#personal hardship

[jesus-h-roosevelt-christ]

God I Can’t Believe I’m Doing This But Pls Help

Hi there! It’s me again. I know we’re all going through our own struggles right now with COVID and everything, but I’m hoping this gets to someone (or a few someones) who are a little more flush than the rest of us right now.

I’m desperate, y’all.

I’ve been looking for a job in LA for over two months now, and I’m still not seeing any results. And it looks like I’m not going to make it to my next month’s rent payment. So I’m asking the World Wide Interweb to see if anyone can help me out with ANYTHING.

My goal is $1200.

That’s all I need to cover rent and utilities for another month as I keep looking for a job. Even if you can’t contribute, please pass this along to someone you think might be able to.

My PayPal is PayPal.me/itsadoozy

(I’m afraid I’m kind of useless with links and things so please feel free to message me if you need more info or something.)

Seriously, y’all, thanks for reblogging or literally anything you can do. 😭😭😭

[pineapple-punani]

Sooo I don’t post personal stuff on here but my dad has been hella fucking with me and threatening me over some dumb shit. I quit working for him because it was getting worse and worse at work. He’s just such a bad person to be around and I tried being around him again for a few months. Well after we argued at work He completely ruined my room and took my bed? Like no notice no. I thing wtf bro

Like wtf how I’m supposed to learn from that?

That’s some emotional ass bullshit you pull when you can’t control yourself and you cane even communicate. I’m 23 I’m a grown man we should be able to talk shit out but no I get my shit thrashed.

So I dipped out for a few days and now I’m back. He stared harassing me in the front of the house and eventually started yelling “get off my property” and ran me out of there....

I came back home and he’s gone and not fucking with me but I’m foreal so shook and scared and I know I shouldn’t stay here.

So anyway y’all that’s my real life update. Probably gonna be out and living on my own again 🤟🏽

Thank you for all likes and reblogs as always 😇

[themidnightrave]

I have scoliosis.

It's natural for my back to bend one way. It's rather uncomfortable to bend the other way.

I can't hardly arch my back bending forward or backward.

When I get home from work where I sit all day, my lower back is sore and tender.

I can't fully cinch up a corset or you have the possibility of breaking half of my false and floating ribs.

Most of the time, either my head aches or my hips ache.

While I may not like my body because it is restricting and a constant burden, I'm happy with my body. I take care of it and, in return, it takes care of me.

I've been modeling since before I knew I had this condition and I've pushed myself to almost collapsing because I ignored my bodies limitations.

I have this want to do a shoot that accentuates the oddities of my body.

Imperfect striving for personal perfection, not the general perception of perfection.

Who's in?