It really bugs me when Paul decides to be a hypocritical asshole.
For example: He complains that I'm not doing anything but sitting around the house. I get a job/I go to a friend's house for weeks at a time. Then he complains that I'm never home or what if something important comes up?
Another example: He's stressing out over Thanksgiving dinner, he asks mom to buy a few things at the store. She comes home and BITCH ALERT! Almost immediately! Jesus on a dildo! No idea what he was yelling about, but all I heard was mom say, "What if I want to get some things I like?" Or something like that.
Ex 3: He told me to text him when I get out of work so he can pick me up. I tell him I got out early, so I wait for him. I didn't know how long I had to wait for him, but apparently he calls me up sounding really angry. He seems really rushed, but really, I just don't understand why he yells at me for things he does as well.
Ex 4: I was telling my mom about how I was being tested at the register today and how I didn't really do so well considering I have social anxiety and talking to strangers is hard. He overhears and says that I just need to swallow my fear and talk to them since it's my job. He does this all the time and there's a reason why I talk to people who can understand, because he just can't seem to wrap his brain around the fact that some people are not good with certain situations.
Mom tries to defend him by saying that his brothers always made it seem like he was wrong all the time, which is why he's compensating for now, however, two wrongs don't make a right. This is how bullies are made.
And of course I keep hearing mom and Paul argue a lot and I swear, one of these days I will not hold off and hide in my room. One day, I'm just going to stay put and defend both of us. I honestly do not give two shits about him. However, I'm relying on him for a ride, so I just keep bottling things up. But once I get a transfer to Nashua, all bets are off.
Also, it makes me laugh when mom was saying that the reason Paul and I don't get along is because we're too much alike. If that's the case, how come she can appreciate my company more than his? Does this mean that he bitches like a 19 year old girl? I can learn if I'm wrong, he's too stubborn to see out of his own asshole.
