Hey fool, How you doin' Not good? Ahh well it's alright ey. "No it's not, I have nothing, I have no-one. I put my all into it just to get it thrown in my face, to be used, picked up and dropped just for company. Their body may have been there but my body, mind, and emotions were there too. I'm a fool. I let it happen. I was warned time and time again but I needed to see for myself. Feel it for myself and experiance what they all saw coming." Shut up fool. I remember when you had nothing, you lived on a spare mattress on a strangers bedroom floor and lived from plastic bags with nothing and barely anyone. Haven't you seen where you have come? You're living amongst the best family you could have, your hand picked ones. You have people on the end of the phone wanting to help and your own roof over your head that's yours with steady money coming in from what you earn. You may think you have nothing but the 17 year old self would be proud of you today. Now she had nothing. You made it girl. Don't let any fool make you think otherwise.