn to, the first person to really take care of me..

[glynventon]

I should be better.

[godsdeceit]

You're wonderful, helpful and supportive, a star in my night..

You're my Beloved, and you're my husband, and you're my priest

[lunarrra]

I call it the "Snail Cycle" 🐌🌀

I pave the way with tears. Last year was the worst episode of this condition. Now I feel much better!

[glynventon]

Mmm.

[godsdeceit]

I like you