Care to explain what just happened?
Why did my heart start beating so quickly? Why did I start breathing so quickly? Why did I tense my muscles, why did I cower?
Why could I still think? Why could I still move? Why could I still stop myself any moment?
Why was my mind empty? Why was I so cold? Why couldn't I stop shivering, which soon became shaking? Why was I sweating?
How did this start? Why couldn't I bring myself to open WhatsApp and Snapchat and Tumblr all day? Why did I tell myself to keep myself from talking, to only talk when I was asked to? Why didn't I want to close the window, which caused my room to be cold? Why did I tell my friend my laptop broke down, while it was in fact me breaking down?
What is wrong with me? Why isn't this like the descriptions I've heard of panic attacks? What happened?