Cassandra sits near the window, the light just strong enough to guide her work as the sewing machine hums steadily beneath her hands. The fabric, a simple white cotton, moves carefully through the needle as she crafts a small pinafore, her attention fixed in that thoughtful, precise way her mind has always worked. It is not merely clothing, but something made for a moment she knows is coming soon.
By afternoon, Little Esther – no longer quite so little – grows into childhood with a quiet transformation. Her features are unmistakeable; she is, in so many ways, a reflection of her mother. The same dark hair, the same thoughtful expression; and yes, even the spectacles, already perched neatly upon her nose as though they had always belonged there.
“I have something for you,” Cassandra says, pulling out the pinafore. Esther receives it with wide-eyed delight, turning it in her hands before holding it up against herself. It fits just as it should.
“It’s beautiful,” she says excitedly.
Later, dressed in her new pinafore, she retreats to her room. A small wooden horse on wheels clatters gently along the floor as she pulls it behind her, the sound echoing faintly through the house. Nearby, her younger sister Clara sits with a toy xylophone, though rather than striking its keys, she seems more interested in chewing thoughtfully on one of the sticks.
By early evening, Esther hears the familiar sound of footsteps outside and does not hesitate. She rushes from the house into the cold, breath catching in the air as she runs to meet Pascal returning from the printing house.
“Papa!” she calls.
He barely has time to set down what he’s carrying before she reaches him, wrapping her arms around him in a quick, tight hug. Pascal smiles and returns the embrace without hesitation.
Inside, supper is served. Levinia, their housekeeper (though she does not have her own quarters and instead takes leave of the house come nightfall) has left behind a proper meal: roasted chicken, corn, and potatoes, all set out neatly upon the table. For the first time, Esther is invited to sit among the adults, a small but meaningful shift she takes very seriously. She sits a little straighter, speaks a little more carefully, and Cassandra watches her with quiet pride.
“We’ll be having company for Christmas Day,” Cassandra mentions during the meal, glancing toward Pascal. “My father and Alexander will be joining us.”
Pascal nods, thoughtful but agreeable, while Esther listens with growing interest.
“Might we invite my brothers and Camryn as well?”
After supper, the girls return to Esther’s room. Now eager to try everything that feels just a bit more grown, Esther busies herself with a small train set, guiding it carefully while Clara sits nearby. But rather than joining in, Clara stares off into the distance, the xylophone stick still loosely in her hand, her attention caught by something only she seems to notice. Esther glances at her once, briefly, before returning to her game















