#outofserenity

[moonchildsunshine]

(I ship Dawn with Noah.)

[logicandprosperity]

eyyyyyyyyyyyyy

[lost-without-serenity]

ѕσяяу & gσσ∂вує

♕  — WOAH. It’s been like a month and a half since I said anything to you guys, so so so sorry!

As most of you probably instantly saw in the title, yes I’m saying goodbye to this blog. These past months have been pretty rough, dealing with physical problems and not taking my medication for 3 weeks (oops?), not to mention that its probably only going to get rougher from the news that I’ve heard just recently.

I know one on you probably wants to know what exactly is so bad that made me want to shut this blog down and well, this compared to a few of you is most likely nothing, but it’s a big deal to me. My only best friend’s (irl) mother is having heart surgery, and what my friend said is that there is a over 70% chance she is going to die.

So how does this concern me? Well obviously that question doesn’t even need to be asked but I’ll say this anyways. Being my best friend, and knowing the life— um, hell she’s been through, yes, this concerns me so much. Her mom and brother, who is living with her bitch ass dad, are pretty much the only people who love her in her family, most of the people at school hate her, and if her mother passes, she will have no where to go. Most of the people in her family are messed up and have a bad relationship with my friend, and the other day she was crying in front of me, I have never seen her cry, and told me that I was the most important person in the world to her and she’s going to need me more now than ever. I can’t leave her alone, not ever. Not to mention my new person I finally realized I had a crush on has a girlfriend…

And during this time, I do not want to drag you guys down into any of this. But to me, this blog wasn’t that great anyways, I mean people gradually stopped replying to our threads and sort of just faded out, so you can just say this is killing two birds with one stone.

I wasn’t a popular rper, not even close to one — but I felt extremely happy. You all affected my life so much, you gave me confidence and laughed at and with me, and cared about me. I won’t ever forget this. The people I’ve met and admired from afar, the ones that sent me asks and liked my posts, the ones that gave me that nudge of courage when I really needed it, or even those who followed me thinking wow I kind of like this person… you’re all amazing and wonderful people.

I know you might be going to hell right now, maybe you have really bad parents or sibling, maybe you aren’t as pretty as everyone else, maybe you don’t think you’re worth anything and you’re an outcast, but I know you’re going to blossom into a beautiful person, you’re worth everything. And everything won’t always be okay, but it won’t always be terrible either. You’re strong, and I know it, so I’m going to trust all of you, that you’re going to make it. 

And guys, if you ever need me, just contact me at my main blog “shiki-no-doragon" or my skype "evermoredragon". I only hope I won’t be forgotten.

So, everyone, I guess this is—

“Gσσdвчє…”

[lost-without-serenity]

♕  — Wow like, sorry I haven't been on for a week or so, for some reason I became super excited about drawing and actually drew well at times and now I'm all burned out so HELLO ALL.

[lost-without-serenity]

@fullmetaljaeger said://It just started happening to me

♕  — TUMBLR GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER.