hi beloved mutual im told its your birthday today. so if it happens to be your birthday today HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎂🎂🎊🎊 i hope you have a lovely and bullshit free day and get to enjoy as many wonderful treats of the soul as you desire
aiballshipping for fucked up bingo no reason haha 😳😳😳
GRINS WIDELY. my fucked up tfem4tneu lesbians....... i need to explode them violently mostly ai. don't even get me started for real. im like (GRIPPING WALLS VIOLENTLY) about them but im so bad at making my thoughts coherent so ive never written about this. theyre like ygo mado/homu to me. you understand
ok you dont have to do all of these im just autistic. arc v 5 and 20, honkai star rail 11 and 13, danstelle 4
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5) the scene from it that lives in my head rent free.
20) exactly how little or how much headspace this fandom takes up in my brain at any given point.
i dont participate in fandom itself really but as a Media. um. not as much as it used to but still there if ykwim. i dont really like the fandom for this one especially so i tend to avoid it </3
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11) what I think of the central character(s).
sillayyyy. welt is like The Father. himeko wine aunt. march carries enough silly for the entire train.
13) which canon or popular fanon relationship I can't stand or feel 'meh' about and why.
j1ngheng and r3nheng/whatever blade and dan heng is called. girl. theyve known him since he hatched and also dan heng like barely knows them and also can the fans Please pay attention to the fact he does not want to be seen as dan feng. please.
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4) how many other characters in my opinion see the chemistry of this couple before the couple itself does.
himeko has The Perception to me. and march would make offhand jokes about it methinks. stelle tags along with dan heng to meet bailu and bailu is just like wow is this your partner. <- happened in my head,
i keep forgetting to answer this i have been meaning to for ages i have been so exhausted lately and my attention span has been awful lately. i can't remember anything lately. but i am answering it now!
i'm going to readmore this because it is getting very long
💤: it doesn't happen often. honestly, a lot of my dreams are like, oh i'm at an old job or oh i'm back at school, i could not tell you the number of times i've dreamed about being back at school but panicking because i can't remember my locker combination. a lot of mundane boring stuff.
it does happen, though! more often when i was younger, i used to get lots of warrior cats-related dreams. not so often now, and i don't remember them really well anymore, but i have had very vivid dreams as link from legend of zelda, and as yusaku from yugioh vrains. i really wish i had more of those dreams, instead of so many that are just, oh no i can't remember my locker combination at school.
🏔: i've always liked collecting things. even when i haven't always known what to collect, but i used to even collect rocks when i was younger. these days i am trying very hard not to collect plushies because i already have lots and they take up room. i try to stick to collecting smaller things. i was collecting yugioh cards for a while but i've kind of lost my zest for that for the time being for personal reasons, i've kind of drifted in a yugioh merch direction. my need to collect things is always at odds with my need to have space nd my need to save money (i am terrified of spending money). but! yes, collecting things makes me feel closer to being a dragon.
i'm very much a catboy, but i don't know of anything i do that makes me feel closer to that...? when i was younger it was warrior cats, reading warrior cats, thinking about warrior cats, imagining warrior cats, rping warrior cats, writing about warrior cats. i've...fallen out of that these days. but i spend a lot of time around actual cats. like. constantly. i live with cats, and there are cats tat live at the office i work at. i split my time between five different cats and i'm obsessed with all of them. so there's that. i suppose i am part of a cat community. and that probably counts?
as for being a digital being... using the internet itself makes me feel closer to that. i also have a kingdom hearts tamagotchi that i play with that makes me feel a lot closer to that. i take care of a little digital guy, he makes me feel better about myself, and i'm like, yeah, we're not so different, you and i. we need to be treated with care and we like to play games. my little tamagatchi guy. i love him. we have a lot in common.
i could go into specific characters, but....i have talked a lot, and i don't know if i have any ansers better than these. i'll stick with these for now!
well its not necessarily any of them in particular but i like when me and you are shifted in like. the same canon at the same time if that makes sense. its teehee
🚫: What’s your least favorite shift? Why?
anything besides yuuyer or miko is usually bc im having Bad Memories so typically its not a fun time. but i dont have any that are my least favorite. ok well actually i do but im not sharing stuff publicly
✅: Can you make yourself shift?
i dont think so except its very easily influenced by what im autisming about at the moment
✖️, 😒, 🔮, 💥? (for asks!! your choice for which types :])
(i am just going to do short answers for each kintype i can think of one for)
✖️ - What details about this kin, if any, are really different from canon?
yuuya - again i was femme. yes i owned my canon outfit but i did have others and they were more silly and also i liked to get dressed up for every duel. also counterpartship (real)
miko - as i put on my carrd my (our. i guess hi thief.) canon diverges with all the kunikuzushi related story and stuff :sob: and it makes me upset because i like what happened in my memories a lot more than in game.
itto - ayato was worse <3 and i want to punch him Forever. this also goes for the miko canon but less so.
luka - honestly . so so much i cannot even list it all but i hate you mr astruc and zag. dies and perishes and then dies again.
😒 - Who did you dislike most / not get along with from your canon?
yuuya - yuuri and reiji and zarc and shingo. and my dad and leo. i hope they all explode forever sorry im literally mean. it is just in my nature
miko - ayato and also sara. same for itto canon
luka - marinette .
🔮 - Have you ever predicted something about your source material before it happened based on kin feelings? (For example, having a kin memory that lines up with something that happens in your source before you ever knew about it)
i think this has only happened once bc most of my kintypes have canons that have already finished publishing new media. but i predicted the kokomi + miko friendship or my brain told me about it before irodori festival. heart <3
💥 - What skills or abilities did this kin have, if any, that you can't do now but wish you could? (ie superpowers, languages you don't speak, skills you don't currently have, etc)
I WANT TO BE ABLE TO TURN INTO A LITTLE CREATURE. I NEED TO BE ABLE TO SCAMPER AROUND. i also owuld like to zap people to death forever. also i miss action duels but thats less related to the question.