Jul 4
oh my god i hope i did not annoy the heck out of everyone on the server tonight (_ _).｡o○
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oh my god i hope i did not annoy the heck out of everyone on the server tonight (_ _).｡o○
I used to bring in all my beanie babies from home probably around 2nd grade and keep them in my desk and pet them when I needed to for emotional support and to get through my day. There was an empty desk next to mine and I kept my extra beanies in there.
One day one of my classmates came in who was part of the special education class, she would join us once in a while for activities, and the teacher said she could sit at the desk next to mine. I am ashamed to say she could not fit her things in the desk because there were too many beanie babies in it, so my teacher came over to check and she reached in and starting pulling out all my beanie babies and piling them onto my desk. There must have been at least 15 or so and she said “This is a distraction you have to take these home.” And I was crying because I needed all my friends so I just piled them all back into my own desk and that was that.
Just found out that “Super Sonico” is not a Sonic the Hedgehog character 😭😭😭 I thought a “Super Sonico” was an evolved perhaps mega form of sonic like Robo Sonic and I was mistaken
Lets braid each other’s hair and watch Mr. Beast Toyama Softcenter
hm do i come off as scary or intense or unapproachable?
in a fan sense of first impressions i mean not like how i talk to people i saw this thing online and was thinking about it
I satisfied all my cravings in a single meal! Jalapeños, quesadilla, mac and cheese, buffalo sauce, chicken tenders, shrimp, pasta, butter garlic sauce, garlic bread, salad, ranch dressing and coffee.
Sticking this here in case it gets deleted/removed why do I do this to myself
More and more of my graduating class and school club friends are announcing pregnancies, but I’m still not convinced 19-23 is the prime time of life to have a child. My grandmas were both teens when my parents were born and they couldn’t be happier that I am waiting and that makes me happy.
Maybe it makes me crazy for saying so but sometimes I do feel guilty for not announcing things like that, but, what would I say? Everyone has so many thoughts about what I should be doing and I’m still practicing not immediately doing what they tell me. They can be almost complete strangers to me but I feel such a compulsion to listen to them. To do this job. That job. Marry this guy. Marry that guy. Move away. Stay here. And everyone wants to know what you’re doing all the time. Masaya is one of the first decisions I’ve ever made for myself, completely. It took me an eternity to even value my own opinion just a little bit. I hate making decisions for myself. Decisions benefiting only me have always made me feel so sick. He is great practice for advocating for myself and, well, he forces me to love myself more so I think I will always be grateful to him. I delete pictures of myself a lot less now. The ones with him in them always come out nice. Well it’s a lot more fun to selfship 😉 rural america