battery aciid iin the wound.

[ ic vent blog for 2cumlord. ]

[u2ele22]

lol now ii cant even remember what ii wa2 goiing two biitch and moan about after thiinkiing all that. maybe iim ju2t tiired. ii know iim not really dead becau2e iif ii wa2 dead ii wouldnt 2tiill be heariing the2e fucker2 2tarviing or fiightiing two death out there. but iit2 all a biit of a 2iick joke.

[u2ele22]

maybe ii wiill ju2t talk here. iit wa2 2ort of hiilariiou2 two me when that guy kept talkiing about how people flock two throw the note2 on hii2 2adguy po2t2 about wantiing two diie or haviing ii22ue2 or whatever. pretty much the oppo2iite here lol. joke2 and joke2 2ure but ii thiink wiith anythiing el2e iit2 more liike poliitely lookiing away.

whiich ok ii2 the BETTER optiion ii dont want two be a2ked about 2hiit. but iif ii dont want two be a2ked iill put iit here. iin2tead of lettiing iit fe2ter iin my curdled fuckiing 2kull or puttiing iit on dii2play for people two re-lo2e all re2pect they never had for my b2.

[u2ele22]

not talkiing two anyone for half a 2weep ii2 pretty much a2 good a2 therapy. ii a22ume.

[u2ele22]

ii could have even re2ponded two that 2hiit wiith ii AM lettiing 2omeone help me liiterally riight now. but how ii2 that anyone2 bu2iine22. neediing help iin the fiir2t place ii2 the pathetiic 2hiit anyway. kiind of lo2e-lo2e from there whether you pathetiically 2wat away any help liike an angry freak or pathetiically accept iit.

[u2ele22]

makiing me look liike the 2adde2t mo2t u2ele22 thiing aliive. 2hould ju2t delete that 2hiit.

[u2ele22]

cant even tell what my genuiine opiiniion on anythiing ii2 at thii2 poiint from all the fliip-floppiing. ok ii gue22.

[u2ele22]

iit doe2 feel liike the 2ort of thiing where youre unraveliing a my2tery and iit all fall2 apart. ii get clo2er and clo2er two realii2iing iim dead and the 2eam2 2tart two fall apart on all of thii2 and the 2et dre22iing2 all crumble and there2 nothiing left but that one fiinal moment of truth.

[u2ele22]

de2troyiing where people liive ii2 real iinternally fuckiing troubliing 2o ii gue22 iit2 great that we can all come make joke2 about iit here on tumblr.

[dxbaby]

[evilbuildingsblog]

When the sun finally burns out, we’ll all live around active volcanoes to keep warm and stay alive

[yeahibetyouwontcry]

i feel like i died a very long time ago and now nothing thats happening is real

[go-inward-and-choke]

Sarah Kane, Psychosis 4.48

[jacisdeadlonglivejac-deactivate]

Beau Travail (1999) d. Claire Denis

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Nikos Kazantzakis, tr. by P. A. Bien, from “Report To Greco,” publ. c. 1961

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“Don’t say mourning. It’s too psychoanalytic. I’m not mourning. I’m suffering.”

— Roland Barthes, from Mourning Diary

[ojibwa]

[trappergirl]

straw house, straw dog / self-portrait against red wallpaper / planet of love / litany in which certain things are crossed out

richard siken poems & my town