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Get Rekty for the November 1st and Next Spectrum update

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petebentz sorry I can't post replies properly ; but I'll have the playlist posted for you in the next day or so okay ilu 💕( I was away and yeah )

[softestwoman]

do all of the questions 1-60 suck it u hoe

oh are u FUCKING JOKING fine i fucking will fucking fight me 

1) Put your iTunes on shuffle. Give me the first 6 songs that pop up.

siamese cities / metric

kitty litter / placebo

hey you !!! / the cure

cake / melanie martinez

rhode island / the front bottoms

love is the future / hot chip

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

if this was facebook i’d probs say josh dun but josh dun probably isn’t my honest answer? quite honestly, if he wasn’t a sex offender, i’d probably want to meet tom milsom because he was a massive massive part of my life for a long time and i feel like me and him would have a lot to talk about

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.

“which, um, (he gestures to a knife in his heart, casually) because dad thought” (the effect by lucy prebble)

4) What do you think about most?

i find myself thinking about the things around me an awful lot; not in the normal way but rather, i take the things around me and turn them into gorgeous sentences, or song lyrics, or poetry. if that makes sense???

5) Ever had a poem or song written about you?

i feel like i have probably played a part in some songs that have been written, but no, i don’t think i’ve ever had one written directly about me

6) Do you have any strange phobias?

idk if this counts but im super super scared of the ocean lmao and also of crustaceans 

7) What’s your religion?

i’m either agnostic or atheist im not sure nor do i really care

8) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?

wanting to go inside, or queuing for dismaland, or queueing for a concert, or getting coffee

9) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?

oh fuck oh FUCK probably the front bottoms? fuck

10) What was the last lie you told?

im not sure i can’t really remember??????

11) Do you believe in karma?

nah

12) What does your URL mean?

it means that brian molko is my mom

13) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?

my greatest weakness is josh dun; my greatest strength is my undying passion for josh dun

14) Who is your celebrity crush?

PSSSHT josh dun or cara delevingne probs

15) How do you vent your anger?

by writing angsty poetry

16) Do you have a collection of anything?

i collect things that my friends write and give me

17) Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

actually yes!!!! i’m a way better person than i was seven months ago and i’ve come a long long way

18) What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?

i hate the sound of dried-out felt tips on paper, i love the sound of josh dun saying things

19) What’s your biggest “what if”?

YOU ARE MY BEST ‘I’LL NEVER KNOW’ AAANAD IM’MA SCA RRARTING TO DOFORGET JUST WHAT SUMMER E VWDER MEANT O YO UYU WHA T DI I  EVER MEAN YOTO YOUUOUOUOUOUOUUUOUOUOUOUOUOUOUOUgay men

20) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

i believe in both!

21) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.

right arm; my mother, left arm; the window

22) Smell the air. What do you smell?

THE SEASIDE because i’m at the seaside

23) What’s the worst place you have ever been to?

dismaland, the uk’s most disappointing visitor attraction

im lying it was fucking amazing

24) Most attractive singer/s of your opposite gender?

‘opposite gender’

lmao

25) To you, what is the meaning of life?

nice coffee and ukelele music

26) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?

i do not drive but if i did drive i would crash 4sure

27) What was the last movie you saw?

paper towns! it was surprisingly good

28) What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?

once i stubbed my little toe so bad that it broke

29) Do you have any obsessions right now?

clueless and nicki minaj

30) Ever had a rumor spread about you?

once a rumour went around the year eights that i was dating ryan

31) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?

not for long because i have no friends

32) What is your astrological sign?

god im such a sagittarius 

33) What’s the last thing you purchased?

a shirt from dismaland ay

34) Love or lust?

LOVE oh my god love is so much more important trust me

35) In a relationship?

im not entirely sure i think i may just be about to get in one WHO KNOWS

36) How many relationships have you had?

oooh probably ??? like ??? probably only three but i feel like im forgetting one but i dont think i am

37) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?

be a GOOD PERSON who enjoys memes

38) Where is your best friend?

one’s still abroad and one’s probs in their bed

39) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

i was watching buzzfeed videos, obviously

40) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?

no i’m awful 

41) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?

I SAVE THE DOG

I SAVE THE FUCKING DOG

FUCK THE JOB I CAN GET A NEW FUCKING JOB

42) You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

a) i tell all the people i care about, b) i meet all the friends i haven’t met yet, and c) yes i would 

43) What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?

raging zef boner by die antwoord bc it will never not make me laugh

44) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?

mutual trust, commitment and affection. and also memes

45) How can I win your heart?

send me memes and write me poetry

46) Can insanity bring on more creativity?

YES

47) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

to get out of a really draining relationship that i was in until very recently

48) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?

i dont want words i just want a gif of josh dun with kittens

49) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word “heart.”

a vital organ

50) Basic question; what’s your favorite color/colors?

mint green, lilac, pale grey

51) What is your current desktop picture?

the photo of josh dun sitting on a chair that made me full-on cry for a long time

52) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?

meninists

53) What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

“what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done to hurt somebody”

54) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?

SHAPESHIFTING

55) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?

i honestly don’t think i’d want to relive any, just keep on movin forward

56) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?

similarly, i wouldnt erase anything bc u LEARN from bad experiences

57) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?

ooooh??? if age wasn’t an issue like if i was 19 or whatever then probably cara delevingne bc 

just

so cute

also she counts as a music celebrity bc she does music

58) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?

NEW YORK CITY

59) Ever been on a plane?

quite a lot actually, i do a lot of travelling

60) Give me your top 5 hottest celebrities.

fuck this i cant be bothered to think of 5

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Petebentz is an awesome blog, even though I haven't talked to them I think their blog is wicked!

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a collection of my favourite chapter titles from potatoyoghurt. (petebentz)

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S/O and Hugs to My Favorite Authors <3

So Summer Vacation's here and I'm still in awe that I've made it through the school year alive. I'm so happy because I have so many shows, fics, and sleep to catch up on, but before I rejoice in this blessed time of year, I want to give a s/o and hugs to killinitquinn the-kellin-under-the-vic  and petebentz blessing my life with their amazing fics, torturing me with feels, and giving me something to  look forward to <3  . Even though I have one more year till college, this year I went through a really hard with my anxiety and had many low points where I was tempted to harm myself or even end my life, but no matter how low I was feeling;  every time I got a notification that one of these three girls updated a fic, I would literally forget all of my negative thoughts and just read like my life depended on it. Honestly, more than once I had sat down prepared to harm myself, and then got a notification that Complexes, The Farmers son, or Pretty was updated  and I completely forgot to harm myself because I was so happy and excited to see what they wrote.  At my lowest point I was honestly prepared to die, but I knew I had to live long enough to see how my favourite fics ended, and by then, these girls had blessed me with another fic that I just had to read, and honestly, after a while, I realized that maybe I don't need to end my life because things will get better in the future, and I just needed to have motivation to keep myself going long enough to find out. I know it all seems hopeless when you're depressed, but please find some sliver of happiness to latch onto like I did, and I promise things will get much better.

My mental health is in a much better state at the moment, and I just want to take the opportunity to thank these girls for providing me with the happiness and motivation to stay alive even if it was just for one more day. I want you each to know how much I appreciate all the effort you put into each of your fics, and how much your fics mean to me on a personal level.  I know we may never have talked and I may not have been commenting as much as others on wattpad (due to my anxiety), but I really do want you to know how much I love each of you for giving me some form of happiness in this cruel world through your writing. Thank you for helping save my life; I am forever indebted to you lovelies; the-kellin-under-the-vic killinitquinn petebentz <3 

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hey just letting you know that i applied to earlysunsetsnet as fuckboyiero but i'm now petebentz

Thank you, we’ll make a note of it. (: