hi,
i hope you’re well! i had a terrible day yesterday. well it actually kicked off a few days a go. i broke up with my boyfriend because i found out he’d been cheating on me. i did have a hunch for a few months now as you know, but turns out i wasn’t wrong. i confronted him about it on monday and he admitted it. it crushed me. more than i thought it would. i was kinda hoping it was just all in my head and that i was just being paranoid. he told me who and i think that hurt even more because it was someone who i really admired. she’s in the industry too, i don’t really want to name drop but she’s in loona. i sort of went off on her and i do feel bad. i accused her of knowing. i accused her of playing dumb and i guess that was wrong of me. it just… irked me how she didn’t seem to care? i don’t know. it was a mess. i’m just… pissed. i feel bad, but i still feel sour about it. i’m sorry this has been a negative one. i just wanted to vent to someone. i haven’t really talked to the girls about it. i’m ashamed i guess.
