#phanties

[phanties]

Sebastian.

I’m excited for tomorrow.

I had one of the best and intimate experiences of my life so far.

Last Monday Sebastian asked me to go to his dorm after school. And I was like “mmm I don’t know. Should I go? Hell yeah.”

The dorms are so tiny. Really tiny. But we made it work.

Sebastian is so different from me. He like it rough and honestly because of my inexperience I’m kind of shy. I know that once I start doing more often this, I’ll be a fucking master. I have to confess that I like the rough stuff. At least the rough stuff he does to me. I’m kind of wet right now just thinking about him.

We haven’t fucked yet. But he tasted me in every possible way. He can make me moan with just a touch and that makes me crazy.

Tomorrow I’ll see him again. I’m so excited.

[goldenpinof]

Phanti: they are not together! They are just platonic friends!!!

Dan: oh haven’t you heard?

[phanties]

thank u, next.

I’m sorry for being inactive. I’ve been kind of busy. With guys. A lot of guys.

Sebastian is story now. More or less. I will be in his place whenever he wants me to. But for now is over.

Like I said in my last diary post, I went to his dorm.

But it was a mistake. A fucking mistake.

First of all, his fucking door was broken. And all of his friends saw me enter to his dorm and I felt kind of shy after that.

Later, after, like, ten minutes of kissing, he fucking took off my jeans and my panties, I wasn’t horny at all. I was like “what the fuck is he doing?”.

He introduced me one finger, I didn’t felt anything, then he introduced me another and all I was thinking was “Why am I not feeling anything at all? I love when they’re inside of me in any way... but why am I not feeling anything?”

He wanted to fuck me without a little foreplay, or kissing me, nothing. So I told him No.

And I left his dorm.

He obviously didn’t talk to me after that.

[emosockk]

sometimes when i feel my depression coming on i just think about the reactions of phanties when dan said “my furry bf” and i feel a bit better