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As the seasons change, remember how I used to be. Now I can't go on, I can't even start. I've got nothing left, just an empty heart. I'm a soldier, wounded so I must give up the fight. There's nothing more for me, lead me away... Or leave me lying here. M!A: None || Shingeki no Kyojin OC ♥ About the Mun ♥

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ѕσяяу & gσσ∂вує

♕  — WOAH. It’s been like a month and a half since I said anything to you guys, so so so sorry!

As most of you probably instantly saw in the title, yes I’m saying goodbye to this blog. These past months have been pretty rough, dealing with physical problems and not taking my medication for 3 weeks (oops?), not to mention that its probably only going to get rougher from the news that I’ve heard just recently.

I know one on you probably wants to know what exactly is so bad that made me want to shut this blog down and well, this compared to a few of you is most likely nothing, but it’s a big deal to me. My only best friend’s (irl) mother is having heart surgery, and what my friend said is that there is a over 70% chance she is going to die.

So how does this concern me? Well obviously that question doesn’t even need to be asked but I’ll say this anyways. Being my best friend, and knowing the life— um, hell she’s been through, yes, this concerns me so much. Her mom and brother, who is living with her bitch ass dad, are pretty much the only people who love her in her family, most of the people at school hate her, and if her mother passes, she will have no where to go. Most of the people in her family are messed up and have a bad relationship with my friend, and the other day she was crying in front of me, I have never seen her cry, and told me that I was the most important person in the world to her and she’s going to need me more now than ever. I can’t leave her alone, not ever. Not to mention my new person I finally realized I had a crush on has a girlfriend…

And during this time, I do not want to drag you guys down into any of this. But to me, this blog wasn’t that great anyways, I mean people gradually stopped replying to our threads and sort of just faded out, so you can just say this is killing two birds with one stone.

I wasn’t a popular rper, not even close to one — but I felt extremely happy. You all affected my life so much, you gave me confidence and laughed at and with me, and cared about me. I won’t ever forget this. The people I’ve met and admired from afar, the ones that sent me asks and liked my posts, the ones that gave me that nudge of courage when I really needed it, or even those who followed me thinking wow I kind of like this person… you’re all amazing and wonderful people.

I know you might be going to hell right now, maybe you have really bad parents or sibling, maybe you aren’t as pretty as everyone else, maybe you don’t think you’re worth anything and you’re an outcast, but I know you’re going to blossom into a beautiful person, you’re worth everything. And everything won’t always be okay, but it won’t always be terrible either. You’re strong, and I know it, so I’m going to trust all of you, that you’re going to make it. 

And guys, if you ever need me, just contact me at my main blog “shiki-no-doragon" or my skype "evermoredragon". I only hope I won’t be forgotten.

So, everyone, I guess this is—

“Gσσdвчє…”

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Hit my character. See how they react.

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進撃の巨人 by 遊

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♕  — Wow like, sorry I haven't been on for a week or so, for some reason I became super excited about drawing and actually drew well at times and now I'm all burned out so HELLO ALL.

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@fullmetaljaeger said://It just started happening to me

♕  — TUMBLR GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER.

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Send me a ● to see my Muse's opinion of yours.

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Reblog if you Multiship :)

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[commanderofblood]

#danchou being handsome and confused

"IF YOU ARE IN THE ROOF AND I AM HERE, THEN WHO IS COMMANDING THE LEGION"

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♕  — Um, is anyone else having trouble with icons?

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Our Little Family || lost-without-serenity || Closed

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Eren kept his eyes set on her, his smile faltering at her rejection. Would she still answer questions if she didn’t get to ask any? It hardly seemed fair but she didn’t seem to mind, though she..seemed upset somehow. He was never good at telling someones mood but this was a little more understandable than most, the way she seemed to speak, her small movements and the avoided eye contact. 

He was about to ask if she was sure but he noticed her hand slip up and fiddle with the pendant around her neck. He eyed it carefully, realizing he had yet to notice it until now. He didn’t say another word but listened to her instead, her words sinking in as he listened.

It sounded nice yet..horrible to live outside, and alone? How did she manage to do it? How did she protect herself with no backup? Nobody to warn her, nobody to talk with, laugh with? She was normally alone..maybe that was why she preferred not share too much, maybe why she didn’t want to ask him anything, she didn’t want to get close to anybody, including him, obviously. But if she had managed to live in the outside world for so long on her own, she would surely be a great addition to the Survey Corps, she could stop being so alone. She could make a new family here, surely that would seem appealing to somebody who had probably spent so many years alone.

"Y’know, that sounds interesting and all but..wouldn’t you rather have a family you could depend on? People around you who can help you stay on your feet, people around you who depend on you as much as you depend on them?" he asked, a small frown forming on his lips. "Being so alone…it sounds like it could really make a person depressed, really ruin somebody after so long." he wasn’t normally one to be sentimental, but…this was really getting to him the more he talked. He didn’t want to see somebody so alone, maybe broken inside, she needed others in her life.

"You could join our family if you wanted, we tend to get along most of the time, but every now and then we fight and bicker, but then again, every family does that, right?" a small laugh escaping with the question. How would the others feel about him inviting somebody to join the Survey Corps, somebody with no training, no team experience, somebody from the outside world. Would Levi be okay with it? In all honesty, Eren didn’t care, he simply wanted to help her, he had no idea why, but he really wanted—needed to help her.

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Leia followed his words, awestruck and wondering if he even realized what had just came tumbling from his mouth. Yes, she felt deserted and empty often, however, as well as she knew herself, it was nearly certain that she would not appertain nor belong is the Survey Corps. Beryl irises were filled with slight grief in place of surprise as she exhaled softly.

"I'm sorry, Eren, but I can't. I'm already ruined. I don't have any special skills or talents, so putting me into an environment like that would just be fruitless and a waste of time. And, a family is the last thing I need right now, especially after--"

Jingle.

After overlooking the metallic sound for quite a while, the raven belatedly acknowledged the noise and peered down to the source. No way. She felt her blood run cold at the sight of the pendant, then gradually turned her head, snatching a lock of hair and studying it briefly. It was normal, pure black. But... I never put it on, so how the hell... Leia lifted her stunned stare back to Eren.

"Uhm... excuse me for a moment," she stammered, speedily stepping away, putting a fair amount of distance between the two. Once she ceased her walking, she swiped the amulet and pulled it up closer, examining it, which only required about two seconds to notice the problem.

The stone was missing. That explained as to why her appearance hadn't altered, but now the problem has grown tremendously, she had to find the jewel, at whatever costs. The value of it was infinite, so precious to her. The matron hurriedly marched back to Eren, "Hey! Have you see--" Leia muted herself abruptly.

This wasn't Eren's problem, there wasn't any need to drag him into this deadly play of hide and seek in the dark. She knew there was a high possibility it was beyond any safety, meaning it sat where death roamed, not to mention you could only see two feet in front of you without any light. No, he most likely wasn't weak at all, however, if he were to perish because of her -- no, she couldn't risk it, she couldn't live with something like that ever again.

She cleared her throat before rearranging her sentence, "I mean, uhm, I need to go, right now. It was nice and all meeting you though. Er, bye..." Leia sharply turned her heels, advancing towards the exit.

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[chuuni69]

[princessrapnzel]

[worldbuiltfor2-deactived-deacti]

When someone emotionally hurts you but you have to act like you don’t care.

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do this and tell me how you really feel

PURPLE: We near never speak, but I do enjoy your presence on my dashboard.

FUCHSIA: I wish I could become your best friend through the internet.

GREY: You leave me with jumbled words.

RED: I'm in love with you.

PINK: I have a crush on you.

TURQUOISE: You're hot.

CHARTREUSE: I sincerely wish you would notice me.

TEAL: We have quite a lot in common.

BLUE: You are my Tumblr crush.

ORANGE: I dislike your page.

YELLOW: PLEASE FUCK ME.

WHITE: PLEASE MARRY ME.

GREEN: I find you cute.

BLACK: I would date you.

BROWN: I dislike you.

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♕  — fUUUUCK THIIIIIS SHIIIIIIIIT

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♕  — I'm gonna play the IMSCARED game. Supposedly it's really scary, well, lets just see how scary this shit is. {cracks knuckles}