@fairestmusesofthemall continued from x
Robert nodded slowly. Two lifetimes. It was too many. He almost felt like he’d lived three, what with his life as a pirate being so different from his life as a shepherd. He should have gone home to David sooner, shouldn’t he? He felt he’d failed his son; both of them.
“Oh well, I’m not a friend per say. I’m not sure what David thinks of me anymore. I … hope I could be a friend to him. Or … something. Just something.” He’d ruined the chance to be a father, hadn’t he? Friend even felt like too much to hope for. Maybe he could just shoot for his son not hating him, and his son knowing the truth.
“Sure, I’d love a coffee … though maybe I shouldn’t. I’m not sure what David would feel, and I don’t want to encroach …” he took a deep breath. He had to tell her now. He couldn’t keep it hidden …
“I’m his father. I’m David’s father and … I with how I disappeared suddenly after years of being a drunk … I don’t think he’ll remember me fondly. All I want is to be in his life but … I shouldn’t force myself in. I’m sorry.”











