#paranoia --

[bpdshitposts]

AVG: your searches are being tracked

me: good someone’s paying attention to me ;-;

[bpdconcept]

concept: not panicking when my fp gets a job and trusting them and not getting paranoid

[stuntchica]

im too tired i need to sleep....... im gonna lock my door. my parents will get made if i fall asleep w my door locked bc its not exactly safe but its safer than letting the spies have access to me sleeping

[bpdshitposts]

♩ Here Comes A Thought ♫

thought: what if nothing is real and everyone are giant lizards that know exactly what you think and do, and will think and do and turn back into plotting lizards when you exit the room, turning back when you look at them in any way including cameras… so that means everyone you love and everyone who has your mental disorder aren’t real, they’re just putting on a show to trick you…

me: i already knew nothing was real, but fuck you,

[bpdshitposts]

Voiceover: I’ve confirmed my paranoid delusions! Finally, solid proof that They are watching me!

[u2ele22]

fuck. what iif iit II2 ju2t a hauntiing. what iif ii am ju2t iimagiiniing thii2 whole thiing, what the fuck.

[stuntchica]

mood: a spirit cat came to my house and because i interacted with it spirit people are going to come and do something bad

[stuntchica]

i forgot that we have cleaners now and no one told me they were coming so i just went downstairs and saw them and now i feel sick because what if theyre not cleaners and theyre really just here to spy on me? i shouldve stayed in my room now theyve seen me