#personal 2025

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psych appt was okay, i got a new set of meds to try, but i think i'm just relieved i was taken seriously for one, and secondly, that my whole grooming situation was finally validated by somebody

not that other people hadn't validated me but this was the first time i'd known someone who'd known the school i'd went to and people who went there and went 'yeah i've heard things', instead of facing utter shock and disbelief. like yeah i knew i wasn't the only one whose struggles went unchecked there. but it was really nice to hear another human affirm it.

a part of 17 year old me felt really seen

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i want a lobotomy why am i alive

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can't believe as an adult i now have to deal with my rights as a woman being curtailed and eventually completely eradicated

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so many lesbians slide down the terf slide so fucking fast whenever they start talking about (very valid) lesbophobia in queer spaces, it's genuinely like being at a clownshow

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god i'd rather be dead than move back home i know that they're gonna make hijab mandatory if things keep going on like this, and then niqab, and then purdah

at least my mom won't be alive to see it inshallah, but maybe i can off myself when she dies too

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anadius :(

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watching the wuthering heights trailer has made me so upset