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I can’t sleep. tomorrow is going to be awful 😢 perhaps putting caffeine in my herbal tea was not a good idea 😬

#personal negativity #i need to come up with a tag for post that are me whining about life

I've been dealing with extended family alot lately, I'm not sure if this is my anxiety or depression rearing it's ugly head again but I definitely feel this is getting bad again, the last time this happened was years ago and I fell off the net for about a year or so. Last years pandemic and ongoing crisis haven't been good either. It's made me feel as through I've been stretched thin mentally and I really hate this.

I'm not 100% sure if I will go silent again and be offline to deal with my life but if that ever does happen I will leave a note on my accounts. I'm hoping to weather the storm for a few weeks and hope things settle down and I can get back to my life.

I don't mean to scare anyone and this isn't a plea for attention so please don't worry but I've known some friends on here for years and I don't want to ever leave them without some kind of warning.

#just my life going insane again 🙃#please dont comment bc im not in a good headspace to reply and idk how to turn off comments on mobile #if i dont end up in jail by the end of the year for snapping amd going apeshit then i count that as a win #my ramblings #personal negativity #ill be fine... im just really fucking tired #maybe 2 am isnt the best time to post this but whatever

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#kext #personal negativity #self image tw #Not to do this again but #It just genuinely shocks me sometimes how ugly i am #Like i just. Hate looking at pictures of myself it always ALWAYS makes me feel bad afterwards #Like i was having such a great time w my friends today which im really thankful for and i always want to takd pictures bcs i know that one #day ill appreciate having taken them but oh god #Seeing myself is just so aweful. I cant believe i look like that #I dont understand why i have to look this way like why. Why #Its really aweful like fr im like. Okay i want a nosejob. I definitely need one like i dont want to keep living like this #But then again. My entire face is the problem. There is nothing redeemable in here like i just look like a 40yr old man idk what to tell you #I just have such a flat long face and my jaw is so pronounced and my chin is huge like those are things. You cant change #Thats just how i fucking look #I just cant....... I cant!!!! Why do i look this way like why?????#Anyways got it out i know its stupid i really do im just so. Helpless idk what to do. Im gonna die alone

I dont know why its so impossible for me to forge deep relationships with other people like why am i so backwards. Maybe i need to relearn how to do it all over again and stop over-thinking everything i say and do and all my responses........... And i gotta stop projecting my fears and shortcomings onto others man i just want to exist in peace

#kext #personal negativity #Like i read through my old journal a bit yesterday. The one i looked at was from 2017-2020 and its just...... I cried reading it bcs so much #of it is still the same shit im dealing with now? Like to a T? And it makes me feel so useless how come i didnt move past those issues #It all still resonates so deeply with me and i still feel as alone and helpless as i did then and its so discouraging to face head on #Idk why its so hard for me to live well idk why its such a challenge #And ofc i know there are other ways in which i have made progress and im really trying to be more honest but god. God

Conversations with My Inside Voice - A Poem

Conversations with My Inside Voice – A Poem

“I look good today.” *No, you don’t* “Yes I do.” *No, you’re fat. Why can’t you see that?” “I’m not fat, I lost so much weight and I love myself.” *Yeah, but I know that you should be hating yourself.* “I don’t have to listen to you.” *Pretty hard not to when I’m inside of you. It’s not like you can ignore me.* “I don’t care what you say. I’m fabulous.” *You keep telling yourself…

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#Inner Shadow #Inside Voices #Personal Negativity #Self Deprecation #Shadow Self

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Have you been Naughty or Nice?

You...probably shouldn’t have said that about him. He knows he’s been a bad dog. All his life, he’s tried to serve men, but in comes this stupid tradition, just as he is coming to terms with what he has done, just to make him feel like a pathetic thing.

Well, he’s not having it. You’re lucky he doesn’t chew your face off for reminding him of what a poor excuse for a dog he is, Santa.

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like being a functional disabled person isnt a happy success story its feeling constant anxiety as you teeter on the edge of a knifs

#personal negativity #i work SO hard just to survive and failure issoclose always looming!!!

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