omg! your parapines fic is so adorable! thanks for sharing it
alskdfj wow thank you for taking time to say that! (ღ˘⌣˘ღ) sometimes it feels like my confident in writing depends on comments like this. hopefully you won’t have to wait too long until the next chapter! i may have to rewrite the whole thing though… OTL
Comment: A lot of progress for Dipper and Norman in this one! Sorry it took so long, but well, finally chapter 4 is here. For more info on this fanfic, check out the Master Post.
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Rating: T
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We’re going to be like the Ghostbusters
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“Do I really have to work with him?” The voice was a try at whispering but failed remarkably and it annoyed Norman as hell. The boy with the ginger hair that stood next to the teacher was glancing Norman’s way so he decided to pretend that he wasn’t at all listening to their conversation.
“I already told you, Todd, that there will be no switching around! You will have to learn to be able to get along with people even if you don’t want to.”
Norman sneaked a peek at the boy who was looking really desperate while closing his fists and sighing deeply. It was obviously not impressive to Brad Jones that just raised an eyebrow and looked at the boy as if he was waiting for him to get back to his seat.
“But he’s weird!” Todd finally said with a hiss.
The comment had been enough for Todd to give up and “suck it up” as his teacher had so neatly put it. He headed back to the table and as he sat down in his seat with such a heavy sigh that he almost looked like he was in pain. Norman looked at him and didn’t really feel as good about Todd being turned away by the teacher. After all, Norman didn’t want to work with this kid either. From what Norman had seen this boy wasn’t really good for anything. He’d failed the first project already and Norman never saw him actually doing any work during lessons. Norman was not really smart like Wybie or Dipper and if he had to do it all by himself he’d probably cave under the pressure.
“So…” Todd said as he slowly turned his gaze to Norman. “I didn’t really listen when he talked about the project before.”
Wow, big surprise.
“Pretty much just anything important from the period of 1750 to 1800. I was thinking about Galvanism, if you’re cool with that?”
“Who’s that?” the boy said as one eyebrow climbed up his forehead.
“Not who. It’s the contraction of muscles. Back in 1790 they would have public shows where they tried to create life in corpses using electricity.”
It wasn’t until Norman had already finished the sentence that it occurred to him that maybe that wasn’t the best suggestion. It wasn’t really a normal subject, was it now? Talking about something like corpses and experiments on them didn’t really seem very... normal.
"Sounds cool!"
Or maybe it was something pretty usual for teenage boys to be interested in. The moment the ginger started asking questions about it was also the moment that Norman started to question his view of the world. Was his interests not as unusual as his dad made it out to be?
While they were discussing who would do what (which slowly pointed in the direction that Todd really was a lazy type of guy and thought that he wouldn't have to do anything) Norman's phone alerted him that he had a text message. As he took it from his pocket the other guy saw his chance and started to fiddle with his own phone.
"norm what classroom are you in?"
Norman didn't really think about it as he typed the answer to Mabel's text. Only once he'd pressed send and was stuffing the phone back into his pocket did he slow down in his track and wonder why the girl would be interested in what room he was in. He found himself glance towards the closed the door until he got an answer, which was barely a minute later.
"i know i saw you go inside." When Norman read that he had to stop and question why she'd even asked from the beginning. "dip have math three rooms over! you should wait for him and go to lunch 2ghter!"
With a deep breath Norman tried to ignore the embarrassment that washed over him. Acknowledging it would only mean that he'd blush and he sure as hell didn't need Todd to notice it. Not as if he seemed like he was about to look away from the screen of his phone any time soon.
"Are you seriously trying to get me together with Dipper now?" he typed out only to backtrack and change "Dipper" to "your brother". He hesitated before pressing send. Both because he feared the answer and because... well... it was weird. What if Mabel was just messing with him? Would she laugh at him taking it seriously? She was a pretty hard nut to crack.
The answer came instantly.
"YUP"
Mabel was insane. With that text she had proven that she was completely crazy. From trying to make them become friends she had suddenly changed into trying to get them together? Which was crazy. Dipper didn't seem to like Norman at all! And he had the hots for Wendy. Obviously there wouldn't be anything between the two of them. Not now, not ever. Norman didn't even want that!
So why did Norman find himself standing outside of Dipper's classroom as soon as class ended?
Just as he got there he started to search for the brown tuff of hair that would belong to Dipper, only to find the brown, raggedy hat instead. Dipper was almost the last one to get out of the room, looking pretty bored like all the other teenagers that longed for lunch and something stimulating that school couldn't quite give them.
"Dipper!" Norman heard himself call out. The one year older boy turned to look at him, slightly surprised to watch the blue eyed boy walk up to him with something kind of like a smile on his lips. "Hey, thought we could go to lunch together."
"Were you waiting for me?" The tone of his voice was impossible to read but the hesitating expression wasn't. With a deep breath Norman decided to lie.
"No, I just happened to see you."
"Oh."
The other students headed down the hallway, disappearing away on their own business. The last students had already passed by Norman and Dipper where they stood before they started to walk with a huge ”awkward” written in the air around them.
For some reason everything escaped Norman's mind while they were walking. Not as if it was a long walk to the cafeteria that required a conversation or anything. Norman just wished he could grab the opportunity and try to be a little friendlier with Dipper (while completely ignoring what Mabel had admitted just a little earlier).
“Thanks by the way.”
The words were dropped like a bomb in the silence. Norman glanced at the boy on his right, noticing that Dipper wore the same look and posture as he always did whenever Mabel wasn't around. Which kind of made Norman make a mental note of that.
“For what?”
“The things you said yesterday obviously made Mabel happier.”
“Oh. That...” Norman forced himself to look away. “That was nothing. Couldn't just stand around and watch her be sad. “
“Thanks anyway.”
Something with the sound of his voice had Norman turn back to look at him only for a smile to be painted on his face. Subtle but honest and for the first time Norman could actually see that they had in fact moved forward. A lot.
With the idea of an actual friendship on the way, Norman saw the cafeteria doors and suddenly remembered what it was that he'd been blanking out on before.
“Oh, right!” he said so suddenly that Dipper actually looked at him. “You play mystery games, right? Like... puzzle games and stuff?”
There was a look of honest surprise mixing with Dipper's features. They had just walked through the doors when Dipper answered, the smile still there.
“Yeah, I do. Mabel told you?”
“Mhm.”
“So I take it you play them too?”
“Indeed.”
“So what games do you-”
Dipper didn't get to finish the sentence. He was silenced by the sight of Mabel behind Norman's back, taking the place of last in line to the food. At first it puzzled Norman but when he felt hands on his shoulders and he turned to see a dazzling smile it all became obvious. Or not.
“Hey there, guys,” she said with a voice that spoke of so much more than what was actually said. Norman didn't like it one bit as it only made him think about all the texts they had exchanged. “Whatcha doin'?”
Dipper had turned his back towards them and concentrated on his tray, some kind of silent treatment it seemed. The sight of the back of the baseball cap caused Norman to panic a little. These twins had a thing for making him uncomfortable and confused.
“Oh, look at the both of you! Suddenly all shy and adorable when I came around. Should I leave?”
“No!”
The most awkward part was probably that both boys had said the word with one mouth. They exchanged some confused glances before turning back to the girl whose smile had finally faded a little.
“Stop being weird, Mabel,” Dipper said as he took his plate from the lunchlady and hurried to put it back on the tray and walk away. Norman and Mabel ended up falling behind a little, but it actually felt a little bit better with just one twin around.
At least that was what he thought until Mabel opened her mouth.
“I said I would give you guys some 'lonetime! Sooo, did it work?” There was a teasing ring to her voice and Norman had to hold back a groan. He really didn't like this new turn Mabel had taken.
“Mabel,” he said with a lowered voice, trying to state that he wanted to say something private and to make sure Dipper didn't hear. Which was weird because they had only just taken their own trays and started to walk through the hall while Dipper had already seated himself. “Why?”
“Why?”
“First you wanted us to be friends and when we're finally talking a little you go and make everything awkward.”
During the walk through the cafeteria Mabel didn't give Norman any answer. They walked silently side by side. An expecting silent with the answer just a breath away but nothing were said. Then all of sudden they had reached the table and Coraline was quick to grab hold of Mabel's attention. Norman just silently sat down.
Mabel grinned all of a sudden as she glanced his way.
Oh.
He'd sat down next to Dipper.
Curse Mabel Pines. Curse her. Would he not even be able to sit down without second thought anymore? He hadn't even bothered to check whoever was sitting beside him. Suddenly he was completely aware of everything happening to his left.
“Did you tell them already?” Mabel suddenly said in a loud voice, managing to get the attention of everyone around the table even though she was speaking to her brother.
“Tell them what?”
“About Saturday!”
Dipper did know what she was talking about and it showed on his features. The smile that followed was the type that he rarely showed freely in front of Norman and which had pretty much only been used when they had been playing games the other night. Norman still preferred the one he'd seen just before entering the cafeteria.
“Listen here,” Dipper said as he waved his fork in the air, almost dropping the pea he'd pierced with it. “Remember that failed night at the cemetery last year?”
“Yeah,” Coraline answered and turned to Norman who stiffened as he wondered why. “Wybie even fell asleep.”
“Guilty,” Wybie mumbled as he stuffed his mouth full of food and tried to smile, the result being not very appealing.
“What are you talking about?” Norman decided to ask.
“Well,” Dipper turned to Norman but instantly stopped. They had eye contact for two silent seconds before Dipper hurried to turn away and spoke to them as a group instead. “Fright night! Trying to haunt for something supernatural during a night. I figured out where we should go! It was so obvious I don't even know why we ever bothered with the cemetery last year.”
“Are you thinking what I think you're thinking?” Wybie asked, sounding less excited than Norman had expected him to.
“Probably. The haunted mansion!”
“Sweet!” Coraline said.
“Great idea, Dipper!” Mabel exclaimed.
“Are you sure?” Wybie didn't look as excited as the rest. “I heard my friends talk about that place once and there are some freakish rumors about it.”
“That's why we're going there!” Dipper smiled. “You in, Norman?”
In an instance Norman declared that the best moment of his week. Involuntarily he cracked a lopsided smile, desperately trying to find a reasonable excuse as to why it was the best moment. After all, the only thing that had happened was Dipper saying his name. Perhaps for the first time, sure, but still just a name. He tried to blame it on the fact that he claimed it as progress. At the same time Mabel's words lingered at the back of his mind and made him uncomfortable with the way it was making him feel.
“Yeah, sure.” He tried to keep the smile as subtle as possible.
“Great!” Mabel said. “It'll be so much better than last year.”
Suddenly a conversation about the failure of last year took place and Norman forgot to listen. He concentrated on his food while working hard not to think about anything other than the taste of it. It was hard. There was so much else going on in his life. From getting all happy from having Dipper speak his name, to knowing that his mother probably wouldn't have returned when he got home.
That morning his mother hadn't been around. His father hadn't even looked at him once. Even Courtney behaved out of the ordinary. Quiet and nice, even giving Norman a worried glance. A glance which he silently returned.
It seemed a little far off thinking about going out and having fun at the moment. But there was no lying about it. Dipper had been behaving very differently since the day before. Differently in a way that Norman liked. A lot. It didn't matter how weird Mabel was making it. Since the beginning Norman had wanted to befriend Dipper and for some reason the guy was finally letting up a little.
It was decided that they would be going to the mansion during the following Saturday. With it being Tuesday it felt like an eternity. For Norman it was more than just one eternity. He needed everything to distract himself from life for a little while. Because as soon as school was over he got back home only to notice the empty driveway.
More than it making it sad it made him confused. Confused to a point where his stomach was turning because everything with his home was just wrong. He hadn't seen his mother since the night before and with her cellphone in the kitchen they had no way to contact her.
Norman's father made dinner that night, trying to act like everything was fine. There was tension in the air as they all silently ate their food, almost as if they were strangers. Perhaps they were. The one person trying desperately to tie them all together was missing. Perhaps they were strangers without her.
Courtney showed up in Norman's room after dinner, her usually so repelling aura completely gone. The honest feelings in her face had Norman pause the game on his laptop and turn all his attention to her before she had even said anything.
“Mom called,” she said. “Said she would call you a little later.”
“Did she talk to dad?”
Courtney shook her head. “Doesn't seem like it. I didn't ask. It's probably best if we, like... don't ask too much. You know?”
Norman knew. The slow nodding was answer enough.
As if on cue the room filled with the sound of the old cellphone. Norman didn't have to say anything before his sister excused herself with a faint smile and left the room behind. Norman flew on the phone and answered without even checking the caller.
“Mom?!” he pretty much yelled. His heart beating like a drum in his chest.
“Hi, sweetie.” Her voice was like food to hungry ears. “I just talked with Courtney.”
“I know.”
“You're being nice, I hope?”
“Of course.”
“Sweetie...” Her voice faded out and silence took place in the long awaited conversation.
“Where are you?” Norman asked. “Or maybe I should ask how you are?”
“Oh, don't be silly. I'm fine, Norman. I went to visit grandma and grandpa.”
“Oh?” Norman hugged the phone, filled with relief. “Tell them hi from me.”
“I will.”
After that they chatted about anything but the quarrel. Sandra even made sure to ask about his friends in school, even though it had only been a little more than 24 hours since they last talked. When they hung up everything felt fine. As if it wasn't weird that his mother had escaped to their grandma and grandpa without even packing. The feeling that something was wrong didn't catch up with himuntil he was about to fall asleep, and then he couldn't even pinpoint what the source of that feeling was. He tried to distract himself with thoughts of Saturday.
Saturday – the day which couldn't get there any sooner.
Too bad for Norman he had a project in History with the lazy Todd Daring and had to get his head into all the other subjects too. Like math. Norman really didn't like math and started to see that there was quite the difference from math in Middle School to math in High School. Norman didn't like the change.
Norman wouldn't really call himself smart. He wasn't very interested in school either so he would end up doing the homework the day before they were due. Sometimes he even forgot them completely. During the next lesson of History it had actually happened and his partner seemed surprised to see that Norman hadn't done a single thing on their project, having been completely distracted by the fact that he had other lessons and homework, a mother not at home and that Dipper would occasionally acknowledge his existence during lunch. Not that they had been able to have any more private conversations, not even when Mabel tried to text him tips on where Dipper was. He pretended not to have seen them even if he would sometimes think that maybe he should take a detour to his next class.
When Friday came around and the anticipated Fright Night was just one night away he suddenly came to realize that he had yet to ask his father for permission. Since there had been no details he was sure to bring it up during lunch.
Norman was seated between Mabel and Wybie, opposite from Dipper, when he suddenly spoke up. “So about tomorrow...?” he said, hoping it would be enough to get someone talking.
Apparently his voice was too weak because only Dipper looked at him, fork in his mouth and only slipping out to speak. “Oh, the Fright Night?” There was not a trace of hostility in Dipper's voice and Norman had to ignore the thump in his chest.
“Yeah, I haven't asked my dad about it yet and I feel like I need details before I do...”
“Just don't tell him where we're going,” Dipper was quick to say, slightly raising his voice. The sound of it had Mabel notice it and slowly the others conversation died out.
“Ah, I meant like... what time? So dad will know when I'll be back home.”
“Oh.”
They grew quiet for a few seconds, enough for Mabel to butt in. Like always.
“Let's meet at the bus stop at eleven!”
“Eleven?”
“Yeah, then we'll be in the mansion at ghost hour,” Wybie suddenly said as if it was obvious.
“What they said,” Dipper muttered before going back to his food.
A hint of the old, constantly silent Dipper made an appearance but didn't seem to worry anyone. Maybe the chatty version during the week had been an odd occurrence? Even if it was, Norman was simply just happy to have been there to see him be like a normal teenager. Even if he himself hadn't been talking much with him.
An elbow to Norman's waist made him wake up from his thoughts. Obviously enough it was Mabel's elbow.
“You shouldn't stare,” she said.
A fake laugh escaped Norman before he could stop himself. “I'm not staring.”
“Yeah you are. But I don't blame you.” Norman feared whatever she might suggest next. “He's been in such a good mood all week because of the Fright Night. That's it right? I mean.. he tends to be so disinterested and suddenly he's all talk and smiles. All the planning and doing and fiddling is right up his alley, you know.”
The things she pretty much whispered to him came as a surprise. Lately Mabel had been so weird he hadn't expected her to suddenly say such earnest things. The way she spoke and the look in her eyes suddenly became those of the older sister he'd seen at Coraline's house during the game night.
“Oh! Don't tell anyone I told you, but a few years back he had this list where he planned every step to romantic success with Wendy.” Mabel giggled lightly before putting a silencing finger to her lips. “But that's like a super secret, okay?”
Norman nodded while gazing sideways. The one year older boy was collecting his things, saying something to Wybie as a smile adorned his face. The charming dork smile which Norman could instantly relate to what Mabel had just told him. Not the list-thing, but that planning the Fright Night put him in a good mood. Perhaps it helped the boy feel like he was an important part of a group?
An uneasy feeling wrapped around Norman's chest. He quickly looked away and turned his attention to his almost empty plate. After all, he'd never truly felt like part of a group before. Perhaps he could relate more to Dipper than he had ever imagined.
Norman's dad had borrowed a car. For a second Norman felt his heart sing happily at the sight of a car on the driveway. About as quickly he was disappointed by it being the wrong car. This was something even older and uglier than the family car. Norman had seen it before and laughed at it with... with a friend. That had been a long time ago.
The whole week his father had mentioned that he would try to borrow a car from someone. If not he would rent it. Not that their little town was big, but for his father there wasn't really any other way of transportation.
As Norman dragged his feet over to their house, gaze as far from the car as possible, he heard his father voice. Surprised he looked up only to notice the greeting coming from the other side of the car.
“Look what Bob let me borrow!”
Norman forced himself to smile. His father sounded proud and happy, something he hadn't during the whole week. The best thing to do was probably try to emphasize it. And use it.
“Wow, that's great.”
“I had my hopes set on that! Finally we can get some real groceries.”
“Courtney going with you?”
“You can come too if you want to.”
“Sure.”
Suddenly Norman was actually excited about it. He never did stuff with his father. Even rarer was for Courtney to actually want to do things with anyone from the family.
“By the way, Dad,” Norman said. He was ready to use this good mood. “I've been meaning to ask you... Can I go out tomorrow?”
They stood on each side of the car, Perry leaning over the roof while looking slightly surprised. It was a first for Norman to turn to his father with such a request so perhaps that played a part in the long silence that followed his question.
“Sure. What is your curfew?”
“I don't have one.”
“Oh...” His father seemed to be deeply troubled. Obviously he had never thought he'd have to come up with a curfew for his son on the spot. “How about eleven?”
Part of Norman was happy, which caused him to smile. Another part was troubled and made him utter a dragged out “yeah”. His father gave him a skeptical look. “That's kind of when we're meeting.”
“You're meeting at eleven?!” Perry accidentally yelled. Instantly he lowered his voice along with his head. “Why?”
“It's...” Norman tried desperately to come up with a reasonable explanation that would also be the truth. “... a test of courage, or something like that...”
“What? Did you meet kids with interests like yours?” His dad sounded honestly surprised, and almost a tiny bit happy.
“Yeah, we're not kids... But yes.” Norman muttered.
“Yeah, sure then! Just be sure to keep your cell on all the time! Don't wander off where there is no reception. Keep track of it. I don't...” The words faded on his tongue. Norman was almost sure he was about to say “I don't want to worry.”
“You can even call and check on me.”
“I'll be sure to! And be sure to get back home by one. I'll be staying awake, okay? So not a minute later. I need my sleep.”
When Norman went into the house after the conversation there was a positive kind of air between them. Now if only his mother could get back home soon they could work out all the issues and be a happy family again.
Saturday right before eleven Norman regretted not having asked for more details when he'd been in school. Once he'd came to realize that he had no idea what bus stop they would be meeting by he'd texted Mabel about more details.
“from your place I think it's easiest to just follow the bicycle path behind the convenience store, then it's like taking a turn to the right along this badly lit path into the forest, but it's fine even if it's dark because it leads right to the bus stop. But it's the second right, not the first. Or I think it's the second one. Can be the third too. It's badly lit anyway!! and there is this one tree who is best friends with a rock right by it so look for that”
Norman feared that he would spend the whole night wandering around a dark forest in search for an odd pair of friends. His father offered to drive him, proudly noting out that they finally had a car again. Norman turned it down and got out of the house about fifteen minutes before they were supposed to meet.
Suddenly it struck him. In the dead of the night, darkness filling every little corner hiding from the street lamps. Why hadn't he suggested walking to the bus stop with someone else? Sure, he didn't know where the others lived but trying to find his way there alone seemed like a stupid task. And after reaching the convenience store he also came to think that he had no idea how long it would take. It was already just minutes before eleven and if he was unlucky he might be really late. Being late sucked.
Right around the time he figured that “yeah I'll be really late” he saw something odd.
A little down the road, to the right, there was a tree growing on top of a rock. Or at least that was what it looked like. As Norman got closer he could see that the four feet high rock did not really have a tree growing on top of it, but that the tree had simply just started to grow around it.
Suddenly it was obvious what Mabel had told him. No other punchline than a tree and a rock being really close.
Norman shrugged before following the dark path leading into the forest. Finding his way out wasn't hard at all. If he kept his gaze up he could instantly see the light from the street and what probably was the sign to the bus stop. What worried him though was the lack of people by it.
The street was eerily empty. Looking down to his left he could only see the lit, empty street curving away, and to the right he could see something almost resembling a house further away. The bus stop where he stood was empty but not the one on the other side of the street, a little down to the left. Norman could instantly tell who the bad posture and hat belonged to.
Question was; Where were the others?
Dipper was standing with his arms crossed, leaning against one of the three glass walls to the shelter. Behind him was an old advertisement that Norman couldn't remember having seen during the last couple of years. There weren't even any lights apart from the street lamp by the sign.
Norman slowed down a little as he got closer to it and wondered if maybe he should call for Dipper before having actually crossed the road. Luckily enough he didn't have to. The boy raised his gaze, probably because of the sound of footsteps.
“Norman!”
Something went “thump” inside of Norman, but he simply just swallowed it and forced himself to smile a little.
“Were are the others?”
Norman stopped when there was still more than a polite distance between them. Only once had he been alone with Dipper before so he didn't want to take any risks in pushing the limits. Though six feet were probably a little too much on the safe side.
“Yeah,” Dipper sighed, “about that. I was told 'five minutes' but I can't reach any of them.”
“Five minutes?” Norman felt uneasy. Had he really been that late? Maybe they all tired and forced Dipper to stay just to be mean? Not that it was likely. Not with Mabel around, anyway.
“Mabel and I got here like.. twenty minutes ago when Coraline called and something was up. I don't know what but Mabel told me to stay out of it and yeah, the five minutes turned to twenty and Mabel hung up on me just now.”
Okay, that sure was something. Norman and Dipper alone in the middle of the night while Mabel ignored her own brother because something was up with Coraline? The night that both boys had been looking forward to had already turned into a failure. The feeling of disappointment started to creep up on Norman and he guessed Dipper felt the same.
Dipper was holding his phone and started to fiddle with it. “I'll call them again...” he mumbled. Norman could almost sense worry in his voice.
Then suddenly an unexpected melody filled the scene. It had Norman jump and hold his breath, only to a second later recall that it was his own cellphone and the horrible tune that was his ringtone.
“Hello?” he said before even looking at the screen, just answering as quickly as possible to shut it up. It was probably just his father.
“Norman!” Apparently not. Mabel were on the other side of the line. “I almost forgot about you, I'm so sorry.”
“Where are you? Dipper is worried.” Norman was looking at Dipper when he said that. Instantly it was obvious to him who had called and Dipper hid his own phone in his pocket and closed the space between the boys while ripping of the old hat from his head. He leaned in close in a try to hear what his sister was saying on the other line. Too bad for Dipper that Norman had an old phone with very concentrated sound.
“Worried? Probably for his Fright Night if something. Anyway, that's why I'm calling. Coraline is really upset right now so we won't be making it.”
“What about Wybie?”
“Don't know. I'm kind of sure that he is the reason why Coraline is upset.” Mabel whispered that part.
“So you're not showing up?”
Dipper groaned in the background.
“No, sorry. Can you tell Dipper? I don't want to have to listen to him guilt me. I mean, we can do it next week, right? Tell him that. Calm him down with your soothing voice, Normie!”
This time Norman almost groaned.
“Yeah, whatever.” He glanced at Dipper who'd stepped back and madesilent, disappointed gestures in the air. “I'll try.”
“Great! I owe you one, Norman. Honestly. Take care! Bye bye!”
“Yeah, bye.”
Norman slowly lowered the cellphone and hung up. As soon as he did Dipper groaned even louder than he had before and looked like he'd just been defeated. In what? Norman had no idea. It didn't give him any encouragement in telling him what he was supposed to. After all, Norman had also been looking forward to the Fright Night all week and felt disappointed.
“So...” he started but was instantly interrupted.
“Don't tell me. We're being stood up, right?”
“Yeah, but Mabel said that we can do it next Saturday...”
“Yeah, great!” The passive aggressiveness in his voice had Norman feel uneasy. “We always go with whatever everyone else wants. But whenever I plan something they just go ahead and do whatever they want. I said today so I'm going today, with or without them!”
Dipper stepped back to the advertisement and picked up a backpack from the ground. He swung it over his shoulder and started to walk away.
“Dipper, wait!” It felt weird to call his name but Norman did it without thinking. “You're still going? Alone?”
“I don't care about the others!”
Somehow Norman could relate to the way Dipper was acting. Feeling like it was unfair and having disappointment ring all over his thoughts. Norman felt the same way after all.
“Can I come with you?”
Dipper stopped. With a swift turn he looked back the thirty feet he'd put between them and his face softened. “You still want to?”
“Yeah, I've been looking forward to it all week.”
There was an awkward silence where they weren't really sure if they could simply just smile happily at the other. Even though Norman didn't know it, Mabel had been playing with both of their heads and somehow made both of them too aware of the other.
“It's okay even without Mabel?” Dipper asked.
“Yeah, why wouldn't it?” Norman answered.
At that point Norman had no idea why Dipper even asked that. Maybe it was just because the two of them weren't even friends. They'd had one conversation with only the two of them and that had been pretty tense, before Mabel showed up and ruined it. Maybe Dipper worried that Norman wasn't comfortable to do something without Mabel or someone else around?
Norman didn't know that a clue was just turning around in front of him, as Dipper hid his heated cheeks and continued to walk along the road.
They walked in silence. Not the killingly awkward kind, just the one where neither could come up with anything to say. At least that was what Norman thought.
After three minutes Dipper suddenly stopped. It was very sudden when Norman noticed the dark pathway to the right. Slightly overgrown but still a clear path for a car to drive out into the darkness. Because that was pretty much what it seemed to be leading to.
Dipper took off his backpack and started to search it. “Here.” He was holding out a flashlight and Norman took it from him. “I brought flashlights for everyone so we have three extra.” He didn't mention the extra batteries, the extra phone, the crowbar or the salt that he also had stuffed away in his backpack.
With two points of light leading the way they headed down what once must have been a gravel road. They kept a distance between each other and followed a trail each that had been created by cars over the course of many years. So far nothing seemed out of the ordinary and Norman kept from asking how far away the mansion was, in case it would be taken as him being impatient.
“By the way,” he said after a few minutes of silence. His voice coming so suddenly seemed to surprise the other boy who jumped to the side before acting as if that had totally been on purpose. “Why... why was Wybie so reluctant to the mansion?”
“Reluctant?” Dipper cleared his throat several times. “Probably his weird friends telling him weird stuff.”
“Then why haven't you been here before?”
They walked silently while Norman waited for an answer from Dipper who seemed to be searching for the perfect words.
“Well, first of all it's not really legal. This would be the first time we're breaking and entering.”
“Second of all?”
For a second or two they had eye contact and during the short moment Norman could tell that Dipper seemed relieved. Had he worried that Norman would make a big deal out of it? As long as no one lived there he was cool with it.
“Those who lived here all went crazy. It's been like... 20 years since someone lived here and not even the local teens use it as a hang out. Not only because it's like in the middle of nowhere. They say people have gone missing and they went crazy too because of what they saw and heard.”
“So you mean there's a lot of rumors that people believe in?”
“Exactly.”
“My great uncle used to live in a house like that.”
“Really?”
“Yeah.”
They grew silent. Norman didn't feel like explaining anything about his uncle. Instead they allowed the sound of their footsteps to fill the air.
The walk from the bus stop to the mansion turned out to be about ten minutes. In the dark it seemed like less, but they had been interrupted by Perry calling so Norman knew exactly how much time had passed once they walked through the missing gate in the stonewall surrounding the mansion. Their flashlights didn't light much and the frightfully great building was towering over them, making Norman feel even smaller than he actually was.
“Wow,” Norman whispered under his breath. From what he had expected this was very different. It was three stories high and spread far out from the ridiculously long stair up to the entrance. The whole look of it was humbly unassuming and symmetrical with an old touch. Almost as if it could have been built hundreds of years ago as well as the last couple of years.
“Yeah...” Dipper whistled in agreement. “I've never been here in the dark. This will be great!”
It was as if Dipper had read his mind, because Norman had just been filled with both fear and anticipation. This would be like being part of an actual horror game!
They walked across the gravel yard and started to ascend the stairs. Both of them whispered hopes that it would be unlocked, because that would make them feel less like criminals. When Dipper reached out to feel the handle they were both holding their breaths.
The door opened.
“This is great!” Dipped sang as he twirled around to look at Norman.
They were both grinning happily at each other and only let it fade once they got eye contact and seemed to remember that, yeah, things used to be weird between them. Which seemed crazy all of a sudden. Here they were, the only ones to actually show up and seem excited about this awesome night!
Only at that moment did Norman actually come to realize that this was his chance. To finally make Dipper realize what Mabel had been trying to tell them both. As if it was a challenge and Norman had just accepted that he had been fighting for it since long ago. Mabel had been screwing with his head, convincing him that the impolite bastard would actually come to like him. It had once seemed weird and with every little improvement Norman had began to work for more.
Now he was alone with Dipper and they were having fun. They hadn't even stopped to check if it was weird to be excited about an abandoned mansion. They were both there after all and just went with the flow.
It was all great and Norman knew he would prove to himself, Dipper and Mabel that from this day on Norman would be able to call Dipper his friend. Friend, and nothing else.
“Let's... go in...” Dipper had turned back to the now opened door. His flashlight was directed through the opening while Norman was illuminating Dipper. Soon enough he stepped up next to him, this time not minding that their arms brushed together. Actually, it felt good. Like actual friends wouldn't care.
“It's really dark...” Norman mumbled, suddenly feeling a little hesitation.
“Mhm...” Dipper mumbled. “And, you know, we have a mission. Okay?” Norman nodded. “To prove that something supernatural is going on here! We have to find something... odd and document it. It's not science if we don't document it.”
Norman didn't bother to kill his quick laugh. It seemed to have been a good call because it had Dipper swallow his hesitations and step inside. Norman followed behind him.
The first thing they noticed was that it smelled. It was obvious that the place hadn't been aired out in a while and probably had one or two moisture damages. It was quite disgusting to step in and suddenly be able to feel as if they could taste the rot and dust in the air.
For a second Norman considered turning around and walking out. Dipper was the one to keep him from doing it as he stepped in further and started to move around with the flashlight. Norman didn't walk further than to the door of the vestibule.
The hall there was really breathtaking. With a high ceiling and the stairs to the left leading to the second stair balcony it was really like something out of a movie. Most furnitures seemed to be missing but the walls were adorned with paintings that Norman allowed his light to linger on. Old portraits with an eerie, dead feel to them. As if the pictures were taken after the people had already passed on.
“Come here!” Dipper called.
His light had already disappeared and Norman had been too concentrated on the hall to notice where to. Slowly moving he tried to find out where, but just a few steps into the room he stopped. A chill went down his spine and for a second he was sure that he'd felt a breeze and seen something, or someone, flash by in the corner of his eye. He wished intensively that it was Dipper, but just then the ray from his flashlight shone through a vault a little bit ahead and to the right.
Norman pretty much ran across the room.
There was a hallway to the right and he followed it, noticing how Dipper had dragged up a trail in the dust that had settled on the floor. By the look of it there hadn't been a single soul in the area for many years.
When he made a left into a room where the trail lead he was caught off guard. The room was lit by a silvery light coming from outside. The opposite wall from Norman was made entirely out of glass and allowed the moon to shine straight into the room.
Dipper was standing in the middle of the room, looking around while moving the flashlight as eagerly as his head.
Norman totally didn't think that the frame of light around Dipper made the whole scene like that of a dream.
“Isn't it cool?” Dipper asked and grinned like the dork he was. He blinded Norman with his flickering flashlight, only to turn it away once he noticed the startled look and hand he used to try and block the light. “Sorry,” he continued. “Honestly though, this is like... A wall of glass! And with the moon, it's like it was built only for this.”
The other walls in the room seemed to be build-in bookshelves. Apart from that, an old chair and a knocked over table there wasn't much to find. At least not at a first glance. Norman liked the room.
“This is kind of cool...” he mumbled to himself as he looked around, too impressed to find much else to say.
“Can't you imagine how some night about two hundred years ago the count of this place would sit down here and gaze out at the backyard? Maybe it was filled with flowers and trees and statues. Or how that serial killer would just stand here, dead in the eye, and stare out on the empty and dead garden?”
“Serial killer?” Norman's heart started to speed up. Normally he would probably have loved to hear the story. Now it worried him. There was a feeling seeping through the house that would easily make him believe any story he'd be told.
“Yeah, it's like an old legend. The top most reason as to why no one wants to live here, as far as I know.” Dipper moved across the room and stood by the window, trying to see anything interesting in the still nature outside. With nothing to see he turned back to Norman. “It's about a stranger who showed up in town. He would go out here, claiming to live in the mansion. The people in the town didn't believe him to have a right to stay here and one day they marched their way out here. They found dead bodies and confronted the man who took his own life on the spot.”
A brutal shiver traveled through Norman's body. He didn't even find it embarrassing. The story was creepy when you actually stood at the place where it might have happened.
“That's a great story,” he admitted and Dipper's face turned into a smile.
“I found it in a reliable source. An old diary.”
Dipper didn't say anything more about it. Instead they decided to check upstairs, hoping that there would be something more than just some old furniture. Anything that could prove the story Dipper had told, or anything creepy in general would do. They had to find something, they both agreed, that they could document and shove in the face of the others.
The wooden floors would bend and creak by every step they took. A haunting sound that would surround them. As if the old building settling and the wind blowing wasn't enough sounds to put them on edge, ready to run for their lives.
Norman hadn't even noticed how the six feet from before had turned into one. It only occurred to him when Dipper suddenly stopped and Norman walked straight into him. He didn't even care. The feeling of a warm body kept him calm, ignoring the things he thought he saw in the corner of his eye. He even allowed a hand to rest on Dipper's shoulder as they both peeked around the corner and into the room Dipper had stopped in front of.
“Should we go inside?” By the sound of his voice and the way he acted, Dipper hadn't noticed it either. Something about a haunted house brought people together. Norman had to remember that for future references.
“Hell yeah,” Norman answered.
The room they slowly stepped inside of, cautiously minding every step, was a bedroom. On one side there was a king sized canopy bed. What caught their attention though was the closed wardrobe on the other side of the room. They weren't even speaking as they moved over, Norman still keeping no more than a feet between them and the hand without the flashlight resting in the air between them.
“We're going to check it, right?” Dipper asked.
“Of course. This might be it.”
“I keep thinking that something bad will happen...”
The confession came out of nowhere but didn't stop either of them. Dipper held out a hand, slowly reaching for the knob. The wooden door slowly slid open, the darkness behind soon illuminated by two flashlights.
Nothing.
Oh, wait! A few metal hangers and a garment on the floor that must have been colorful at one point but had grown dull by the layer of dust on top of it.
“Well that sucked,” Norman said with a sigh. Somehow the disappointment made him relax a little, just enough to allow some space between the two of them.
“Yeah...” Dipper turned to the younger boy. “Better to just... keep going.”
None of them moved. Perhaps the tension that had dropped was welcomed to both of them. No matter how much Norman enjoyed the thrill of being scared, the calm that came after felt surprisingly good.
Without thinking he got his cellphone out of his pocket and woke up the colorless screen. 00.17 it told him and with a deep breath he remembered his curfew.
Damn.
“We better hurry then,” he forced himself to say. Dipper who had walked over to the window turned around and looked over at him. “I've gotta be home by one.”
“And now it's?”
“Twenty minutes past midnight...”
“Oh.” Dipped didn't seem to bother to hide his disappointment. “We better start heading back then.”
“Sorry about this.”
“It's fine. Actually, you know,” Dipper said while slowly walking towards the bed, “in all honesty I didn't know if it would be fun to come here with you. I don't really know you... but... it's been really fun. Even if we haven't been here long.”
Norman suddenly forgot about where they were and that uneasy feeling that had been following him around the whole time. It was instantly replaced with a warmth he welcomed with open arms. The two boys shared shy, happy smiles as Dipper sat down on the old bed.
Then suddenly the air filled with screams.
The kind of screams that only can be uttered by two young teenagers seeing something unexpected and downright unexplainable. Fear filled them to the core and their voices took over.
Dust flung up in the air around Dipper and while Norman had been smiling, having eye contact with the boy and with the light from his flashlight directed slightly above the boy, he saw something he wish he hadn't. There was no mistaking that the dust had created the image of... something. Whatever he'd seen it had scared him and before he even had a chance to do anything other than scream Dipper had moved towards him.
A hand grabbed onto his and pulled him away. As soon as he was plunged forward his feet took over and they both ran, instantly out of breath and with senses both numbed and heightened. They stumbled down the stairs, missing a step here and there, and rushed across the hall and the vestibule and pretty much ran into the door before they could push it open.
They ran as far from the mansion as they could, only slowing down when they could no longer see the building.
The air filled with the sounds of panting and wheezing. Norman really wished he'd taken cardio training seriously. By the sound of Dipper's faltering steps and dramatic breathing he figured he did too.
“Wait,” Norman suddenly said between loud breaths and stopped walking. “Why did you scream?”
Dipper stopped too. Only then did both of them realize that their hands were desperately clutching the other's. Like proper teenage boys they should probably have jumped away from each other going “no homo” and laugh it off. Thing was, neither of them were proper teenage boys and instead they stood there, their intertwined hands the only thing between them. Norman swallowed nervously before they both relaxed the grip and let go.
“Why did you scream?” Norman repeated.
“There was... something... behind you. Hey, what about you? Don't tell me you saw it too? I'll seriously freak out!”
Norman nodded silently.
“Shit! That's... that's so... cool!” Dipper looked both terrified and excited at the same time.
They started to walk again, slowly picking up a comfortable pace. This time Norman took the same path as before, following the car track, while Dipper walked between them, barely a feet of distance between them. Perhaps their racing hearts and the adrenaline of having been scared played a part in it. Perhaps something else had happened in there that neither of them had been aware of.
“I'll write everything down when I get back home. You do too! And then we'll compare the notes. If what we saw match up I think it's legitimate to say we have some kind of proof of paranormal activity in that house,” Dipper said.
“Sure. But I don't think that anyone will actually take us seriously.”
“Mabel will. That's what matters the most. Prove to her that she missed out. Hopefully Wybie will care too.”
“Tell Mabel?” Norman sounded unsure. “Everything? Can't we keep certain... details out of it?” Norman coughed.
Dipper muttered an “oh” and for Norman it was painfully obvious they both were actually embarrassed over the last thing that had happened in that house.
They walked in silence for a while. Once more it was of the comfortable kind. No need for words to fill the air. They'd been through a lot and for the moment the memories were all they needed.
Norman admitted to himself that the Fright Night had been nothing like he'd imagined, but it had been so much better. Why? He didn't really know. It probably had something to do with the dork walking on his right. Spending time alone had proven what Mabel had said before, that they had a lot in common.
A little bit ahead they could see the street lights. Dipper turned off his flashlight and Norman soon followed his example, surrounding them in darkness for the short distance before they would reach the road.
“Before we get back,” Dipper said as he cut the silence, “I just... need to ask something. You don't have to answer if you don't want to. We barely know each other and tonight's been really fun and...” Dipper bit his bottom lip while Norman started to get a really weird feeling. Somehow the clenching heat in the pit of his stomach was seemed both good and bad. “Do you like Mabel? I mean, like in a romantic... sense...”
Norman regretted having turned off his flashlight. The darkness surrounding them did nothing to calm his nerves. As far as he knew Dipper could be expecting any kind of answer. Somehow it seemed important to pick the right one.
But Norman decided to be honest. “Mabel? No. Not romanticly.” He scratched the back of his head, feeling the texture of his hair.
“Then is there anyone else you like?”
The hand pressing against his hair froze. The first thought passing through his mind worried him. The memory of his first school day. It had most likely only been triggered by his own gesture, the one that none of them could even see.
He pushed it away. Ignored it. Instead he tried to think logically about the question and mumbled a “no” as an answer when he started to wonder why it had even been asked.
Three possibilities, Norman figured. Maybe Dipper wanted him to like Mabel? There was also a possibility that Mabel had been suggesting the same thing when talking to Dipper. She had after all written in a text that Dipper “blushed like crazy”. The last possibility seemed impossible. That Mabel had been trying to get Norman to think of Dipper like that because Dipper already was.
“No?” Dipper repeated. “That's great.” His face cracked into a smile. A relieved smile.
When they reached the road Norman still didn't know which of the three were the correct one. Though he was curious to know he couldn't find it in him to ask. As they reached the light he pretended as if they hadn't even had the conversation.
Once they began to draw close to the bus stop their pace slowed down. They only stopped once they were back by the shelter.
“I'm going that way,” Norman said as he pointed across the road with the back of the flashlight.
“I'll take a detour by the Pink Palace, in case Mabel is still there.”
Words hung unspoken in the air. Every single thing Norman could come up with sounded like lines from the end of a date in really cheesy movies. By the silence coming from Dipper he could probably no come up with anything better himself.
They really were alike. Norman hated how right Mabel was about that.
“Well...” Dipper was finally the one to say something. His hand had traveled to his neck, playing with the brown hair peeking out from under his hat. “Good night, then. Well... if you'll be able to sleep.”
They laughed nervously. Both of them had been scared pretty badly back there. The image of whatever he'd seen behind Dipper sent a bad shiver down Norman's spine.
“I think I'll be fine. Horror fan, remember?”
“Right. Of course.”
Something told Norman that Dipper would be the one with trouble sleeping that night.
Then the silence was back. Awkward and heavy with unspoken words. The only thing calming Norman was that Dipper didn't say anything more either, meaning they were both just as tortured by it.
On the badly lit street on the deserted road both boys looked directly at each other at the same time. That was the moment Norman thought “screw it” and suddenly didn't care anymore.
“I should get going, but I had a great time. That sounds weird, but I think the others really missed out. Let's do it again some time.”
That didn't sound like the end of a date at all. Nope. Not... at... all...
No matter what it sounded like the other boy cracked a big smile, once more looking relieved. “Yeah,” he said as corrected his cap. “Be sure to tell them that. Though, honestly... We should do something like this again. Without them, I mean.”
Norman nodded. “Totally.”
The unspoken words seemed to have been spoken. The tension cut and Norman found it in him to actually start leaning away, ready to go.
“Bye then,” he said as he took a step out into the street.
“See you in school!”
Before Norman even reached the middle of the street he turned back around, arm stretched out to hand back the flashlight. “I forgot,” he mumbled. It felt stupid to go back like that.
“Keep it. I have too many anyway... Just be sure to bring it with you at all times! Might come in handy.”
When Norman actually headed home that night he couldn't believe the night had actually happened. What he thought would be Wybie and Dipper being all factual about the house, Mabel trying to scare them all and Coraline being the only serious one, had turned into him getting closer to Dipper. A lot closer.
In fact, Norman had no idea what he would call their relationship at this point. His curiosity had both been stilled and doubled. They were so alike and so different! Mabel's word both scared him and urged him on. But even more important than any of that, they'd been having fun.
The house was dark as he stepped through the front door. Which was weird. But from the living room he could see the blue light of the TV. He approached it and smiled as he leaned against the door frame- No wonder his dad hadn't called during the night.
“Hey dad.” The man in the armchair jerked awake, looking disoriented as he woke up. “It's ten minutes until one am. Thought you might want to know.”
[This chapter is so unlike the first version. The Fright Night was supposed to be the point where Dipper first talked to Norman as if he was another human being, but with them already having had one conversation like that things kind of.. escalated. This chapter was so gay. Hope it didn't feel stressed or ooc. I always worry about that... OTL]
There will be no chapter of Patience equals Progress today. I've been spending too much thinking about that and I have to rewrite the whole chapter so I'm just going to go ahead and try to focus about other stuff for today and get going again tomorrow. Just so people know~
Comment: There is actually some actual progress in this chapter (wow already i know!). The next update may take a little bit longer though. I have to rewrite the next chapter. And as always, check the Master Post for details.
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I have a girlfriend in Canada
If Norman had ever thought that he knew the definition of awkward, he had been wrong. The rulebook was rewritten in an instance merely a week and a half after school had started.
Norman was alone in the cafeteria with Dipper.
The simple question was, should he turn around and pretend he wasn't staring or walk over and force himself to do what Mabel had urged him to? Because since last Friday, Norman had done his best to ignore Dipper too. Not that it changed much. They never talked anyway. But he just didn't want Mabel to get any hopes up. At least that's what he told himself. He tried to tell himself that Dipper wasn't interesting. Just to save himself the trouble.
But Norman stared too long. He didn't really have a choice and so his feet began moving and soon he sat down on the other side of the table from Dipper.
“Hi,” Norman said with a faint smile.
“Hi.”
“Where are the others?”
“I don't know. I think they'll be here soon though.”
“Ah.”
Norman sat down. They didn't talk more. Maybe he should have tried saying something. Mention the games perhaps? Or just casually mention BABBA and see what reaction it would coax? But no. He just sat quietly and ate his food. It didn't taste anything so he couldn't even pretend that it was good.
“Dipper!”
Both boys moved their head simultaneously. Norman was surprised to hear an unknown voice out of nowhere, while Dipper just seemed to generally change. His posture, his face, his body language. Everything. It bothered Norman.
“My man! Just the one I was looking for. I've got a favor to ask.” The one who spoke was a girl with red hair flowing all around, pushed down by a brown trooper hat and a checkered shirt. She sat down next to Dipper and grinned while she poked Dipper’s hat so that it almost fell off.
Wait, was he wearing a hat? It looked old, brown and raggedy. The boy hadn't worn a hat the last week and a half so it felt weird for Norman to not have noticed it until now. It fitted him really well so it wasn't really too weird. Probably.
“Sure, I'll help you.” Dipper smiled brightly, correcting his hat. He hadn't even bothered to ask what to help her with.
“Great! You're a savior!”
“So what is it?”
“English class! We have to write this analysis of some poem and I have no idea what it’s about.” She made an exaggerated sigh.
“Isn’t Robbie good with poems?” Dipper asked and there was an obvious tone of disappointment in his voice that made it hard for Norman to not stare at his face. The other boy’s smile was fading slightly.
“You would think right?” she laughed and teasingly pushed Dipper’s shoulder. “But he's pretty much only interested in lyrics. He's no good with analyzing. So… help me Dipper Wan Kenobi. You’re my only hope.”
Both Dipper and the girl started to laugh and Norman couldn't help but smile too. It was a nice reference. But at that moment it clicked. He knew this girl! Well, not really, but he had seen her before.
“You're a friend of my sister!” Norman stated without even thinking about it first.
Red hair danced around as she turned her head and caught sight of Norman who was shrinking a little in his seat. Her eyes were gentle when she tried to recognize him. Yeah, this was the girl he had seen during the first day of school, talking to his sister. While pulling a strand of hair behind her ear, her expression changed a little. Obviously she had no idea who he was.
“Hi,” she said hesitantly but didn't really seem weirded out that Norman had suddenly spoken to her. “Who's your sister?”
“Courtney.”
“Oh!” Suddenly her face lit up and all the hesitation flew out the window. “Wow, you look nothing alike!”
“She takes after mom. I take after...” Norman tried to see any resembles between him and any relative he could remember the face of. “No one?”
“Wow that's cool. Me and my brothers are so alike people know we're related before we even think of mentioning it.”
“Who is Courtney?”
For a second, Norman wondered if Dipper had actually shown interest in him. Then he noticed how Dipper's stare was directed at Wendy and when she noticed this she just smiled and answered.
“My friend.”
“Obviously.” Dipper rolled his eyes, jokingly.
“Blonde, pretty, pink?”
“Oh, that's not just the description of like.. all girls in school?”
“Coraline would smack your face if she heard that.”
“But she's not here.”
“She have her hair in a high ponytail. You've seen us hang out. But I'm like, not really her usual click. She doesn't really blend well with Tambry, Nate and those guys.”
“And that's your sister?” Okay, that was definitely said to Norman. Why the hell did that make him so happy?
“Yeah, we're not really alike at all. I'm like... the black sheep of the family.” Norman shrugged, feeling a little awkward but still happy. Was it weird that he said that while smiling?
“If you're a friend of Dipper's, I'm sure you're cool.”
Dipper gave Norman a look. A certain type of look. The type that was supposed to tell him something. Norman just didn't know what. It all went over Wendy's head and she just continued on, nudging Dipper with her elbow to get his attention.
“So will you help me with the poem?”
“Of course.”
“Ode of the Nightingale?”
“Now?” Dipper seemed surprised. He gave Norman a quick glance. “I don't really know that one by heart.”
Okay, wow, that was so not discrete. Norman had surely read that glance correctly. It was obvious that Dipper didn't feel comfortable with Norman there. Maybe he even just simply wanted to be alone with the girl? Oh, Norman was not about to grant him such a wish. Just for the sake of it he searched his memory and was glad that he had a special relationship with that particular poem.
“Now more than ever seems it rich to die. To cease upon the midnight with no pain. While thou art pouring forth thy soul abroad in such an ecstasy. Still wouldst thou sing, and I have ears in vain.”
It was silent at first. Dipper's jaw had dropped. He didn't look offended, simply amazed. Norman ignored it and instead he turned his attention to the ginger who scooted a little closer to him.
“You know it?”
“I can't recite the whole thing, but I've analyzed it myself.”
“Great!” she exclaimed. While she was digging through a shoulder bag Norman looked at Dipper. The guy seemed confused. “I just need something to get me going, you know? It's so hard to concentrate on old English when you have no references.”
“Well,” Norman smirked, “the easiest interpretation of it is actually quite easy to understand once you see past the old words. Imagine one living in a world where nothing is out of the ordinary. The person in this poem is numbing his lack of excitement with wine. It would be so easy to die but as he listens to the nightingale he understand that whether he lives or not the bird will sing and if he does not stay to listen he have listened in vain. There is always a reason to keep going.”
“Well that doesn't seem too difficult to understand.”
Wendy tossed the pen and notebook back in her bag, smiling brightly and leaning over to shake Norman's hand. Had Norman not known better he had been sure that she was more of the bro-fist type of person. Still, she seemed pretty glad with that. Dipper was just silently watching them and didn't even seem to be aware that she was getting ready to leave until she stood up.
“Thanks, Courtney's little bro,” she said with a quick wave.
“No prob! And the name's Norman.”
“Well, thank you Norman!” Then she turned to Dipper. “And sorry this guy stole your spotlight. I'll come for you next time. You're better at math and physics anyway!”
When she had walked through the cafeteria and walked out the doors Dipper turned to Norman who had proceeded with eating his lunch. Dipper stared intensely at him while letting his nails hit the table over and over again, causing a familiar sound.
“I would never have thought you would know poetry.”
Norman almost choked on the mashed potatoes and had his mouth stuffed with food as he turned to look at the older boy. He had not thought that they would exchange any words. They had already exceeded the usual limit! But Dipper was surely looking at him, talking to him. To Norman. When he had managed to swallow Norman wiped his lips with his sleeve and tried to form words.
“I...” He tried to come up with an answer. “I don't.”
“Then why did you know that one?”
“I told her, I've worked with it before. And also, I read a lot. I've encountered it before.”
“You read poetry?” Dipper questionably raised an eyebrow.
“No, not really. I just... read.” How come no answers seemed good enough now? He couldn't even look directly at the other boy as they talked.
“I can't even remember that verse. Which one is it? Like… the fifth?”
“Sixth I think.”
For a split second, Norman could see Mabel before his eyes. He remembered what she had said and how she wanted them to be friends. Every time they had spoken earlier had been either just a sentence or have some hostile kind of feeling, even if so just by the way Dipper looked at him. When Norman raised his gaze he could even see the hint of a smile on his face. It seemed like the normal face someone would have when in a normal conversation. Maybe there was a chance for them to be friends? Because Norman wasn't sure why he was so troubled by the way Mabel wished for them to be friends. If only Dipper wanted to be his friend, then... Then Norman was all his!
Wait, what was that thought?
“You know, I'm impressed. What you said was actually pretty…” Dipper grew silent as he was thinking but seemed to stop thinking midway. His gaze was raised and Norman followed it. Mabel was strutting through the cafeteria towards their table. There was something off about her so both boys just silently awaited her arrival. When her tray was put down on the table it was done in a rough fashion, causing some of the food to jump off the plate. She didn't even seem to notice. She seated herself just as roughly and heaved a heavy sigh. Extremely heavy.
“Who put a spike in your gun?” Dipper was the one to speak, sounding less than caring for his sister's behavior.
“Shut it,” she sighed. Her head came down to rest on the table, with eyes directed at Norman. “My phone just won't shut up!”
“Turn it off?” Dipper shrugged and seemed to work really hard to show that he didn’t care.
Norman was growing curious. He hadn't seen Mabel like this yet. Neither had he seen Dipper so uninterested in his sister. She seemed honestly distressed.
“Unlike you, I have friends and I enjoy keeping in touch with them! But somehow a certain someone got hold of my number and it's sooo annoying.”
“Who?”
The voice of Wybie came as a surprise to them all. Mabel was the one to give the biggest reaction. She sat up straight, staring with widened eyes at her friend, causing him to stop in the motion of putting his tray on the table.
“You scared me!” Mabel clasped the fabric over her chest, right by her heart. Currently wearing a blood red sweater, it seemed pretty fitting. “Geez. But who do you think?”
“Gideon?”
“Gideon.”
Things like this made it more than obvious to Norman that he really had only been hanging out with these for less than two weeks. The incident with Pacifica, Wendy showing up, and now this Gideon. There was so much that Norman didn't know and he had a feeling that the things foreign to him would more likely increase with time. Luckily for Norman it was easy this time to figure out that Gideon was someone they clearly disliked and if he made Mabel this uncomfortable, Norman didn't like him either.
“I'm going to have to change my number again. I'm just really glad that he doesn't go to this school. Imagine having him running around all day long!”
“Don't even mention it!” Dipper suddenly seemed just as distressed as his sister. The uncaring mood from before had vanished. With one hand he rubbed his sister's shoulder and Norman watched them from the other side of the table, next to Wybie who had finally settled and was eating silently. When the siblings seemed to be busy being troubled Norman took his chance to quietly turn to Wybie.
“Who is Gideon?”
Wybie glanced to the brown haired twins, observing them as they spoke to each other in a way that for Norman made it even more obvious that they were very close. For a second he got distracted with envy, before Wybie answered.
“This guy who keeps bothering Mabel. He really hate Dipper's guts too.”
“Why?”
“I don't know. They never told and I never asked.”
Norman made a mental note to ask Coraline about it later.
Eating lunch every day became the only real social interaction that Norman got during the days. He'd go to his lessons and do his work and talk when spoken to. He'd walk silently through hallways and would seldom run into his friends. It was really narrowed down to lunch and that Friday night. Not that he was complaining. On the opposite! It was really enjoyable. The town where they lived weren't the most exciting one either so Norman didn't really find his life any more exciting than walking to school and then back home.
Life was easy.
Mabel had other plans.
One day, Thursday of the second week to be exact, Mabel went looking for Norman outside of lunch. With a cute bow tie to accompany her oversized, plaided shirt she looked pretty outstanding when she poked her head through the doorway of the classroom for Norman's last period. Her lips curved into a smile when she laid eyes on the one year younger boy, mindlessly just sitting there at the back of the class, waiting for the teacher to arrive.
“Pssst.”
Norman didn't react.
“Pssst!”
Other students started to turn their heads. The classroom wasn't particularly silent, but Mabel made a pretty good job making herself heard over the sounds.
“Pssst, Norman!”
Then he reacted. He turned his head, searching for whoever was saying his name. The source shined up as they got eye contact. As if that was an invitation, she strutted straight into the classroom and up to Norman.
“What are you doing here?” Norman seemed a little bit anxious, because he was extremely anxious. Not that he didn't enjoy seeing Mabel, mostly because he could both feel and see that his classmates were watching. In that moment he realized that it was actually pretty important to him to just be the quiet kid in the corner. People started to notice him now.
“I have a plan!” She grinned at the boy, oozing with self satisfaction in only a way that Mabel was capable of. There was this humble feeling around it and no one but Mabel could give off contradicting signals like that. “Well, I say plan,” she said with a laugh. “I was thinking that you could accompany me to the mall after school? If you'd like. There's a treat waiting for you!”
At that moment, Norman was feeling both panicky and happy. In the end he had simply just agreed and Mabel had grinned, thanked him and stroked her hand at the top of Norman's hair. Norman really liked that.
School couldn't end quickly enough. It was a nice change to have some plans after school. Norman felt a bit childish as he left things in his locker and got ready to leave the building. It wasn't weird for someone his age to hang out with a friend. Still, Norman had never done it. What would happen? He'd seen teenagers hang out in the mall before, sitting and talking and laughing. Was that it? Or was it just plainly going around in stores? The mall in this town wasn't really interesting and Norman rarely visited unless he had business in a store, then he would just walk in and then out. His mother had dragged him along and at those times he was mostly just bored out of his skull.
Outside the sun was shining. The sky was blue and it was a lot warmer than the forecast had predicted. Norman's dark pants and the red hoodie he always wore were far too hot. Many was still strutting around in summer wear, so Norman felt pretty out of place. After only two steps he started getting his sweater off. While folding it over his arm he started to search for his friend. She had simply said “see you outside” so he guessed she'd be somewhere around.
“Oh.”
Norman found her. And the others.
“Norman!”
Why were they here?
“You're so slow.”
Why had he thought there would only be the two of them?
“Norman?”
“Hi, guys.” Eventually Norman snapped out of it. Coraline sat next to Dipper on a reeling at the edge of the schoolyard while Wybie stood next to them. Mabel jumped forward as she had spoken to Norman and went up to greet him with a hug. As her arms wrapped around Norman he was taken aback and it actually occurred to him that he had never hugged his friends like this before. It was very new for him. Afterwards he realized that it was probably even awkward. Mabel didn't care but Norman did. Why?
They all started to head to the mall. The very boring mall. Everyone but Norman was engaging in a conversation but it had its reasons. He was busy typing a text on his phone and as he rarely ever had to do it he wasn’t really quick to begin with and the walking didn’t help. After a few minutes he’d managed to compose a message that simply read “Hanging out with some friends. Will be back for dinner.” He sent it to his mother and put the phone back in his pocket.
“-have to see for yourself. I mean, I’ve only talked with her a little bit but she said she’d be in the mall today.” Mabel was holding onto Coraline’s arm in a way that Norman often had seen some girls walk during Middle School. He had practically never seen it in High School.
“From all that I’ve heard she’s more your type than our type, Mabel,” Coraline answered her while gazing over to Wybie as if asking him to agree with her.
“Yeah, glitter and unicorns are more your deal.”
“But guys, she have a donkey! An actual donkey!”
Norman managed to catch the glance that was exchanged between Wybie and Coraline, something parental about it. For a few second he wondered what it was that he had missed while being engaged in his phone but didn’t get the time to ask when his beeped.
“Hav fun darling :),” the message said and Norman couldn’t help but embarrassingly smile at it before putting his phone back in his pocket. Though he wouldn’t say it out loud he loved his mother’s texts.
When they got to the mall Mabel still didn’t let go of Coraline’s arm and used it to drag Coraline with her to some store that seemed to sell clothes that was pretty far away from anything that Coraline would ever be interested in even looking at. No wonder Mabel seemed to cling to her friend as if her life depended on it. When all three guys stopped the girls didn’t seem very surprised and after Coraline asked the guys to help her but was turned down they began walking off.
“We’ll find a bench by the fountain,” Wybie said after them and waved. While Coraline groaned they could hear Mabel yell an “okelidokeli” across the mall.
So this was hanging out with friends in the mall? Being separated and then go sit by a fountain. It wasn’t even much of a fountain. Not like the ones that you’d see on TV. This was the fountain of boredom and whoever drank of it would die a slow and painful death because of boredom. Pretty much.
They didn’t sit down on a bench but instead seated themselves right by the fountain. Every now and then Norman would feel some water on his neck and almost regretted having put his hoodie in his backpack.
“What are we doing here?” Dipper suddenly said and broke the silence that Norman hadn’t realized was really awkward. How could he not have noticed? He was the guy who thought that all types of silences were awkward but still didn’t say anything! He must have been really bored, not to notice.
“Your sister was down, now just play along.” Wybie’s answer was obviously a joke but the sigh that Dipper heaved wasn’t. It made Norman lean a little bit forward and try to catch a glance of the guy. Wybie was seated in the middle, thankfully, so Norman had to lean forward to see how Dipper was dragging out his features with one hand and looked as bored as Norman felt.
“Couldn’t we just have bought her some skittles and reminded her that the week is almost over? We are talking about the girl who gets excited over yarn.” Dipper turned his head and then there was this strange moment. Norman couldn’t really pinpoint what type of a moment it was, but it made him feel like his thoughts went on vacation for a few seconds. The actual goal for his gaze had been Wybie but Norman was still leaning forward and staring at Dipper, something that caught the guy’s attention. Some muscles tensed in the other boy’s face and Norman tried desperately to remember them and analyze them and– why the hell was he so excited about figuring out what expression that was? The moment was over within seconds anyway and Dipper had turned his attention to Wybie as planned.
“Being in the mall isn’t that bad, dude! Besides, that new friend of hers is obviously the real reason that we’re here.”
Norman almost missed that second glance that Dipper took while Wybie were talking.
“Yeah,” Norman was quick to say out loud. He couldn’t help but meet Dipper’s eyes a little bit questionably before forcing himself to look at Wybie. “Who was that? I was kind of busy with my phone when she was talking before.”
Wybie shrugged. “Just someone she met in school that she is calling a ‘soul-mate’ or something.”
Apparently Norman’s raised eyebrow was enough to make him look surprised because Dipper answered a question that hadn’t even been asked.
“She calls everyone with the same interests as her ‘soul-mate’.”
“Oh.”
The conversation died after that. Norman made sure to lean back and keep an eye out for the girls, trying not to wonder why Dipper had actually been looking at him. Had their short conversation earlier that day made some kind of difference? It was a possibility. The worst part was that Norman actually felt hopeful about that. Just yesterday had he made his best to not pay the guy any attention and now all of a sudden he wanted his attention? It was stupid. And no matter what there was still the echo of all the words that Mabel had said and her hope that they’d be friends.
“Shit,” he mumbled no louder than a sigh. Wybie didn’t even notice the sound or the way he covered his face with his hand for a second. But one thing was sure and for the first time in his life was he actually interested in befriending someone. Why did that someone have to be Dipper Pines, the one person that didn’t want anything to do with him? Probably. And it was the probably that gave him hope.
“Oh no!” came a groan from Wybie.
“Good thing Mabel isn’t here,” Dipper said.
Then Norman figured out why. He’d been a little bit too occupied with his own thoughts to notice the blonde girl walking towards them as if she was on a runway, swaying one hand as the other rested on her hip. Say whatever you want about this Pacifica, but she sure knew how to present herself.
On her left walked two girls that seemed more interested in their own conversation than where Pacifica was headed. Last time, and the only time, that Norman had seen Pacifica she’d been alone and he feared that she’d be one of those type of people that was more annoying when they had back-up. Up until the point she came up to them, that was.
“Hi guys,” Pacifica said and striked a pose while waving casually at them, as if it was some kind of trademark move of hers. The other girls had stopped, looked at the three guys and directed skeptical stares in Pacifica’s direction.
“Pacifica?” one of the girls said. She seemed just like the type of girl that would hang out with Pacifica, fashionable clothes and her dark hair was in perfect waves around her face. The other girl, ginger hair and just a normal T-shirt and jeans, didn’t really blend with them as perfectly.
“Oh, this will just take a second,” Pacifica answered as if there had been an actual question before turning away from her friends. “You alone here today?”
“What’s that to you?” Dipper answered with a sigh. He oozed of “get the fuck out of my face” and Norman had a hard time not smirking at that.
“Oh don’t be like that, I’m just curious. Rarely see you around here without the queen bee around.” Pacifica tried to look casual or as if she didn’t care, but for someone that didn’t care she cared an whole awful lot. That she was gazing around the mall made her act even less real.
“Whatever,” Dipper mumbled and stood up. The motion seemed to startle the blonde who suddenly jumped back and gave him a suspecting glance. “Let’s go guys.”
Wybie looked to Norman, then to Pacifica and then back to Dipper before standing up without a word. Before standing up Norman looked around the mall for Mabel or Coraline without expecting much. He was right. Still he was stopped by Pacifica’s voice before standing up.
“Don’t be such a bore,” Pacifica said as she took a step towards Wybie. “I just wanted to thank you. Ms. Aldrin told me that our project raised my average from a C to a B. It’s all thanks to your little brain.”
For a second there was this really awkward silence where it was obvious that Wybie wasn’t sure what to say. “You’re welcome,” didn’t really seem like something to say and on the other hand they couldn’t really see what she’d gain from thanking him. Thankfully enough Wybie didn’t really have to speak as the ginger girl suddenly opened her mouth and cut the silence.
“Didn’t you do it together?” In the same second both the dark friend and Pacifica turned their attention to her. Pacifica gave her some stare that Norman didn’t catch while the other friend placed a hand on her shoulder and gave her a look that said “don’t go there”.
“Of course we did. But I wouldn’t have gotten a B without his help. He’s precious.”
Her attention was then back to Wybie. She reached out and stroked his cheek with her fingertips but Wybie swapped her hand away instantly. For a second she looked offended but she wasn’t the one to show weakness and so she just brushed her hair to the side with a smooth movement and it was as if nothing had happened. Until a voice echoed throughout the mall and all heads turned to see Mabel and Coraline walking towards them in a rapid pace.
“What are you doing here, Pacifica?” Mabel asked with a sigh so huge it was painful to hear.
“Just chatting. Right, boys?”
“Leave Wybie alone,” Coraline said and stepped between them. There was such obvious protectiveness that Norman could help but stare in awe.
“Take it easy, goth girl, I’m not here to steal your man. Though on the other hand…” The last sentence was uttered with sudden excitement.
“You step the fuck away Pacifica or I will have your eye match that purple outfit of yours.” If Coraline had been a little bit more feline she’d been hissing by then. Her stare seemed poisonous and it actually seemed to work. Even Norman who was still sitting down felt a little bit scared of the girl and the anger wasn’t even directed towards him.
The whole situation seemed like something out of a story or something. Not the kind of thing that would ever happen in real life. But here it was. And Norman was nothing more than a bystander that didn’t know if he was supposed to say something or just stay where he was. Something about being invisible made itself remembered in the back of his head and so he shut his mouth while Coraline and Pacifica had a stare-off with Mabel getting distracted in the background.
Wait, distracted?
It wasn’t until then that Norman noticed that Mabel was busy staring at the girl with the ginger hair while being stared back at. Unspoken words seemed to be chaired while Pacifica said something that apparently was her very glorious goodbye. With a sweeping motion she tossed her hair over her shoulder and spun around.
“Come on, girls,” was all she said as she walked off. The ginger lingered while the other girl hurried after her. It wasn’t until Norman saw the expression on Mabel’s face that he understood what was going on.
It was her “soul-mate”.
“I don’t understand why she have to be such a pain in the ass all the time!” Coraline groaned as she threw her hands in the air and sat down next to Norman. As if her voice had been some sort of wake-up call Pacifica’s other friend turned and ran after the other girls. Mabel remained in the same position, staring after her as she disappeared in the crowd.
This moment was the second time that Norman felt like nothing more than an extra. He was reminded of the fact that all of these had known each other for quite some time. Wybie tried to calm Coraline down, not that it was working but he tried. It didn’t take many seconds for Dipper to walk up to his sister and put a hand on her shoulder. Even though Coraline and Wybie was right next to Norman he focused his attention on the twins and tried his best to catch what they were saying. They were some meters away and didn’t really mean for anyone else to hear their words.
“What’s wrong?” Dipper asked.
Mabel seemed to only shake her head or speak very quietly.
“Mabel, I’m your brother, don’t you think I notice when something is up?”
“That was her.” Mabel’s voice was so sad and she almost seemed to be in physical pain. Her mood from lunch didn’t come anywhere close to how vulnerable she seemed now.
“The ginger?”
Mabel nodded and then Dipper put his arm over her shoulder and patted her head for a second. It was that moment that Norman looked down to his feet and tried to ignore the lonely feeling he felt while being surrounded by people. Something inside him told him that he had to go now. Better be actually alone than feeling alone, he figured.
He stood up without Coraline and Wybie even noticing it, or at least not acknowledging it. With quiet steps he walked up to the twins and found himself next to Mabel who looked a little bit surprised to see him, followed by a faint smile.
“Sorry about that,” she said while Dipper let his arm fall from her shoulders.
“That’s nothing to apologize about. I mean… Pacifica is horrible and that’s not your fault.”
Mabel forced herself to smile brighter but it quickly faded. For a second she shared a glance with her brother as if telling him something in a way only twins could communicate. Norman took a deep breath and was ready to excuse himself when he suddenly felt something heavy in his stomach. Mabel looked completely defeated and betrayed. He couldn’t just leave her like that!
“Listen,” he began to get her attention. “I don’t mean to pry but if that girl has any sense she’ll not bother with someone like Pacifica.”
Then there were two identical expressions in his direction. Both twins had this wide-eyed look that was sprinkled with some kind of… wonder? It seemed like a positive reaction but with every millisecond that passed he felt more uneasy. It wasn’t until Mabel cracked a big, honest smile that he noticed that he had been holding his breath.
“Norman!” she said as she stepped forward and pulled him into a tight embrace. Norman simply just stood there, not really sure that it was actually happening until it was over. Yet he had time to notice the way that Dipper was smiling his way. And not only notice it but memorize it and feel all flustered because Dipper had been smiling at him. A real smile. Not just a “I’m being polite”-smile!
“Thanks, Norman!” Mabel said as she pulled Norman away and held him at arm’s length. “I mean, you’re right! She’s smart and they have nothing in common! Pacifica is all fashion and bitching, Riley is all unicorns and rainbows.”
Norman couldn’t help the laugh that escaped him and apparently that was a good thing because it helped Mabel pick herself up a little bit further. The whole change in Mabel’s mood made him stay in the mall until they all left together later. It had nothing at all to do with the fact that Norman was trying to gather his courage to mention adventure games to Dipper. Nothing at all!
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It had only been a few hours since the twins got home from the mall and they had ended up in the living room in front of the TV while playing Fight Fighters. Dipper was clearly winning but then again, Mabel wasn’t really trying to put up much of a fight.
“Did anything happen?”
Dipper glanced at his sister for half a second before turning his concentration back to the screen. Nothing much had happened while looking away so he just casually continued to play.
“Why do you ask?” he said after getting a really good hit on her so that she flew to the other side of the screen.
“You were alone with Norman today.”
Dipper didn’t even try to hide his groan. He didn’t bother to answer her and continued to focus on the game and within just a few more punches he had managed to knock Mabel’s character out and won the fight.
“Today was like the first time this week that you actually looked at him too.”
“That doesn’t mean that anything happened.”
Dipper picked a new character and turned to Mabel, waiting for her to do the same. Apparently she was going to blackmail him into talking about it. She was holding her control by the cord and stared expectantly at her brother.
“Please, Mabel, don’t start with that again! Nothing happened!”
“You were alone at lunch and nothing happened? Even though you didn’t completely ignore him after that?” His sister cocked an eyebrow, giving him the most skeptical look she could manage. “As if.”
“Believe what you want but don’t drag me into your little fantasy world.”
He snatched the control out of his sister’s hand and pressed for a random character before giving the control back to her. Mabel sighed at him and pressed the pause button as soon as the fight began.
“If you weren’t so stupidly stubborn I wouldn’t have to force you to befriend people. And this guy is like, totally perfect for you! You like the same stuff and you’re both awkward and shy and sweaty.” Dipper ignored the last part. “If you just got your act together you’d be so cute together!”
“Oh my god, Mabel!” Dipper dropped the control in his lap and hid his face in his hands. He was blushing like crazy by then and he didn’t really want Mabel to see that. “I don’t even like guys! Why would I like him?”
“You’re in denial.” She sounded sure of her thing and grinned like a fool. She’d totally noticed the red covering her brother’s face. “Besides, I happen to know for a fact that he likes you.”
A finger slid to the side so that Dipper could peek at his sister. She was looked so fucking pleased with herself that Dipper felt a new wave of heat rush to his face.
“If he likes anyone,” Dipper said with a confidence he had no idea where it came from, “it’s you.”
At first Mabel looked like she was about to laugh but then she suddenly froze. Realization dawned upon her features and for a second there was fright in her eyes. Dipper felt like he could finally remove the hand from his face, ignoring that he was probably still blushing.
“You hadn’t noticed? Where did all that confidence go? Didn’t you say that it was a fact that he liked me?” Dipper totally ignored that weird feeling he got from that sentence.
“I may have to check my sources again.”
“An eight ball does not count as a source, Mabel.”
“Shut up!” Laughter filled the room as Mabel pushed her brother at the same time as she unpaused the game.
Mabel won that fight.
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“Relax, Perry,” Norman heard his mother say. For him it had been out of the blue and he had no idea why she said that. His CD was over and when the music had stopped it was just in time to hear her slightly upset voice.
“No, don’t you try that! I’m tired of always being the one who have to calm down. Your hippie drabble doesn’t work with me. Perhaps you’re the one who should be upset and react sometimes?”
And the discussion was on. Norman rose from his bed and walked over to the CD player. He tried to hurry as much as possible to pick out a new CD with nervously shaking fingers that made the progress slower and he heard their voices even clearer.
“Nothing good comes from raising your voice, Perry!”
“Says the woman who has never stood up for herself or her family!”
“What do you mean? I have done plenty! When was the last time you stopped to talk to Norman or Courtney?”
Norman inserted the new CD and held his finger above the play button.
“At least I’ve tried to make them into better human beings and teaching them to stand up for themselves!”
“Don’t go there, Perry. You are a lousy excuse of a father.”
Norman’s hand dropped. His feet led him to the door where he stopped next to it and rested against the wall. He heard their voices clearer and it was more real than ever. They never argued about each other. This was different from any other time. He slid down the wall and sat down, resting his chin against his knees as he hugged his legs.
“Please, Sandra! Your magical hippity jap will not help them in real life! What they need the most is to grow independent and try to fit in.”
“You can’t change our children. They’re themselves and there’s nothing you can do about it.”
Norman started to get a really bad feeling. Like a blackness growing in his chest where his heart was supposed to be. It was getting heavy and he was worried about everything. His parents, himself, his sister, his friends, the town, the world. Everything.
“Obviously they need our help! Even Courtney who’s practically normal keeps hanging out with that weird group of people. You mean to tell me we should just let her hang out with whatever faggot she wants to?”
“Perry!”
She had raised her voice further and Norman felt something sting throughout his body.
“You do not speak of anyone that way! Put some trust in your daughter. She is her own person.”
“You keep saying that,” Perry said mockingly. “You can’t keep using that as an argument. We’re their parents and it’s our duty to help them become decent people!”
“Calm down, Perry. They are who they are and let them be that way.”
“Our son has been bullied and alone all these years and you want us to keep out of it?”
“If you would just believe in him he could bloom into a beautiful flower.”
“I wish I understood you.”
Norman closed his eyes. Even though he wasn’t there to see his father’s face he could hear everything in the tone of his voice. The way he had practically given up. That every time he had used a loud voice to speak down to her was nothing to this. Because his mother would be hurt by that sentence even more than any time that Norman had felt his father’s disbelief in him. Norman covered his head with his arms and tried to hide. Hide within himself to keep out the anxiety. He wanted to ignore the bad thoughts and the imagined look on his mother’s face as she was finally broken down completely. Norman could barely breathe as he heard the front door slam shut with a force that was impressive for the lady who was stomping down the driveway to take the car and leave for who knew how long. With the sound of the engine she was gone.
Several minutes passed as he was sitting by the door. The house seemed silent and it actually pleased Norman that he didn’t hear the sound of Courtney’s chatter or the TV having been turned on. He hoped that his father was ashamed and that feeling alone was the only thing that had him find it in him to stand up and move back to the bed, ignoring the CD player as he passed it by.
Beep beep.
The sound had startled him and had him frozen in the middle of laying down on his bed. He looked over to his phone, wondering if he should bother to look at it but was then struck with the thought that it may be his mother.
It wasn’t.
“omg norman this day was awesome! U made me feel so much better. Did anything happen between you and dip today? He refuses to tell ಠ_ಠ xoxo Mabel (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧”
Norman sighed at first, not really feeling like answering it. Then he realized that nothing actually had happened and began typing an answer.
“Some girl named Wendy came over during lunch and I helped her with an assignment.”
He didn’t type anything more. Then a few seconds later he reread Mabel’s text and started to wonder what it actually meant. How would she know if anything had happened? Sure, she’d been the first one to arrive during lunch and see Dipper and Norman alone there, but they’d been acting like normal after that. Right? Oh, except for the fact that Dipper had glanced at him and smiled at him and actually said “goodbye” when they separated.
Okay, something had totally happened and not even Norman was sure what.
“that’s weird. Anyway, please talk to him about the games or something else. If you don’t start wooing him now someone ellse might (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)”
To his own surprise Norman actually smiled at that. Not like he wasn’t feeling down anymore, it was just a funny text and somehow it distracted him from the most resent event. He could focus on that later. Now he was too confused about this confusing girl.
“You don’t woo friends, Mabel.”
The answer didn’t even take a full minute and it had Norman almost choke on air.
“sillly boy (◡‿◡✿) i’m not talking about friendship. I think you’ll be really cute together!”
For a second Norman wished they were talking over the phone because he wanted Mabel to hear his “what the fuck Mabel!” that he said out loud. Instead all he could do was cross his legs and embarrassingly lean over his phone as he texted the answer.
“Haha tell your brother that.”
He had nothing better to say. Joking it away seemed like the best remedy and he would actually love to see whatever face Dipper might make to it. But then again, it probably wouldn’t be as hilarious as he imagined. Dipper would probably just frown and say something about hating Norman. It seemed logical.
“I already did and he blushed like crazy (¬‿¬)”
For some reason Norman found that hard to believe. He decided not to believe it. It was better that way. The voice in the back of his mind told him that it was a way better idea than to believe. The knot in his stomach also said that, reminding him of the lack of car on the driveway and the silence in the house.
“Take a picture and I might believe you.”
“then promise that you’ll talk to him (/^▽^)/ I’ll even send pictures of him sleeping if that’s your thing”
Norman sighed, smiled and laid down on his bed. Then came another text before he’d even had time to start typing an answer.
“i’ll make sure to give you some alone time (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧”
After that Norman decided to send one last text.
“Yeah, you do that.”
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[Wow okay the title makes zero sense. It did in the first version of this chapter but I had to remove the part where Dipper claimed to have a girlfriend because it was just some stupid distraction. Anyway, I hope people feel like they’re in-character, even if it’s just a little. I’m constantly worrying about that and reread the dialogue all the time and if this goes on I’ll never finish this crap. And one last thing, wingman Mabel is like the most stupid thing that can ever happen because she sucks at it.]
(btw did i ever mention that i'm swedish so i've never actually been to high school? i'm trying my best so don't slaughter me if i screw up)
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The opposite of progress
It was in the middle of the week and Mabel was lying on her brother’s bed, upside down with the blood slowly sinking down to her head and making it pound in that tickling way that was one of the simplest rushes one could get. She was counting twigs in the ceiling, sighing heavily every other second. Her brother ignored her.
“You’re like a gay-version of Harry Potter now!” Mabel had joked, thinking that the “come out of the closet”-joke was hilarious. It had earned her a snowball in the face and after that she made sure to never make tasteless jokes about her brother when there was snow around.
As it was a small space in the room he kept most of his stuff in what was now Mabel’s room. She didn’t argue and loved it when he’d rather hang out there. The only things that were in this room were his bed, a small table that he had his laptop on and a stool. The walls were still shelves that were filled with clothes and sheets. There was really not much to do there but Mabel didn’t really argue with Dipper for being stupid about wanting his own room. He was a teenage boy after all and Mabel could totally understand the need for privacy.
“Dipper?” she muttered as she stretched her legs out and rested her feet on a shelf over the bed.
“Mhm…” was all the answer she got from the boy on the stool, totally engaged in something on his laptop. She could only see his silhouette against the light that streamed from the screen.
“Are you sure you don’t want to do something?”
“Mabel, I told you that I had homework,” he said and looked over his shoulder to see her roll her eyes. “You sure you don’t have any?”
She somehow managed to shrug in her upside-down position. “Not due tomorrow. It’s the first week of school, Dipper, don’t you want to do something fun before school is a must priority?”
“If you don’t interrupt me we can do something later.”
Mabel grew silent as she thought about the suggestion and Dipper turned back to his work. He heard his sister moan loudly which was turned into a long and irritating “bored” that ringed in his mind for far too long after she had stopped and was just silently poking things on the shelves with her feet.
“Hey,” she then said to make Dipper jump and turn back to her with a stare that begged her that it was important. “What do you think about Norman?” she asked and turned to look at him.
His face didn’t really say anything, only that it was not a question he had expected. She was slightly disappointed but didn’t stop staring at him as he waited for her to explain herself. She didn’t and so he spoke after a deep sigh.
“You haven’t been with him for so long, why do you bring him up now?”
Mabel turned around and sat up, slightly wobbly from the sudden rush of blood that wanted to get the hell out of her head. She pointed at him and her pink nails were just inches from her brother’s face. His so called room was really small.
“You know I didn’t mean him! What do you think of our new friend Norman?”
Dipper stared at his sister. “He’s not our,” he pointed between the two of them,” friend. He is yours.”
Mabel pushed out her bottom lip and raised her eyebrows, trying her best to look disappointed. It didn’t work at all as Dipper just shrugged.
“You know I don’t trust anyone whose hair is bigger than their head.” He turned back to his desk.
“Please, Dipper! Norman is nothing like Gideon!”
“Seems to me he has taken quite a shine to you.” Dipper smiled to himself.
“Oh no, Dipper, you’re wrong! If he would ever like one of us,” Mabel said as she moved over the bed to sit down next to the stool which her brother sat on, “it’s you.”
Dipper gave his sister a stare with which he asked for her to get back to planet earth and leave his room and him alone to do his homework in peace. She was being silly and she should know it. This wasn’t even her usual kind of silly where she made them have food fights or dress up as Vulcans or play stupid games even though they were teens. This was just her spurting complete nonsense because of boredom.
“I’m serious, Dipper,” she then told him without a trace of joking in her face. “You will be so cute together.”
Seriously disturbed by the determined look on her face and the words she had chosen it was enough for Dipper. He stood up and started to shoo her out as if she was a cat. She tried to complain but he ignored her and continued until she was standing outside of the door.
“Get rid of your stupid fantasies and I’ll come get you when I’m done with my homework.”
Mabel opened her mouth to speak but got a door in her face.
Comment: Introducing Coraline and Wybie in this! Yay! For more info on this fanfic, check out the Master Post.
Words: 8195
Rating: T
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A little bit of friends and Cthulhu
“There is this guy in school named Dipper Pines. He was the first one to actually notice me. He leaned down and spoke to me and then he touched my hair, complimenting it. I’m not sure why. I’m guessing he only noticed me for my hair. Then at lunch I met him again. This time he was totally different. He didn't really seem to remember me and he barely even spoke to me. He only argued with his sister Mabel. She's a really great girl. Easy to talk to and she wasn't bothered with my social awkwardness at all. She's probably the nicest girl I've ever met. I guess I have to be grateful to Dipper that I met her. She called me her friend. Dipper doesn't want friends. He's weird.”
Ms. Aldrin was a lady with youth written all over her. She seemed eager to get her students interested in what she was speaking off, but they didn't seem to find her ways of physics more interesting than any other. The fact that most brains in the room was still sleeping. It was after all only the second day of school.
“Energy equals mass times the speed of light squared.” Norman forgot to raise his hand. That he even answered surprised him, but Aldrin seemed more than happy. A grin spreading on her face as she clasped her hands. Norman himself was more startled with the fact that he actually knew the answer. The source was probably back in the days when he actually talked to Salma.
“Very good! The equation is not unknown but people seem to forget what it actually means.” She continued with explaining the rest of it. Norman didn't really get it, but the rest of the class seemed a bit out of it too.
It was only second period and Norman felt really great. He had spoken! It hadn't been planned and well, he felt good. No one had even reacted. It had just been part of class, nothing big. It was perhaps that moment that made his self esteem boost just enough for him not to hesitate during lunch that day. He felt pretty darn good about himself as he got the tray and his food and tried to search with his gaze for the twins.
He found them! Then he wasn't so very sure anymore.
They were seated at the same table as the day before. But things were different. Two things to be exact. Two of the four seats that had been empty the day prior were occupied by a girl with flashy blue hair and a guy with dark, crazy curls. Was he still welcome?
A wave. A smile. Okay, he probably was.
Yet he moved slowly. As he was right by the table Mabel seemed to almost get out of her seat just because she was so happy. At least her bright smile told Norman she was happy.
“Hi Norman!” she greeted. He would have answered had she not continued quickly. “Sitting with us again? I'm not complaining, but too bad you haven't found anyone to sit with in your year. Oh wait, that was a bit offensive.” She didn't apologize though, only laughed in a weird fashion. She seemed a bit more hyper active today.
Norman shook his head. He couldn't really come up with anything else to do. With merely two seats available and eight eyes turned his way he decided to sit next to Dipper. He'd rather do that than sit next to the guy with the heavy head. Norman described it as heavy because it sure looked heavy, the way he was leaning his head a little bit over the top to the right.
“Hi.” His short greeting made Dipper mouth some kind of greeting before turning away his gaze. In all honesty, Norman wasn’t very shocked by it.
Then the blue haired girl stole his attention by speaking in giving him a crooked smile. “So you're the guy Mabel talked about?” She had talked about him? “Though she may have exaggerated your hair.” The girl laughed and Mabel joined her. “I'm Coraline by the way.”
“Norman.” He gave her a smile.
“Wybie.” The boy to Norman's right waved quickly in a circular motion.
“I should have told you about these fellas yesterday but it totally slipped my mind! They're the friends I talked about. We're a rad gang.”
“Oh no, she didn't.” Coraline facepalmed and Norman found his gaze jumping between whoever was talking.
Mabel just giggled with a grin. There was something different about her today actually. It wasn't anything big, but Norman noted that unlike the pretty average clothing she'd been wearing yesterday, today's outfit seemed pretty... outstanding. With a large sweater in a bright blue color and a boat-cut, leaving her left shoulder exposed. She wore a bright pink top underneath. She was really... colorful. Dipper wore the exact same type of outfit, merely having changed the print on his t-shirt.
“Oh, you like it?”
Had he been staring? Mabel was tugging her shirt, exposing the picture of a zebra with a cup of tea that was printed on it.
“She makes them herself,” Coraline pointed out while using her fork to gesticulate. “If you don't keep your mouth shut she'll make you one and force you to wear it.”
“Hey, as if you don't wear the blue with stars! You love that one,” Mabel countered proudly. “Don't worry, Norman. That's in the past.”
“Yeah, last year.” Wybie grinned at Mabel who gave him the evil eye for a split second before going back to her smile, flashing the teeth with braces.
“I don't force people to wear anything.”
“Except her brother,” Dipper commented. Norman was so surprised he turned practically his whole upper body towards the boy when he turned to look at him. Dipper hadn't even turned his gaze towards his sister as he spoke. He was looking out at the people in the room, seemingly searching for something.
“Except my brother.”
“Oh!” Wybie raised a finger in the air. “And for Halloween! She always makes us wear matching costumes, no matter how old we get.”
That was an interesting point. Norman who had simply been a little taken by the flow of such friendly conversation opened his mouth and actually spoke for the first time. Almost.
“How long have you known each other?”
“First year of Middle School,” Wybie answered.
Mabel didn't seem satisfied with that answer. She began explaining exactly how they had met and the complete story around it. Coraline and Wybie also seemed to enjoy talking and all of them seemed to have some kind of unspoken understanding on how it worked, because Norman was pretty sure that with this quick way of picking up threads they weren't far from finishing each other's sentences.
Dipper sat quietly. Gaze searching. Was it always like this? It seemed odd. But no one but Norman seemed to even pay him any attention. Was it weird that Norman wanted to know more? Befriending Mabel, Coraline and Wybie seemed easy enough. Dipper on the hand. Perhaps...
“Norman?”
Oh shit. He'd been staring. He had to quickly look back at Coraline who had been the one to speak his name. There was something in her gaze which was emphasized as she cocked one eyebrow and smirked. Damnit.
“Don't bother about him,” she pointed out. “He's a weird one.”
“He's not weird!” Mabel argued, seeming a bit offended. “If he's weird, then what am I?”
“Crazy? Fun? I don't know. He's weird in a bad way anyway.”
“I'm not deaf.” Apparently the guy had finally realized they were talking about him. He gave Coraline a harsh stare. She returned it.
“Please, don't fight,” Mabel sighed.
“Then why haven't you spoken a single word since we sat down? You're usually so darn eager to correct me, this time Wybie had to do it.”
“Don't bring me into this!” Wybie pushed away from the table, sending meaningful stares between his friends.
Norman felt really out if here. They were arguing and he was practically a stranger just sitting there. He couldn't do a thing. If only he knew them and could tell them to shut up. He didn't really want to admit it but he didn't enjoy people arguing, especially not when he was eating. It also brought personal problems to his mind and even if school wasn't his favorite place he could at least get some time away from personal problems at times like these. So if only he knew them better and could just tell them to stop it.
“Stop it!” Okay, maybe he didn't have to do it. Mabel took the words out of his mouth and spoke them in his stead. “No fighting! Lunch time is fun-ch time.” That was a really bad one.
“Oh wait, I know,” Coraline said with a smile, ignoring Mabel for the time being. “He's heard the rumors. Busy watching for your crush? Well, tough luck but things are still steady between them. Give it up while you still have-”
“Coraline!”
Norman wondered if perhaps he should just leave. During the talking and the fighting he had already finished most of the food on his plate and well, this was awkward. It seemed to get even more awkward when both Mabel and Wybie told Coraline off. She finally settled and leaned back in her chair. Dipper and Coraline exchange one last glare before turning their gazes in other directions.
Was it okay to leave now? Norman looked around the table and it was awkward and silent and-
Wow, Dipper was red all the way to his ears. Norman had seen that once before. Was it bad of him to think that it actually looked good on Dipper? Blushing. Wow. Even Norman had to point out that was a weird thing to think.
“Don't worry.” Norman was brought out of his awkward thoughts by Wybie. The boy leaned closer to him and spoke with a low voice, almost whispering. “They fight pretty often so don't feel bothered. They have some bad history and stuff...”
“Wybie, you're not spreading rumors I hope?” Coraline gave the boy a pretty stern look. “I'll have to keep you on a leash.”
Mabel giggled. Oh. That was a joke. Judging by the serious air around Coraline as she said that, Norman would have thought she was serious. Okay, good. She was joking. Norman could relax a little.
“Make him wear a choker.” Norman hoped the joke was okay. Wybie gave him a “hey, I thought we were friends”-kind of look.
“Let me design it! I'll bedazzle it. You'll be totally fabulous, Wybie.”
“Make it pink.” Even Dipper joined in. This was pretty awesome. A fight had been forgotten so quickly? Norman liked this. Better than bringing up two week old fights merely because the ketchup reminded one of the blood from b-horror movies.
Norman could cope with this. And so he did. Until Thursday he had nice lunches and lessons that passed by pretty easily. He didn't really talk much and he didn't ask Mr. Jones about the 8½ president. Norman still kept that question for Dipper at a time when the guy didn't seem as hostile. Hopefully he would “borrow” Norman just as he “borrowed” Coraline and Wybie (though Coraline was questionable in that manner). But when Friday came around he still hadn't really made any attempt to be friendly towards Norman who was slowly getting used to the company and promised himself to stop hesitating so badly during the next week.
“Norman!”
This day Norman hadn't arrived last and had seated himself next to Mabel as quickly and casually as he could. As Wybie and Dipper arrived Dipper ended up on the opposite side of the table from Norman while Wybie took the seat next to him. He had avoided sitting next to Coraline when the talk about leash had gotten a bit too real. Or that might just be Norman's imagination. Maybe.
“Do you like games?” Mabel grinned at him with anticipating eyes.
“Games?”
“We're kind of obsessed with games,” Mabel explained as her hand went around the table to make it clear that she was speaking of them. “All kind of games. We have game nights pretty often, you see. Oh, and movie nights! But tonight we're having this semester's first annual Game Night.”
“You make it sound so fancy,” Coraline shook her head with eyes shut and a smile on her lips. “We have them all the time. And they're not annual. Some times we have them more than once a week.”
“Can't we make this one annual? The first on the semester is always special. I can make cupcakes or something! Make it special.”
“You'd be making cupcakes anyway,” Dipper cut in and shot his sister a teasing smile.
Okay, that was new. Not that Dipper didn't smile, but that kind of teasing but still loving gaze... Norman hadn't seen it on Dipper before. It was pretty... pretty what?
“And I have a new game!” Coraline gladly announced, bringing Norman's attention away from Dipper. “The CoC edition of Gloom.”
“You bought it?” Wybie suddenly seemed excited. He had previously been merely just poking his food as it wasn't really taco friday or something like that. Just pasta friday. Whatever they served to the pasta was a mystery.
“Totally did. It's awesome! So tonight will be the premiere.”
“Norman can come, right?”
Everyone turned their gazes to Mabel. Perhaps it wasn't so weird, but Norman didn't get invited to anything! Why would they want him on their private get together? Obviously they were all surprised. He had to decline quickly before Coraline said something rude. She seemed to be bad at wrapping things nicely.
“Do you even have to ask?” Coraline laughed.
What?
“When do we ever turn anyone away?” Wybie pointed out.
This was... unexpected.
“Great! So, you want to come?” Mabel applauded the great news.
Norman didn't know what to do. Did they really want him there? He had barely even found air to speak yet. So why?
“Maybe? You haven't even explained the game.”
“Stupid of me,” Coraline said with a smile. “It’s a card game. Call of Cthulhu Gloom? Ever heard of Cthulhu?”
“Of course.” Norman almost felt offended. Everyone should have heard of Cthulhu and read the amazing works of H.P. and watched the filmatizations!”
“Cool!” Wybie seemed impressed.
“You have five family members,” Coraline continued, “and then you will want to make them as depressed as you possibly can with the weirdest of cards and you will want to make the other players families as happy as possible and then when they’re at their worst you kill them in some amusing way!”
Perhaps her choice of describing the game wasn’t the very best to try and talk anyone into playing with them. She didn’t realize this until the words had already left her mouth. No sane person would probably think that a game about depressed families and murdering them was fun.
But then again, she didn’t really know Norman at all.
“Sounds like fun!”
Norman shoved a forkful of food into his mouth as Coraline happily described the last scenario they had with the original version of the game. Norman was actually pleasantly surprised by this. The thought that he might not even have to hide his fascination with gore and zombies made it tingle in his chest with glee. He had never expected any of these to enjoy things like that. He almost wanted to ask them what kind of movies they used to watch but decided to not cut Coraline off when she was so eager to explain all the details of the game. Mabel tried to help her and soon they were discussing it as they seemed to have different memories of the scenario.
“Damnit.” The whisper seemed even louder than the discussion taking place at his right and Norman looked to his left and noticed Wybie hiding his face in his hands. At first he thought it was about the game scenario, but as he accidentally caught sight of a blonde girl walking their way he understood that she was the source of the curse. She was grinning as she stared at Wybie. She moved quickly through the crowd. She actually reminded Norman of a smaller copy of his sister, except that she seemed to prefer her hair down and not wear as much pink.
“Wyborne!”
If it had not been for the curse and the face-hiding, Norman would have guessed that this girl was a friend. Then there was also the fact that she could smile with narrowed eyes and make it look like she wasn’t even smiling at all. It wasn't really very friendly.
The girl struck a pose, leaning heavily to one side as her hand rested on her hip. Norman was impressed. She looked as if she was posing for a photograph.
So she had called for Wybie, who apparently wasn't actually named Wybie. Right? Or was Wyborne just a nickname? Neither Wybie or Wyborne really sounded much like a real name to Norman. But Norman didn't get much time to think about that as the others around the table had noticed her presence. One second and it was obvious that she wasn't welcomed.
“What are you doing here, Pacifica?” Mabel said with a poisonous voice and stood up, leaning over the table as she stared fiercely at the girl.
“Chillax, glittergirl, I’m just here to talk to Wyborne here about our little project. Aren’t I, Wyborne?”
Was there something about Wyborne that Norman had missed? She seemed to put a lot of emphasize on it.
“We’ve already divided it, haven’t we?” Wybie looked small as he peeked glances up at the girl’s face as if it would physically hurt him to look at her.
“And I was just thinking that we should consider,” she placed her hands on the table and leaned down, “maybe working together instead?”
There was a moment of silence. Only the every day sound of the cafeteria, people talking and laughing and what not. In the background. Around the table though, was complete, awkward silence.
Was this normal? They were acting as if this Pacifica girl was some kind of archnemesis and those didn't exist in real life. She didn't seem like she was hostile. Mabel who didn't even stop with her gleeful attitude even back during the fight on Tuesday was suddenly not showing any patience. It was weird.
When no one said anything and Wybie didn't have anything to say after about four seconds of awkward silence, Mabel took her chance, crossing her arms over her chest.
“Just leave it. You're only trying to upset us and it won't work. Whatever you have against me, don't take it out on Wybie!”
“Listen, I care about my grades and I’m just here to talk to him as my partner in this. But I guess you wouldn’t know about that. If I recall correctly from last semester you did a whole project about unicorns.”
“That was mythology!”
“Whatever you want to call it, honey. You still did all the work and failed your partner with nothing more than a C-.”
“Hah,” Dipper uttered to everyone’s surprise. “You seem to remember a lot about my sister. Got some obsession problems? You have a thing for her, Pacifica. Nothing to be ashamed of. She is pretty awesome.”
It had been a pretty over the top comment but it seemed to be exactly the right thing to say. Pacifica just sneered and sputtered a quick “I'll discuss this with you later,” to Wybie before walking off. She disappeared just as quickly as she had showed up. But her short visit had disrupted them all. Norman felt awkward as he had no real idea of what was going on. Dipper was smiling warmly at his sister while Mabel was trying to breathe as she sat back down again. Wybie tried to sink through the floor as Coraline gave him a very, very harsh stare. “If looks could kill” or something like that.
“I don't mean to pry,” Norman said with a weak voice as the silence became pretty overbearing for him, “but can anyone give me any type of explanation?”
No one said anything. What was this? There had been close to a minute of just pure silence and that was really weird in this group of people.
“Sorry, Norm,” Coraline spoke. “I'm a bit upset at the moment. Dipper?”
Oh. Yes. That was good. Or bad. What? Norman didn't understand how his feelings worked anymore. Dipper was not good news. He wasn't bad news either, but the guy didn't want to meddle with him, end of story. Just having something explained by him wasn't special. It would only be the only time since Monday that Dipper would have spoken directly at Norman. Nothing big. Right?
“Pacifica transferred to our class when we were twelve. Ever since then she's been all over Mabel.” Dipper kept his gaze at Mabel. Didn't matter. He was speaking to Norman. “She kind of thought Mabel would make her less popular and as my sister is a bit of a weirdo-” Mabel shot him a glance, “weirdo in a good sense! She always try to get at her. Mabel stopped caring waaay back but Pacifica still push the right buttons.”
“Sorry, Norman,” Mabel sighed. She seemed to have calmed down. “It just bugs me when she turns to my friends to make me upset. She once had Coraline-”
“Stop there,” Coraline interrupted. “Don't go sharing stuff like that! It's private. And in the past. Let's just say that Pacifica is a beast and Wybie should have told me about this! If only he had done that we could have avoided this.”
Wow, that stare was really murderous.
“Come on, it's my fault. Don't be mad at him.”
“Yeah, don't be mad at me!”
But apparently it didn't help. Coraline still kept staring at him as if she was trying to murder him. Apparently it was all to keep Mabel from knowing? To save her? Wow. Even if it was a little bit weird and odd, the whole situation, Norman felt respect for Coraline. She only wanted to avoid upsetting her friend. If only Norman had ever had a friend like that. Well, he hadn't been far from that anyway. Or something. But that was in the past.
Present time made itself reminded when Mabel nudged him with her elbow. She was standing up and grabbed hold of her tray. Dipper had already gotten up and was walking away from the table. When Norman and Mabel followed they left Wybie and Coraline behind. Norman couldn't help but wonder why.
“Why did we leave them behind?”
“They were about to argue. They try not to do it in front of us. Haha, like parents.” Ouch. If only Mabel had known. “I appreciate the thought but P is my prob. No biggie.”
They walked side by side down the hallway. It was actually the first time they'd done that. Normally they would be separated straight away after leaving the cafeteria, but they still had about 25 minutes until next period.
“By the way, from my observing this week I've been starting to wonder... Are they a couple?” He hoped it wasn't a weird thing to ask.
Mabel shrugged. “Don't know. I've wanted to ask but it's hard. We may have known each other for a while but every time I bring them up, Coraline is quick to avoid it. Maybe they want to hide it from us? I don't know.”
“They seem like a couple. Well, except for the fact that they don't... kiss and... stuff.” Norman didn't know how to explain it. Perhaps they were just those type of friends that acted like an old married couple? They were a couple in some sense, in the least.
“By the way,” Mabel said as she folded her hands behind her back and shoot Norman a big eyed glance. “You're still on for tonight, right?” With the arched eyebrows she seemed slightly worried. Perhaps she feared that the incident would have scared him away?
“Don't worry,” Norman smiled. “It would take a lot for me to turn down anything with Cthulhu.” Or any type of friend-get-together. Norman didn't want to show it on his face but he was really excited and for every time he accidentally thought about it, he was even more excited.
“Great! You like things like that? I mean, back then, Coraline's explanation was pretty... odd. And you were like 'oh yeah totally love it mm death'.”
“If I've learned one thing this week it's that you're a master at exaggerating.” Norman couldn't keep from grinning at her.
Walking with Mabel like this was really nice. He enjoyed the company from the others as well, but like this he could actually speak without having to fight to get his voice heard.
“Come on, you cribbage! I'm not that bad,” Mabel said with a giggle.
“Isn’t that a card game?”
Mabel seemed to be caught off guard. Oops. Perhaps he should have kept his mouth shut instead? About that at least. Not being used to friends made him a bit bad with correct and incorrect things to say at what times. Timing, his worst enemy. At least this week.
“Yeah, Coraline explained?”
Explained it? What? Oh! Wait. No.
“No, I meant cribbage. That’s a card game.”
Flashing her braces with a big smile and a giggle, Mabel didn't seem to mind at all. There was such a carefree attitude in the air around her. It was nice and refreshing. Perhaps she was the reason behind him daring to actually speak like this?
“But hey.” Mabel seemed to ignore his random statement. “Care to elaborate? I wanted to ask you this earlier. Is it games or murder that tickles your fancy?” Norman had to snicker at her choice of words. It seemed pretty out of place.
“Games,” he answered eventually, even though it wasn’t completely true. He liked both.
“Then do you play board and card games or TV and computer games?” The questions seemed important to her and Norman wasn’t sure what to answer.
“Both?” he answered like a question. “I only have an old laptop though, so it’s not like I can play any real games…”
“Oh,” Norman heard and turned his gaze towards the girl who was suddenly very close and put an arm around his shoulder and looked at him with a serious stare that was so serious that it wasn’t. “Every game is a real game!” she said with a finger in front of their faces. “The question is what a good game is. And a good game is whatever game that you enjoy playing!”
“I... I like those… old school adventure, puzzle games.” The confession was met by a big grin and Mabel released him.
In all honesty he enjoyed far more type of games, but all summer when he avoided his family he had been busy with playing those games and he really enjoyed them. Mabel on the other hand didn't seem to mind that the answer was pretty narrow. Of course he enjoyed other games! But something seemed awesome about his answer and Norman was really eager to hear what.
“You have to tell Dipper that!”
What?
“Mabel, I don’t think your brother is particularly fond of me.”
“He'll get around! Once he see just how awesome you are he'll be all overyou. I can totally see you being really close. He need a friend like that.”
What again?
“Don't look at me like that!” Like what? Norman didn't know he had used a particular type of stare on her! “You are perfect for each other. I've seen it all week, but he's been ignoring it. And now you like those type of games and murder?” She had seen through him. “And tell me, do you like monsters and mysteries and stuff? If you play Fight Fighters and listen to BABBA you'll be married within the year!”
“Dipper likes BABBA?”
Mabel stopped walking and put her hands to her mouth. Apparently it was a secret that had slipped out. Norman could fully understand if it was a secret as BABBA was some Icelandic pop group. His sister had loved them when she was about 11. No guy Dipper's age would be proud enough to admit they enjoyed BABBA. Probably.
Mabel looked really worried so Norman zipped his lips shut and tossed away an imaginary key. Mabel smiled and copied his movement. Apparently it didn’t mean silence for long as she started to giggle and started to speak instantly.
“Will you tell him about the games?”
“If I'm given the opportunity, sure.” Norman didn't want to keep arguing for why Dipper didn't seem interested in him. Not only because it seemed to upset Mabel, but also because Norman upset himself. He couldn't see why he wasn't good enough. And there were perhaps a lot of other reasons, but Norman didn't linger too much with thoughts like that.
“If you won't, I will. When I've grown tired of waiting.”
Norman laughed. “Go ahead.”
Sandra Babcock stopped breathing for a second when her son came up to her to ask if he could go to a friend’s house later that day. Her face slowly went from skeptical to glad. Her lips curving into a smile and her whole face softening. Norman knew she would probably say yes but he had never expected her to look so genuinely relieved and happy about it. It wasn’t as if he had never had friends before.
“Is it those older kids you talked about?”
“We’re not kids, mom, but… yeah,” Norman complained a little and his mother laughed excusingly.
“Sorry,” she said as she smiled. “But of course you can. As long as you leave their address and number here. And don’t forget your phone.”
“Thanks, mom.”
If it had been Courtney things would have been so much different. She would have stated that she was going out just a few minutes before leaving and Sandra would have complained that she was always out and should tell her or Perry beforehand. There would be a short quarrel and Courtney would give her mother a halfhearted apology and then she’d be off. Norman had listened so many times to those conversations that he could guess what they would say before they did. Most of the times he would be right. If Courtney had heard any of this short conversation she would have been furious. Norman could almost hear her voice ring in his head. “Why do you let him go without even getting a little bit upset?”
Norman knew why. His mother trusted him. It felt pretty darn good.
Norman got dropped off outside of the Jones’ house later that afternoon. His mother simply just explained that she was curious and wanted to know where this girl lived. To see that it was the Pink Palace was a bit of a surprise. Everybody knew of that building. The pink house in the middle of nowhere. Nowhere meaning down a slim road, close to the forest. It wasn't visible from any of the bigger roads around even if it weren't located far from civilization.
“No worries then,” his mother said with a smile as she leaned forward to get a good look of the house. “I know two of the residences. Lovely ladies. You go off and have fun now.”
His mother gave him an excited hug that he had to struggle to get out of. She just smiled warmheartedly as he opened the door to the door and muttered a quick goodbye. Luckily for him, no one had seen that flood of affection. As he walked up to the house, moving slowly to get a good look at the place, he noticed every little detail. What struck him as amazing was the fact that it blended perfectly with its surroundings. It seemed a lot more unique to live in a house like this than the old, boring house, jammed between other boring houses that Norman did.
When he got up to the door, looking at the three different nameplates next to it he sneaked a peek over his shoulder, noticing how his mother was still waiting in the car. Her gaze was curious and she probably wanted to get a look at his friends before driving off. She was a nice mother, but she meddled too much. Norman smiled, shook his head and rang the doorbell.
“That must be Norman!” He heard a loud voice from inside. No doubt about it, it was Mabel. As the door was yanked open Norman almost jumped back to avoid getting hit with it, but it opened inwards. Lucky him.
“Norman!” Mabel exclaimed and jumped up and down with excitement. “Just in time. My cupcakes are just about to be completed!”
“Hi,” Norman said with a quick wave of his hand. Knowing that his mother watched made him feel slightly awkward, but soon he heard the sound of the engine. Just as Norman was dragged inside he caught a glimpse of his mother driving down the road, away from the house.
“I have to get back to the kitchen, but the others are in there.” Mabel pointed towards a door as she herself disappeared down the hallway towards another room. Norman felt slightly awkward and couldn't help but question why Mabel had been the one to rush to the door if the others weren't doing anything.
The room was a living room. It wasn't really modern or anything. On the other hand, it seemed to fit with the old house in a very nice way. There were a sofa against a wall, in front of it were a table and matching armchairs. Yet Coraline was sitting cross-legged on the floor, next to the table. With a bowl of popcorn in her lap she was mindlessly eating as her gaze rested upon Dipper and Wybie who were seated in the sofa.
“Hi, guys,” Norman greeted with a smile. They hadn't noticed that he was already at the entrance of the room until that moment. Coraline smiled back at him while Wybie and Dipper seemed to be too engrossed in their conversation to bother about him.
“Norman!” Coraline put the bowl on the table and patted the floor next to her. “Get over here and save me from these boring idiots!” She rested her head on the table and sighed to prove her point. She was really bored.
“Sure. Maybe you could explain the rules?” Norman asked, hoping that it wasn't rude to just jump straight to action like that. But they were here to play the game after all and he was really curious. He didn't want to fail them by having to ask about everything all the time. “While the others are busy I mean.”
“Busy?” Coraline rolled her eyes. “I wouldn't say that these guys are busy. They're just mean and are discussing boring stuff. Theories about shows I don't even watch. Yay.”
“Then keep me busy instead.” Norman sat down next to the blue haired girl who gave him a satisfied smile. He didn't even mind sitting on the floor. He was just so darn excited! All this excitement. It was awesome.
So Coraline began describing the game. She showed him the different type of cards and was instantly amazed by the fact that they were all see-through. It was even part of the game. The artwork were amazing and as she were explaining the rules she had to often just stop and laugh at the text on the cards. Some were really hilarious!
“I think I get it,” Norman mumbled as she was done and they were simply just going through the different types of cards again.
“Don't worry, we all know the rules so if you make any mistakes it doesn't matter. We're a patient bunch. The worst thing that happens when we play is Dipper and Mabel bashing each other like siblings do. And that I'm quite competitive. The others always complain that I get too heated, but I don't think there will be any problems with Gloom. It's mostly just for fun. I mean the stories that we've come up with so far are awesome! That's the main reason as to why we love Gloom.”
It took Mabel approximately 20 minutes to arrive in the doorframe. In her hands were a tray that were bravely balancing the cupcakes she had spoken off, all in different colors. Next to them stood a plate with cookies of different types and glasses on top of each other. Under her arm was a bottle of soda. She didn't even look like she had any trouble at all, balancing it all. Norman just stared at her while Coraline sneaked her way up from the floor and into the armchair furthest from the door.
“Cupcakes, cookies, soda and popcorn. Perfect Friday, stage one!” Mabel grinned proudly as she sat down the tray and basked in self satisfaction. It wasn't so weird either because everyone seemed impressed by her work. Norman recognized the art on the sweets from stores. Mabel had done a great job.
Mabel plopped down with a giggle on the armchair that was left. Her fingers folding, gaze wandering around the eyes in the room. “Game?”
“Game.” Coraline waved the package around.
It was at that moment that Norman's mood dropped a little. It wasn't the snacks, the game or anything like that. It was merely that he stood up to find a seat. The only one empty was next to Dipper on the cough.
Would he be able to pull through the whole game on the floor? It wasn't really his favorite thing, sitting at floors. His legs would probably fall asleep and it wasn't very comfortable. Sitting next to Dipper wasn't that bad. He didn't have to suffer. He just had to live with the knowledge that he still wasn't good enough for him.
“Come on,” Mabel said his way, giving him an intense stare. “Get seated and pick a family!”
Norman had completely missed that they had told him to pick first. He blushed awkwardly and hurried to get to his feet, scooting over to the cough so he could sit down. Dipper didn't mind. Obviously. Norman was the only one bothered by him. And it wasn't that Norman disliked him, probably the opposite. He wanted to be his friend. Ever since their first meeting. There was a reason behind him choosing their table last Monday.
“Gotta have the family with the frogs,” Norman finally said as he picked up the cards of the odd family of a mix between humans and frog humanoids.
The game was a lot o fun. Norman was glad that he had paid close attention when Coraline educated him earlier. It wasn't hard to keep up and he was relieved to know that the game didn't stop every time it was his turn. On the other hand, it seemed to stop every time Coraline had to make a choice and Norman guessed that it was that competitive strike in her that was shining through. Only the best decisions would be good enough for her.
“Sorry Norman,” Mabel said with an apologetic smile as she placed a card upon one of his family members and killed it with merely -2 points. When had he even gotten -2? He had been down to -16 last time Norman checked. “You were leading.”
“Hey!” Norman complained, checking the cards on his hand and the ones on his family members. “I was not leading! Show some mercy on the beginner.”
“But you were,” Coraline pointed out and leaned over the table. At some point during the game she had began leaning over the table so much that she was now resting on the floor between turns.
“I was?”
“You were!” Everyone spoke with one voice, startling Norman. Even Dipper was smiling at him. Norman even felt a nudge with an elbow from the guy followed by a quick comment that it was his turn.
Okay, that was progress. Serious progress! Except for the fact that it was just to urge Norman on so that Dipper could make the next move and win the whole game, causing Coraline to throw her cards in the air as she came third.
“You're so sneaky!” she complained loudly. “You'd probably go as far as to dance with Satan just to be the best at everything.”
“Finally someone agrees with me!”
Mabel and Coraline began discussing Dipper, very loudly and not very politely. Dipper just sat there, ignoring the insults as they came, turning to Wybie and whispering something his way.
That was the first moment during the whole evening that Norman had felt really out of place. He had almost forgotten that these guys had known each other for years and years. He hadn't even known them for a week. How would he know how to act around them all the time? How to not feel offended when he was left out of the intense chatter? And he couldn't keep from wondering why he was so disappointed by Coraline's comment. Dancing with Satan? Did that mean that him urging Norman to make his move was not a friendly act but simply just a way to make him stressed so he could make his planned move and win?
Sometimes people seemed too complicated for Norman. He was longing for a night alone where he could watch all the horror flicks he wanted. In peace. No humans to interrupt him.
“Well that was over rather quickly, though,” Norman could hear the voice of Mabel above the others. He wasn't even looking at anyone. Simply staring down at his hands. “Should we put on a movie?”
Okay, that was interesting.
Norman decided to pay attention to Mabel and scooted closer to the edge of the sofa and closer to Mabel. She seemed to have spoken to thin air, probably hoping that someone would go out and tell her it was a great idea.
“Anything special you have in mind?” If it was something interesting, Norman was sure he'd stay a while longer.
“Not really. Coraline, do you have anything CoC related?”
Oh wow, Norman wanted to correct her really badly there. Just mention that she probably meant something of the Cthulhu Mythos or a movie based upon the works of H.P. Lovecraft. It was quite the difference and he wanted to point it out. But that was a bit offensive, right? She also seemed like the type of person not to care.
“Nope. We only watch that at your's or Wybie's. But I have that box Wybie got me.”
Everyone seemed to know what box she was talking about. Norman just sat quietly at his place, watching Coraline as she got up from her place between the table and the armchair and hurried out of the room. Mabel got up to her feet and disappeared with the tray and all the stuff that had been on it. It hadn't taken them long to finish it all up, and it had been delicious.
Mabel arrived with more cupcakes. Norman felt his stomach turn. Wybie gladly grabbed another one and started munching just as Coraline returned with a box of horror flicks. Had Norman's prayers been heard?
All of the movies in the box where classics from the 70s and 80s. For Norman they were nothing new, but he enjoyed them nevertheless. It was nice to watch them again after so many years and to get nice company. Perhaps he was wearing his excitement on his face, because in the middle of the movie, Mabel leaned over the armrest so that she could talk to Norman, almost whispering.
“Hey,” she mumbled. Norman who was already looking at her gave her a skeptical stare. “You like horror too?”
“Totally.” Liking was an understatement.
“You should discuss it with Dip. And mention the games! And, and-”
“Mabel, why-” Norman cut himself off to lower his voice and lean closer to her. “Why are you trying to force me to befriend him?”
“He's lonely.”
Norman had just been about to argue that Dipper obviously wasn't interested in him, probably even leaning more towards disliking him that anything else. But lonely? It struck something within Norman that he didn't like admitting. He couldn't help turning his head towards Dipper who was into the movie, smiling at something that was going on.
“I don't mean to pry,” Mabel's smile faded, “but you haven't made any actual attempts at talking to him. If you just tried a little harder, then... maybe he'll see how much in common you have. I'm worried about him.”
Norman averted his eyes. While trying to concentrate on something else he found himself turning to the movie. Perfect timing! He smiled a little as he tried his best to completely ignore Mabel.
“Did you know that the budget was so bad they had to use the cheapest mask available? It turned out to be a Captain Kirk mask.”
“That means Spock is an accomplice!” Coraline cracked at her own joke, coaxing snicker from the others that soon erupted and they all laughed loudly, temporarily forgetting to concentrate on the movie. Norman could see that Mabel was laughing. Hopefully she wouldn't bring it up again tonight. But Norman couldn't get himself to stop wondering why it all bothered him so much.
Before the end of the movie Norman's phone rang and after a chat with his mother, out in the hallway, they had decided that she'd be over within fifteen minutes to pick him up. In a way he had wanted to stay longer, but he was still eager to get out of there. After saying his goodbyes and thanking them all for a nice Friday he moved his way to the door.
“Norman?” But things didn't go so smoothly.
“Yeah? I really should hurry you know...” Norman shifted his weight awkwardly as he turned around. Mabel had hurried after him, smiling lightly.
“I just wanted to apologize. I mean, I keep going on about Dipper and all. You know, gotta take care of my baby bro.”
“He'd be so mad if he heard that.”
“Sure would. But it doesn't make it less true. He think he doesn't need anyone but the older we get the more we find different people in our life. He often feel left out whenever I hang out with anyone other than Wybie and Coraline.”
“Hey,” Norman shrugged casually while feeling panic stir inside of his chest. “Don't make such a big deal of it.”
“It just pains me that he is too stubborn. You guys would be awesome together. To tell the truth I tried talking with him yesterday and I'm starting to get the feeling that he's ignoring you just to prove a point.”
The girl was looking down at the floor while grabbing her elbow, hugging her abdomen in a way that made her look even smaller than she was. Still, the girl wasn't more than a few centimeters shorter than Norman. In that moment though, she seemed really small. Had she always worried about her brother this way?
“Don't worry so much,” Norman said as he walked the two steps between them. He rested a hand on her shoulder. “One day he'll be grateful that you care. That day may not be today, but when he's holding the toast at your wedding I'm sure he'll let you know.”
Mabel giggled as a blush spread on her cheeks. She looked adorable as she smiled up at Norman, flashing those braced teeth. Wouldn't it have been for the fact that Norman's mother was already outside would he have stayed a little while longer.
“And don't worry about me or Dipper. If we're meant to be friends it will happen. I don't take his attitude personal.” Biggest lie of the day.
“I'm sure it will happen.”
Norman bid his goodbye one last time before stepping outside. Before running towards their car he stopped on the stairs, looking up at the dark sky that was adorned by twinkling stars. Giant balls of gas that was burning, slowly dying. He smiled to himself.
“Fuck you, Dipper Pines.”
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[I hadn't planned to end the chapter like that, but whatever. I like it. Before I tried re-writing this whole thing, Norman was a lot quieter and shy. It was pretty boring. But between the time when I first wrote this and now, I've read the Paranorman book. I'm trying to adapt part of his personality from that into this. He's such a sassy child~
For information about Cthulhu Gloom check this out (srsly everyone should play it it's awesome). And if you can guess what movie it is they're watching I'll be thrilled! Tell me if you know~
chapter two is twice as long as the first one and it's taking me ages to read it because i keep getting distracted OTL i think i will try to post a chapter a day until i run out and hope that it will help me keep writing. i have like nothing planned anyway (exciting life i know u jealous???)
okay so i've decided not to change the stuff in the fanfic, just correct errors... but sometimes i find sentences like "Better than bringing up two week old fights merely because the ketchup reminded one of the blood from b-horror movies." and i have no idea what i'm trying to reference with that. i should make notes when i write.....