Si je me tuais, il ne viendrait pas à mon enterrement

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Si je me tuais, il ne viendrait pas à mon enterrement
I get so scared that the people I love are going to stop loving me, or I'm going to be too anxious, or too much, and I try so hard to be okay and I'm just so scared that I'm not good enough
have we actually ever seen Donatella Versace and Steven Tyler in the same room together or is this a Hannah Montana situation
Tonight I'm surveying my scars and wondering why the hell I didn't learn....
I'm starting to feel like I'm trapped in a different life than I was meant to lead.
Christ make this all stop so I can kind of sort my thoughts...
I cannot handle my mind anymore I cannot handle my body anymore I cannot handle being me in this place anymore I can't I can't I can't