Something I want to know before 2013 ends is why you bothered to follow me in the first place and stick around. Honestly you act like I'm sort of big deal and I'm not. Far from to be honest. What made you want to get to know me?
I sort of just ...wanted to. I don't know what really set it off. I think it was the "oh they think I'm annoying now? lets see..." so it was a bit of a challenge at first. A bit of a "How many songs can I send to their ask box before they finally block me"
I just felt like I had to be your friend. I don't know what drove me to think this--or why I was willing to keep going even when you kept glaring at me. But I kept going and I don't regret it. Because in the end, I gained a friend that knows me. I gained my husband. I don't think I'd be standing here still if it wasn't for you to be around me. You help me get through my days. You remind me that I'm still worth something when others tell me that I'm worth shit.
All I remember from when I was going through that rough patch at the RPG, was that I knew you didn't treat me that way. That while other people made it seem like charity to rp with me--you genuinely wanted to be around in my life. You actually thought I was worth something.
You're my best friend, Eric. I can't ask for a better best friend. Because you're always there for me. You don't fake anything to me and I appreciate that. You tell me when I'm an asshole--you tell me when things bother you. It helps us sort all of the bullshit out. And I love you for that. There really are no words to say why I wanted to be your friend but I am and I wouldn't take it back for the world.