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[unagonize]

ME LOV ZANDER

have a drake for ur troubles 

[thwippys-blog]

perishen

  please take a second to look at how small he is

Wade’s gonna fucking throw this boy

hello police?

[judithgrimes-moved-blog]

u are my sunshine <3

mami’s  voice  drips  with  honey,  soft  and  melodic,  but  it  does  not  bring  a  smile  to  judith’s  face  like  it  usually  does.  she  knows  that  mami  is  trying,  she  knows  that  it’s  hard  for  all  of  them  (  mami  especially,  as  she  and  carl  had  been  childhood  friends  since  before  the  outbreak  ),  but  judith  simply  cannot  collect  herself.  she  has  known  death  for  her  entire  life,  it’s  never  far  away,  yet  somehow  she  had  never  believed  that  death  might  take  her  older  brother.  of  course  she  had  thought  about  it  before,  worried  about  it,  but  nothing  could  have  prepared  her  for  this.  nobody  had  been  ready,  as  it  almost  always  is  with  death,  especially  that  of  someone  so  youthful.  

❛  it’s  not  fair  !  ❜  she  sobs,  wringing  her  small  fingers  around  mami’s  sleeve  as  she  buries  her  face  into  it.  she  isn’t  thinking  about  how  it  will  dampen  the  girl’s  shirt,  or  about  how  loud  she  is  being.  all  that  matters  is  that  her  best  friend  has  been  taken  from  her,  and  there  is  nothing  they  can  do  to  get  him  back.  she  would  do  anything  to  see  his  smile  again,  so  rare  yet  so  healing,  or  to  hear  his  voice.  ❛  he  wasn’t  supposed  to  go.  not  yet.  ❜  she  supposes  that  if  she  had  been  much  older,  maybe  she  would  have  been  better  prepared.  now  it  seems  like  all  of  the  years  spent  with  carl  have  dwindled  away,  leaving  nothing  but  momentos  and  traces  of  the  past.  he  taught  her  how  to  fire  a  pistol,  a  rifle,  he  taught  her  where  to  hide  when  necessary.  he  taught  her  respect,  he  taught  her  love.  and  he  taught  her  not  to  dwell  on  neither  the  past  nor  the  future,  but  rather  the  present  moment.  that’s  how  he  had  done  it,  yet  somehow  her  protector  is  gone,  leaving  her  to  mourn  alone.

but  she  is  not  alone  at  all.

❛  mami  ?  ❜  she  whispers,  inhaling  deeply  before  gazing  up  at  her  with  soft  brown  eyes.  ❛  i  don’t  think  he  would  want  us  to  be  sad.  ❜  it’s  easy  to  say,  but  harder  to  actualize.  ❛  he  would  want  us  to  be  happy  because  he’s  in  a  better  place.  he  told  me  about  it.  about  heaven.  and  one  day  we’ll  see  him  again.  ❜  her  eyes  pool  with  tears  once  again.  ❛  but  right  now,  we  have  each  other,  and  we  have  daddy  and  mama.  and  we  have  to  help  them  not  be  so  sad,  too.  ❜

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perishen replied to your post: I just think Neliel was abusive towards Nnoitra....

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perishen replied to your post: perishen replied to your post: “rewatch” i havent...

I don’t recall any major differences but the anime is really… POOR AT ADAPTING the final scene idk the animation is really wonky in places SO IF U HAVE RHE ATTENTION… highly recommend jejdnf

I’LL TRY N READ SOME THEN

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perishen replied to your post: “rewatch” i havent even seen it all myself...

IWIFJWISJSJRNF PLEASE READ THE MANGA… the anime is … hmm… at points but JWISJKD

I GET REALLY DISTRACTED READIN THE MANGA TBH LIKE I’LL READ TWO CHAPTERS N THEN FORGET ABT IT DGKGF

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how does t'challa deal with betrayal & forgiveness ?

␥ ⸺⸺  A SUBJECT AND RELATED META       ╱       SELECTIVE.  

NOT A REALLY TOUGH ONE, BECAUSE HE’S LIKE PRETTY CLEAR TO SEE THROUGH. t’challa is forgiving, when he believes that you deserve forgiveness. he obviously holds grudges, per point: klaue, bucky, etc. he obviously will go out of his way to settle a blood grudge or any of the sort that he feels like he needs to settle. but that doesn’t mean that he does not know forgiveness if he thinks you deserve it. he can admit when he was wrong, ala bucky, and he can admit when he’s been too harsh ( ala n’jadaka, but in general that was not a grudge but simply a blood feud ).

he tends to take betrayals like w’kabi’s and hunters ( white wolf; 616 ) to hurt. he takes family and friends so seriously and he doesn’t trust easily so when someone close to home betrays him, he’s really hurt. after everything was said and done, he’d probably forgive w’kabi in a way... but he would never trust him again. the same thing as said with hunter, who left their family and their country and in turn brings shame to them in way, he’d unbanish him but only to the point where he wouldn’t have to speak to him again. he’s forgiving in his own way, he has a pure heart -- he just has to be convinced if that makes sense. 

consider the fact that he would have completely killed klaue, and that w’kabi is designed as ‘in custody’. he would have killed klaue if he could for w’kabi, because w’kabi asked him too and w’kabi deserves to be paid the blood price for what that outside did. but he did not kill w’kabi after w’kabi betrayed him, overthrew him, and started a mini civil war within their borders. he had every right to kill the man, but he didn’t. he loved w’kabi, with all of his heart, and he probably will and does forgive him. but their friendship is over, he won’t ever let w’kabi close like that again unless something drastic happens in their relationship. 

he tends to take betrayals to heart, tends to clam up and go cold -- especially to the people the betrayed him. he’s a sweet man, who has his demons, but he wants to be loved and he wants to give love in return. and for people to throw that in his face, he won’t forget that. he won’t give it twice if they ask.

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