#personal and pointless

[lena-the-hyena]

Good bye, 2023. You were the worst year of my entire life. Fuck u, burn in hell 💅🔥😈

[lena-the-hyena]

Feeding holy church nutrias😂 They do live at the premises of a monastery, so technically they are monks :)

[lena-the-hyena]

Я отмечаю 8-й год своего блога Tumblr! 🥳

My blog is 8 years old apparently. What have I learned in all this years? If there's at least 2 people in this whole wide world, who give a shit whether you live or die, it's already A LOT. It's more than you can bargain for. Cherish it. Be grateful. Because there are people, who don't have even one person who cares about them. In my 32 years in this wretched place, today, at this very moment, I've learned as much. I'm grateful. And I can carry on because of them. Chris, Natalie, you will never read this, but I'm still here because of you. It's my debt and I will repay it in any way I can.

[lena-the-hyena]

No movie ever made me learn French as much as "À bout de souffle" screening I watched tonight. Young Belmondo is such a tease (and God, what a body!) and pixie cut Seberg is going to haunt me in my dreams. I'd visit Paris just as a tribute to this movie alone.

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Is it bad that I associated myself with De Niro's character from "Taxi Driver" after today's screening? Sounds pretty bad, but St said it was ok and it's just event manager talking in me. I hope so!

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Sheer horror of realization that my birth certificate (on the right) was issued in (technicallly, but still) Soviet Union... Along with my father's (in the middle) and my grandmother's (on the left). Feeling old as shit :^)

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U buy yourself a new shirt and wear some lipstick and ppl are suddenly "OMG u lOOk sO gOod". Bitches, I look as shitty as ever, you just haven't seen me in a while. Still love y'all tho

[lena-the-hyena]

seeing people with naked ankles in this weather makes me want to report them. i don't know where to but i would push the fuck out of the red "naked ankle" button if i could