The body that holds my soul is just as beautiful
As I stared into this glowing figure
Images, shapes and lights pulsated faster than one can imagine
My heart raced
My palms were sweating
And I couldn’t let go of my breath
....Until I looked away from this body
I focused on the shapes
As they started to slow down
They turned to leaves and I began to feel like I was floating
But then the figure caught my attention again and the panic grew
This figure that I was scared to look at was me
My body split in half
My right side was dark and solid
My left was bright and free
My left side pulled away towards the leaves
While my right side pulsated trying to hold
Suddenly a force pushed my heart out of my chest seemingly through my left hand as it reached for freedom
My heart was so determined to go anywhere but myself
Anytime I looked at myself I panicked
I focused else where and found the beauty and freedom in the leaves and air
I couldn’t do that towards myself
It was to hard to get through
I need to love myself as I love everything outside of my
I need to love the darkness inside to fully shine my light
I need to worship myself as I worship the sun
She is in me, I feel her and I shine my light
It’s time to love myself and shine some light in the shadows of my mind
