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2025 has probably been one of the toughest years of my life, definitely the toughest one in my adult life. disregarding the f1 stuff for a second but personally speaking, it's been a real difficult one. like. wanting to not exist anymore type of difficult. which hasn't really happened to me in a really long time, but alas, the mind is a scary place sometimes.
i really want to thank the folks that have been here for the past 2 years, you guys are truly amazing people. i've had this blog for probably more than a decade and i've never felt the urge to engage in a fandom quite like this beautiful side of tumblr's f1 rpf and as silly as that sounds, i really mean it; thank yall so much for doing what you do and creating the things that you create. i know i'll probably never meet any of you irl but you guys have made this very difficult year at least a little bit lighter for me just by being here on the dash and i'll forever cherish that in my heart. i know we joke and we kid but i really am thankful to have been able to engage with such amazing, kindhearted, and talented people during this short amount of time and i hope whatever the outcome of tonight might be, we'll continue to be here and be silly and maybe make someone's day a little better along the way. thank yall, i love you guys so so much <3
