I was wondering if you could help me out. I feel connected to lucifer in a way I'm not quite sure of. I'm not sure if I believe in gods etc, but I still feel connected? I was wondering if you could tell me any ways that I could make a connection or any signs I can look out for. Thank you. :)
Honestly, anon. I am not the person to talk to about Lucifer. I’m only just starting out with Him in terms of feeling that notorious “pull” that deities and spirits tend to put out.
Here’s a wonderful post by e-nomine-lux-ferous, a devotee.
You may also find some great postings by nornoriel, themorningshrine, little-hylian-witch, and more people mentioned here.
I can’t make you believe in deities. I know it’s hard! I don’t even know how I could even tell you to try because, honestly, it’s your beliefs, y’know?! I can tell you that if you want to open yourself up to them, all you have to do is just that. When I first started opening myself back up to Paganism, I stated aloud and openly, “Hey. I want to try this. I want to give this a go. Please, if you’re there, and you’re willing to guide me, I’m willing to listen. I just want to try.” And, well, look where I am now! haha
HOWEVER, I can tell you from experience that any deity or spirit that wants your attention is going to bonk you on the head until you wake up. We are programmed as we age to be skeptical and strike down weird things as just weird things or pure coincidences. You have to deprogram yourself from that. My rule, passed to me by a friend, is “Once is chance, twice is coincidence, and three times or more is a conspiracy.”
For example, with Lilith I was INUNDATED with owls and Her name EVERYWHERE. It was almost insane! I was like, “Dude what the fuck is up with these owls and who the fuck is Lilith and why do I keep seeing that name everywhere?” (Then I opened up a random Goddess book to Lilith’s page, sighed, and realized that she was associated with owls, my astrological sign (scorpio), and a whoooole bunch of other stuff I resonated with)." Like dumbass me didn't even google it at first I was so dense. And then all of a sudden it was a wave of realization like, "Oooohhhhhhh okay!"
Loki just kept poking me and stealing/hiding things AND even “battled” it out with Morpheus (who I thought was trying to be my Patron?) until I gave in and was like “Oh, you AREN’T just here for your own entertainment.” :’)