#personal random shit

[supercollide]

lol pretty sure i found another reylo at my school

so i'm sitting in class and we're talking about children in prison and mental health and how for lots of kids juvie can ruin their life instead of putting them back on track. and i say (because i push the boundaries of how much can i say about star wars without people noticing) "like so many kids get told getting sent away will help them but it really can just enforce their ideas of being unwanted and unloved" "like for a totallly random not about anything example if you tell a kid they're dangerous and are going to hurt people you are basically condemning them to be that person" and i stg as soon as i said that the girl across from me snaps her head up and is like "yeah... exactly like that.."

so either that was just a weird conversation or she got what i was really talking about... btw if i was right and you reading this is the girl in my class uh hi there welcome to my secret life plz don't expose me at school thx bye

[amber--555]

I just saw that "hitting bottom" article about rdj again and then with all the new articles about how he's gotten better and reached the stars now and i've seen it so many times but it always hits me hard and he's such a good person and really brave and im just so proud of him and i wanna make him a cake and hug him and tell him im super proud of him ok i have a lot of rdj feels rn

[elorrabean]

when you see a picture of Battersea Power Station someone randomly posted on twitter and suddenly it's 12:30 AM and you have just spent three hours looking at pictures of the restored control room and the turbine halls' mouldering ruins c. 1990-something and you wonder how you ever thought you didn't have adhd

[shadowflamelight]

Still staying at home, still every day feels the same.

Did I just spend 2h yesterday night to sabotage my sleep rhythm and get increasingly depressed because I don’t find any suitable jobs/PhD programs online? Maybe I did.

I am trying to get shit done that I still have to do to officially finish my studies but I still worry that I might fuck up the transition from uni to whatever I may do next...

[imjustanotherfangirlblr]

So I have decided to take a break from Hogwarts Mystery main story for a while (almost done with year 5). I have just been popping in for the friendship leveling ups, the ads things (when I remember) and maybe do some 1 hour classes here and there (I was just popping in for the quidditch stuff but taking a break from that too) . Im mostly doing this cause I’m seriously tired of the micro transactions especially when they start throwing them in your face every time you change floors (and falling into them even when I tell myself no) but also I have been hating the story/choices so far the last couple of years (in game) along with the annoying events. plus probably being burnt out a little (hell I have some Ps4 and Switch games I was super “foaming at the mouth” excited for and haven’t touched them casue I just can’t stand to saw at the screen and play. Which also makes me backout anyway I can from chatting with a friend who has been asking for months for us to play a game together).

Also it’s hilarious how cats think going dead weight is going to keep u in bed. Like sorry little girl u don’t weigh enough to keep me as ur personal bed. 

[shadowflamelight]

I just had another of the weirdest dreams last night and I wanted to dump it here but I decided otherwise because I want to hold this experience dear to me. It was not weird in imagery but in concept and I perceived a lot of things at once.

Just imagine meeting your soulmate on a rooftop but they are from a godlike alien species and just took part in the apocalypse the other day, for science. But you don’t really care about the destruction of Earth or humanity. And you simply look into each other’s eyes and feel time and space resonate because your souls and emotions are so much alike. And then you just sit there in silence watching the sun rise.

[supercollide]

hi i had a really bad day today sooo just thought i'd counter that energy with some positive energy by saying how much i love all of you and that i'm very grateful i get to escape my shitty life and hang out with you losers on this flaming garbage can of a website

[radioactive-pie2001]

Literally only got 3 to 4 hours of sleep last night and now I have to somehow make it through a full school day, counselling after school until 4:30, and then helping my mom with screaming children while she does errands around town- 2 of which include hauling heavy garbage bags of clothing/pop cans out of the back of the truck. I'm tired. Pls. I need a nap.