Your fake martyrdom knows literally no bounds, the number of bullshit lies you tell yourself to try and avoid being such garbage is astounding. You feel isolated? I wanted to play league with our friends but you were in games with them for like 8 hours, and why I avoid you? Lets see....maybe because you broke my heart, knowing you felt nothing for me, used me for self confidence, all while scheming for dick from strangers and posting nudes and sending them to anyone who would ask. Or that your a schizophrenic with no remorse who pathalogically lies for attention. That you have the nerve, the fucking gall! to pretend you don't understand why I don't want to be around you, you're truly a monster to be able to convince yourself of that.
I gave you every broken piece of me, and you used me, laughed at my pain and shared it with others as a joke,so I'd say go fuck yourself, but you don't have to, your ex and every other male in a 10 mile radius does that for you. So I don't just hate you, I loathe and despise you, I detest the fact that you exist, your life is a fundamental slap in the face to everyone who has ever given their heart to someone else hoping it might be safe, you spit in the face of kindness,love and the spirit of giving. I hate you because I won't be the last of your victims to fall for the damsel in distress routine you've perfected so well, knowing that your going to destroy the ability to trust of other men who are just looking for someone with whom to share their lives.