Let me say right of the bat! To Anyone who asks( or to be frank) willing to listen i boast and brag about my four children! Yes I have FOUR children THREE Sons and ONE daughter! Now, with that said I have given birth to one son age 7 and one daughter age 1.5! I was blessed with two other boys. Ages 9 and 4. And for the last 3.5 years I have been with my husband raising all these kids together. In my heart they are mine, and when people ask, same answer THEY ARE MINE! Now to be Honest My hubby was in two relationships prior to mine we will cal them Leen 1 and lene 2! Where they produced J 1 and J2! If the course of these 3 years I was reminded constantly. You’re not the mother. I started off as an outsider, then I grew to be hated. And now 3 years later Leen one still hates. And lene 2 believe it or not has become one of my best friends. (we don’t always see eye to eye but we are on much better terms from where we started) but this blog isn’t entirely about them. It’s more about me. My daily struggles… How hard being a mom… And a step monster truly is! How hard being a wife, companion, and even friend is! My goal with this blog is not only to outlet some of my irrational thoughts… But also to let other women ( maybe even some men) know they are not alone!