#perfectionisdespair

[infpisme]

[blackcuttingmoon]

//anon mask My muse would take your muse home straight away. After a few hot and heavy words, my muse will throw yours down onto the only table in the room and lock him up with handcuffs as they slowly remove your muse's shirt. My muse then hacks away at yours with a scalpel until they're nothing but mush. (:

On anon, describe a date that your muse would take mine on and they’ll say if they’d be interested based just off of the description.

@perfectionisdespair

“...”

“...”

“WHAT THE FUCK?? I’M SO NOT INTERESTED, PLEASE AND THANKS! What kind of a damn date is that???? Go away now!”

[overthinkingloner]

Confessions of a Perfectionist

"No one is perfect." "Everyone makes mistakes." "It's ok to mess up." I get these words said to me every day and you know what I think. It's not. To me it's not ok to make a mistake. To me it's not ok to get a bad grade on something you worked your ass off for. To me it's not ok to look so out of place when you want to feel in place. To me it's not ok because I strive for perfection. Perfection that I'll never seem to achieve because I'm too flawed, chubby, stupid, etc. and honestly I hate it. I go to a school where everyone seems perfect and others may say they probably aren't, in my mind they are and I wanted to join but I could never reach their level. I ask myself "why?" "Why am I not as good as her?" "Why is he better at this than me?" "Why is she so pretty and skinny and I am not?" "Why does she have so many friends and I do not?" "What is wrong with me? Why am I not like them? Why am I not good enough? Why can't I fit in? Why am I not perfect like them?" And then it hits me. I am me. There is nothing perfect about me. Nothing good or spectacular about me that deserves attention. So what do I do now? I simply lay on my bed and think about what it would be like if I was perfect. How my parent would react to my amazing grades. How many friends I'd have. How popular I'd be. If I finally got the boy who I've had my eye on finally notice me. Life would be perfect. But it is a fantasy that I will never get nor be.

[uraharashouten]

perfectionisdespair replied to your photoset “pepperrikka: Bleach novel project Matsubara’s novel theme-“Rukia’s...”

The author of the last set of Bleach novels was actually the creator of Soul Eater, too!

[[ Oh really? XD I love this collaboration going on! ]]

[kazeshinigami]

perfectionisdespair replied to your post

//sends aspirin, Advil and hugs your way

kvsajishi replied to your post

//get better again ;3;

[[ <3 thank u fronds; sleep will help TvT i’ll be okay ]]

[uraharashouten]

Look into my eyes

[[ meme: Send ‘Look into my eyes’ and my muse will bold what they see ]]

| Hope | Love | Passion | Hate | Resentment | Envy | Indifference | Confidence | Insecurity | Greed | Desire | Optimism | Spite | Hostility | Kindness | Warmth | Intelligence | Experience | Trauma | Aggression | Gentleness |  Arrogance | Pride | Lust | Cruelty | You’re soft | You’re trusting | You seem honest | You’re humble | You’re cold | You’re closed off | You’re reserved and guarded | You’re unfeeling | You’re remorseless | You’re heartless | You’re inhuman | You’re frightening | You’re frightened | You’re devious | You’re unpredictable | You’re struggling | You’re lost | You’re broken | You’re disheartened | You seem headstrong | You seem difficult | You’re stubborn | I see hope | I see purpose | I see absolute conviction | I see compassion | I see a shining light | I see shattered remains | I see something familiar | I see a friend | I see an enemy | I see a lover | I see thirst for blood | I see malicious intent | I see pity | You’re pitiful | I see darkness | You’re unwavering | You’re pure | You’re noble |

In his fellow scientist’s eyes, Kisuke saw, in many ways, a reflection of himself... as he might have been, perhaps could have been, had his circumstances been different, had he never had the benefit of true friendship. He noted a dearth of compassion there that he hoped he had never, would never share. Yet there were so many similarities: the quest for constant improvement. An acceptance of darker things lurking beneath the surface. A drive to serve the greater good. And the contradictions inherent in being one’s own harshest critic. A sudden sympathy would well in him at that realization.  Along with grudging admiration for an unapologetic honesty about his motives which Kisuke himself had yet to attain, and probably never would. 

[uraharashouten]

perfectionisdespair replied to your post “"Perhaps if it makes you feel any better, I am on your side of all...”

"DON'T get too comfortable with the idea. I'm only on your side on the matter for the sole reason that /I/ should be the only one making your life miserable."

“Well -- we all must play to our strengths, mustn’t we?”

[bccrus]

[ @perfectionisdespair Has Liked for a Starter ! ]

“ You have quite the interesting attire there. But I know i shouldn’t judge, my garbs aren't exactly the most normal. But don’t misjudge my words. I mean no disrespect, it’s just you look far more of a conversation starter then the rest.~ “

Beerus showed a small smile, baring his pearl white teeth for all to see. He was sure to be as friendly as he possibly could be, well until this one either pisses him off.