hi!! would you be able to do an angsty feely fic ig inspired by 'scotty doesn't know?' like she's in katie's position where hugh is cheating on her but she's kind of starts cheating on him back with patrick after she finds out.. I hope that makes sense!! tysm 🫶
note ⸝⸝⸝ i love u anon this was genius and it was sm fun writing this ugh pt2 def coming soon!!!!!
summary ⸝⸝⸝ drama drama.. and drama
warnings ⸝⸝⸝ cheating, mentions of suggestive behavior(no smur tho), cursing
you’ve been in a lovely, awesome relationship with one of tommen high school’s students. your relationship started from catching each other’s eye, when you both got grouped up for a project. things led to another and you ended up as an undying couple.
you thought your relationship was pretty solid. hughie biggs was a nice guy — most of the time. only when it was just you two alone. never when he was around a specific blonde girl. and that blonde girl’s name ended in “young.” you tried to avoid it though. avoid catching that jealousy feeling, avoid being a possessive girlfriend. but the way she acted with hughie when you were there. and the way he just allowed it to happen.
which is why things stumbled, and uh… i guess you could say you didn’t mean to really end up having a full-on makeout sesh with patrick feely in the backseat of hughie’s car. it wasn’t your fault! well okay, it was. but you didn’t do it intentionally! you were both drunk, off your minds drunk from hughie’s classic crazed party, and catching hughie and lizzie kissing in his bedroom was just another stoop.
patrick caught you when you were at your lowest. crying in front of his house, after literally vomiting into the bushes, he was the one who held your hair back, and caressed you, making sure you felt better.
which is why you both are awkwardly sitting next to each other at lunch. you’re in between hughie and patrick. what a lovely seating.
hughie’s talking loudly with gibs, the rest of the table either laughing at them or lost in their own conversations, but not you and patrick. you were trying to focus on anything other than the fact that patrick’s fingers were caressing your inner thigh.
your cheeks redden the second feely leans into your side, manspreading a bit more so his thigh touches yours.
hughie turns to face you. “earth to you. what’s on your mind?” he says, waving a hand in your face.
“yeah, what do you think? don’t side with him just cuz he’s your boyfriend! side with the truth.” gibs says, the entire table shutting to look at you.
you awkwardly shift your gaze away from them and down to your lap. “uh. i don’t know? i side with no one.”
gibs loudly sighs. “see! she’s just saying that because she doesn’t wanna hurt your feelings, hughs!”
hughie turns his attention back to him. the entire table goes back to their usual chatter. god, that was awkward. actually no — it wasn’t awkward. you were just nervous because patrick won’t stop touching you! and you allowed him. you could stop and say something but you don’t want to. because you like the feeling of cheating on hughie back. you like the way patrick treats you, like you’re the only person in the world. that’s what you originally wanted in your relationship, but hughie’s eyes were on someone else. and now yours are on feely’s.
you and feely are in the janitor’s closet, students still walking outside and chattering. he has to go back to rugby practice soon but you guys got a little caught up.
patrick says your name softly, “seriously. i need to go. they’re gonna think it’s suspicious—”
he gets cut off by you pressing your lips to his. “seriously? you teased me all day during lunch and now you can’t spare a few seconds for me?” you tilt your head, grinning at him.
“fuck, i swear you do something to me— two more kisses then we’re done.”
“three?”
“no. two. what are you doing right now? enough with the pouty face.”
“i won’t stop till you add a three, farmer boy.”
patrick groans, rubbing his hands over his face, then grabbing you by the jaw. his tongue slides into yours for invitation and you accept instantly. the way his mouth feels against yours is just… unbelievable. you’ve never felt this electric feeling before with anyone, not even your uh… current boyfriend. but… let’s not talk about that.
after a final kiss you both dust yourselves off, that after-look of a strong makeout sesh will look obvious, and very suspicious. “i’ll leave first, yeah?” patrick asks, gripping onto your hand, slowly interlocking yours with his. you nod. “yeah. bye.” you smile at him. the janitor’s closet is dark but not dark enough that you can’t see each other’s faces. and the look on your face right now almost makes him drop to his knees for you.
“fuck. okay. bye, love.” he says, pressing a kiss onto your cheek, then opening the door to leave. you sigh as the door closes behind him, giggling to yourself that you’ve attained such a man. well… not attained, since you guys aren’t really together yet, but you feel so different with him.
you sit on the benches with shannon, claire, and lizzie, watching the boys practice for rugby. “this is so fucking boring. can’t we do something else?” lizzie says with visible annoyance. she’s never liked going to rugby matches—you know that because hughie told you.
“no liz! there’s a big match coming soon and gibsie really wanted me to come to his practice.”
“and to do what?”
“support him! obviously.”
“how? you’re just watching him play.”
claire throws a twizzler at liz. “shhhh. you wouldn’t get it.”
as the two proceed to bicker, you lock eyes with patrick, him sending a wink to you. you have to stop yourself from smiling before someone notices. “who’d patrick just wink a—” shannon says, but you put your hand over her mouth. your eyes widen, looking around to make sure no one heard.
she slowly removes your hand. “what?” she whispers. you scoot away, pushing shannon a bit farther with your hip. “i have to tell you something. but you can’t tell anyone. okay? not even johnny.”
she raises an eyebrow, nodding curiously. “i kissed patrick. well. not once. but a few times.”
she gasps loudly but covers her mouth before the other two notice. “when was this?”
“like… hughie’s last party.”
she gasps again, but this time quietly. looking back at patrick then you, she gulps. “what are you gonna do now?”
“i don’t know shan. but i’m confused why you aren’t mad at how i cheated on hughs.”
“well… not biased or anything but i just feel like hughie isn’t really the one for you. so i don’t know? i kinda expected this to happen.”
“me cheating?”
“no no!” she quickly replies, hands waving you off. “i mean like… i expected your relationship would end sooner or later.”
you nod, processing everything she said. she was right. shannon knew. you and hughie’s relationship was never going to be stable forever. this was just a high school relationship you both jumped into too quickly. you were his rebound.
before you guys can continue, the boys head up. claire and liz walk down to them, as shannon gets up and grabs your hand, pulling you along.
you and patrick make eye contact before hughie pulls you in and kisses you. his right hand holds your cheek before pulling away. patrick’s jaw clenches at the sight of his lips touching yours. you cringe at the fact you kissed both of them in one day.
eyeing patrick again, hughie interrupts you. “why do ya keep lookin at pat?”
your heart almost drops to the floor when he says that. shan too probably, judging by the nervous side-eye she gives you.
“no reason. we just uh—have a project to work on together.”
he nods, ruffling your hair, then throws his arm around your shoulder. “thought pat jumped on you or somethin’.” he laughs.
patrick sends a fake smile his way, replying, “jumped? you know i don’t do that with girls. they come to me first.”
seriously? it feels wrong for your heart to break at that, since your literal boyfriend is beside you, but that hurt. why would he say that? he could’ve just avoided hughie’s words.
