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Genuinely is there something wrong with me? Am i the problem to this degree that people keep and keep playing in my face? If so what is my problem. I need to go on a sabbatical and not speak to anyone for a year only this can fix me i am sure

Does anyone know why i hate sharing my thoughts so much irl? As soon as a thought or a feeling of mine is verbalized it loses so much meaning. Silence on top forever and always

Plus so much of what everyone else says is uninteresting tired and prechewed bullshit can someone say something original and unique for once pls for the love of god. I genuinely have nothing to say to 90% of what i hear. The ego is always trying to be acknowledged above all else as fascinating or intelligent when it is in fact not that i wish everybody would just get over themselves

Whatever i would have to say would be lost on them either way i feel like im being wasted

Yes i am getting progressively more cynical yes i am a bit antisocial yes this is a direct consequence of my deteriorating mental state yes i would like to be more positive no i do not think my environment particularly helps me in this pursuit yes i sound like an edgy 13 year old yes i genuinely believe these things to be true no i dont think im better than everyone else yes i feel like i just need people in my life who im more similar to yes i might hate them yes i would like to find out what its like anyways

Kurdish culture is so beautiful and so inherently warm.

But on the other side it is also still so grotesque, harsh and cruel. Nasty and horrible. So backwards that it makes me sick at times. And Kurdish people are so good, its just the disastrous circumstances that keep perpetuating this horrendous cycle. Theres so many men i wish would just get shot in the back of their heads. But then again considering the environment, i can hardly judge. I just wish for Kurdish people to be free, physically, spiritually, socially and mentally. I wish for freedom for my people in every sense of the word

I need friends who like to party and drink and dance and have fun

How do i find people like this in my area

People with no prospects no responsibilities just yolo and vibes

gia and lisa are NOT having a happy pride lmao

Touché

They deserved better it was so sad