Sep 20, 2023
I wonder what it is that Sigma saw when he touched Fyodor
What could he have seen that the first thought that it prompted into his head was "I gotta tell the ADA"?
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I wonder what it is that Sigma saw when he touched Fyodor
What could he have seen that the first thought that it prompted into his head was "I gotta tell the ADA"?
I havent seen a therapist in over a year. My last one said he didn’t think I have BPD. He also doesn’t like labeling and I also split on him so idk what’s real. I mentioned it to my new therapist and she said we’ll look over the DSM book to “rule out” personality disorders. Like ??? What’s that mean? I know I’ve been suppressing emotions and bad stuff so naturally therapy is gonna bring it out but I’m also lowkey worried I’m not gonna remember any of my past symptoms unless I’m currently experiencing them so out of panic I’m gonna get worse so I get more attention or validation or something like I predict this happening but whyyy will it happen ? Ooh spooky mystery it’s prob cause I’m a fake
0313
James Bond is shown being physically and emotionally abusive toward women, moreso than Scaramanga...
Then again, Scaramanga is an assassin, and would kill anyone who got in his way...
Maybe I just like Christopher Lee
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Sudden Shitty feelings.
December 6, 2016
12:15 am
Sudden shitty feelings. Suddenly I am scared. I know how I've always said that 2016 should just end so that we could all start a new year--2017. But honestly, now, I don't know. Suddenly I'm scared. Mainly I am scared for what 2017 has in store for me and my best friend. For our friendship, I mean. The past couple of weeks have been a shift between ‘maybe and maybe nots’ for me. Sometimes, I feel like that she doesn't want to be friends anymore. Sometimes, it feels like that maybe she wants to remain friends and that she's willing to stick around for me despite me being all depressed and shit and annoying and that I'm just being crazy. She's still here in the Philippines but she will be going back to Norway next week and I try so hard not to think about it and dwell on it too much cause I know it's just going to break my heart sooner that it's supposed to, but to be honest, this whole time that she's here in the Philippines, most of the time, it didn't feel like she was just 1 hour away from me. It felt like she wasn't here in the Philippines at all. I've been feeling like she's being distant from me. Things aren't like they were before. Things change, sure, but I don't know. I feel like I'm losing her. She is leaving next week and she will be gone for a while. She only has about a week and a few days left and I'm just so, so, scared that this distance between us actually do exist and will continue to grow; that I'm not just overthinking. I'm scared that our friendship is falling apart and I'm just plain terrified that next year, the year that's supposed to be so much better than this year, I won't have my best friend anymore. :( I hope I’m wrong.
Tried to help a friend, ended up feeling like an asshole instead :/ hoping things are better in the morning.
Maybe it was too good to be true.
Monotheism
"What are we doing here, that is the question". Monotheism is a belief system that involves just one God. Monotheistic religions have a firm believe that the human existence is for god to determine where we will eternally reside in the afterlife.