Rain is going to hurt Payoo so bad (and himself too) with this "have all the fun 'cause it's my last days of freedom" strategy. The fallout, when it happens is gonna break my poor heart. Also, how does Payoo not pick up how much Rain wants to devour him? Or does he know, and is just forcing himself to be oblivious, because he thinks he is below Rain, cause he is only a servant?
I'm glad that Rain told Payu he would be going his father soon, that he was clear that he knew this was over and that Payu needed to know it was over as well. But Rain is also so desperate for love. All he wants is love and time with Payu because he's going to lose that.
And I think Payu is just in denial because he thinks Rain is playing with him in his last days of freedom and not being sincere, despite the fact that he really should be aware of how deep his feelings go at this point.
But he's also in denial, in a lot of ways, of his own feelings. He's obviously got some feelings for Baibua, though I'd suspect they're just deflection but he's also got a lot wrapped up in the idea of being a servant and lower class and that idea that his father keeps pushing that he's not good enough for Rain.
Payu and Rain are fascinating in so many ways, a classic whipping boy trope brought into modern day and in all the right ways. The way Rain is obviously in love with Payu and Payu has made it clear that he's also in love but much more scared of his love than anything else.
Rain is accepting destiny and prepared to have what he can and then be the responsible one for the rest of his life, be the good son to keep Khim's dreams safe... but giving up his love of Payu isn't going to be as easy as he thinks.
